Nicolas stood before me and smiled. I smiled back, marveling at the sight of him. There she was, the man that I loved. Five feet ten inches and two hundred and twenty pounds of big and tall, All-American male. I've always loved big men. Don't ask me why. I simply do. Some people go for the muscular type or the skinny type. I don't. I like a man who has some meat on his bones. I've always had a preference for these men. I've hung out with big guys before and they're usually cool people, with a lot of intelligence and a great sense of humor. Every man being has potential for greatness in him, I guess. Many people go through their entire lives without knowing it. Not this man. Nicolas Gregory is a great man and most importantly, he's mine. He's the only man I've ever loved.
I guess now would be a good time for a recap. Please allow me to introduce myself. My name is Richard Pierrot. I am better known by the name " Richard Strife". I stand six feet two inches tall, lean and athletic, with dark brown skin and short hair which is bleached white. My eyes are a pale brown color. I am a Black male model and I work in the Adult Entertainment Industry. I got into the porn business at the age of twenty five. Now, I don't want to bore you with details but I still want to keep your attention. I was born in 1975 in the island of Haiti, deep in the Caribbean. My father Renaud was a farmer, my mother Jeanne was a schoolteacher. I lived in Haiti until I was sixteen, then I came to the United States. My parents were poor. We didn't have any money. This only made me more determined.
In high school, I worked my butt off to get good grades and won a scholarship to college. I played on the Men's Basketball team at the University of Massachusetts. I lived in the dorms at the Amherst campus. Life was tough for me. Especially since I had come to America on a visitor's visa and didn't have any legal papers. My parents paid this girl named Colleen Frost to marry me and give me legal papers. It was a business deal. She got five grand and married me. Two years later, I was a permanent resident of the United States of America. We divorced amicably, as was part of the agreement. Then, I made my way into the world. The first thing I did was get myself a job. I worked hard until I graduated from Amherst at the age of twenty three with a Bachelors degree in Business Administration.
I tried very hard to get a job but I simply couldn't. A friend of mine invited me to a photo shoot. It turns out that my friend was an actor in the adult film industry. His name was Miguel Renard, and like me, he was Haitian. He was a tall, good-looking guy with jet-black skin and a shaved head. He appeared in some interracial gay porn videos. Those videos where you see hunky Black men having sex with white and Hispanic men. The dude was making eight grand a month just for having sex on camera. I decided to make some money. After all, I had rent to pay and a lot of stuff to deal with. I didn't want to end up on the street. And that's how I got into the porn industry. It took me a while to get my head around it. I was a Haitian man raised on the island of Haiti. The Haitian community was not very tolerant of homosexuality. Yet I really needed to make some money. The companies where I tried to get a job refused to hire me. They were hiring primarily white men, along with women of all colors. Oh, yeah. A woman will sue the company if she doesn't get hired. A white man probably already owns the company. Where does that leave the Black male?
I needed money. I had to get over my fears and do what needed to be done. I started working for Dark Men Club, a small porn company. My first video involved me doing it with a white guy. He was tall and somewhat good-looking. He also had a big dick. I was paid sixteen hundred dollars to let him suck me off and fuck him in the ass with a condom. Man, I remember this vividly. The scene was at a garage. I played the role of a sexy Black mechanic. The white dude was a customer who was unable to pay. He offered me sex as payment. I agreed. We started kissing and soon we were both naked. The white dude, whose name was Jack, knelt before me and took my cock in his mouth. I pumped my cock into his mouth. He gagged on it a bit and I relented, only giving him what I thought he could handle. I thrust into his mouth, and he sucked me off until I came. When I did, he drank all my cum. He licked me clean. When he was done, I put on the condom and fucked him up the ass. He just bent over and took it like a champ. I grabbed him by the hips and thrust into him. Hard and deep, I plunged my cock into his ass. He loved it. All this, on camera. It was a strange experience, but I made enough to pay rent that month.
I went looking for a job the next day. I still couldn't find one. I couldn't figure out why. I was a good-looking Haitian brother with no criminal record and a college degree. I was healthy. I had recommendations from former bosses and teachers. Yet I couldn't find a job. I continued working for the porn company. It took some time for me to adjust to it. I was worried that former classmates and friends would recognize me as a porn actor. Well, I started to relax the first time I realized that being a porn actor wasn't that bad. Some people treated porn actors the same way mainstream movie stars got treated. I would walk down the street and be stopped by people who liked my movies. As Richard Strife, I was becoming quite the celebrity.
The first gay porn movie I made was called Big Black Studs At Work. It sold fast in all the video stores. People loved watching Black men with big dicks having sex. I did thirty movies in six months. I was having the time of my life. In one movie, I was doing it with two guys at once. A Latin guy named Paolo and a white guy named Derek. Both of them were tall and good-looking. I sucked their dicks and they sucked mine. Paolo bent Derek over a bench and fucked him in the ass. I noticed that Paolo had a big dick and a nice ass. I had to get me some of that. I came up behind him while he fucked Derek and took him like this. I pumped my cock into Paolo's tight ass. He screamed and only fucked Derek harder, causing him to scream as well. I was loving every minute of it. We sucked and fucked each other for a long time and then came. I sucked Derek's cock while Paolo sucked mine. The director yelled cut. It was over. I Almost all of my movies became best-sellers. I noticed that I was becoming like a movie star in the world that I lived in. I liked it. My agent, a Latin guy named Sanchez came to me one day with some exciting news. Soon I was signed up to do another movie. This one would be different, though. I was going to appear in a straight porn movie for a company called Super Sex Studios.
I was a bit uncertain about doing straight porn. I will admit that I find both men and women attractive, but I've never been one to chase women just for the hell of it. I wasn't a straight man. I was a bisexual Black man. By far, I prefer men when it comes to sex. Sex with men is simple. I've been doing it with guys for a long time. Men like sex. I've slept with men who were married and others who were single and in relationships with women.
I've never been one to display my sexuality, at least before entering the porn industry. I kept my affairs with men discreet. Many people who know me saw me with my male lovers. I have loved one man in my entire life and his name was Lucas. I introduced him to my parents as the best friend I ever had. My way of letting them know that he mattered to me without telling them that he was my lover. A lot of gay and bisexual men marry women. I don't want to marry a woman. I only got married to get my legal papers. I never fucked Colleen, my bitchy ex-wife. I simply wasn't attracted to her. I've only done it with two women in my entire life. I've done it with dozens of men. I hadn't been with a woman in so long. I wondered if I would be able to do what needed to be done, when the time came.
There are some big differences between the gay porn industry and the straight porn genre. For starters, male actors in straight porn don't get paid much. This sucks, if you ask me. In straight porn, the men do all the work. The man has to get hard and stay hard, and he has to ejaculate on command. All the woman has to do is lie there and take it. Yet she makes more money than he does. That's stupid if you asked me. Still, this straight company was offering my agent and I some major bucks just to do one scene. On average, I made two thousand dollars per scene. I usually do two scenes per movie and five movies per month. Yeah, I was making a lot of money. This straight porn company was offering me ten grand just to do two scenes. I couldn't believe it. Oh, well. If they were willing to throw around that kind of money, then I was perfectly willing to fuck whatever chick they told me to. A dollar bill can and will make a dick hard, I don't care what anyone else says.
