Shay just looked at him. Her expression changed from being nervous and hurt to bored and unbelieving. She had heard the "beer-made-me-do-it" excuse way too many times. Josh, seeing he was getting nowhere fast, plunged on. "Look, I don't have anything against blacks. It's just that..." He stopped and watched a couple of guys pass by. The stairs were close to the back door where the smokers went. Josh looked annoyed. "Let's go into the basement where we won't be interrupted," he said, standing. Again he extended his hand.
Shay felt a twinge of fear in the pit of her stomach. She had heard of party rapes and she feared this was the kind of guy who would do it. She couldn't deny a sexual twinge intermixed with her apprehension. Hesitantly, she took his hand. This time she was aware of the touch. Undeniably, it fed her sexual awareness.
He felt it too. He couldn't take his eyes off her as he led her into the basement. He could feel the fabric of his shorts graze his cock as it started to expand. Flushing slightly, he released her hand and shifted so his reaction would not be noticed. Was it his imagination that her anxiety was also masking her sexual excitement? Wishful thinking, he concluded quickly. He thought frantically about what to say. How could he appease this girl who he had so offended?
"Hey, I'm really sorry." Somehow he couldn't get past apologizing. "I know sometimes I'm a jerk around black people. It's not like I hate blacks or anything." He paused trying desperately not to make things worse. "When I was a kid well, you know, black kids bullied me. I think that's why I act that way. Do you know what I'm trying to say?"
Shay nodded. "I'm pretty sure I do," she replied, her voice leaving no doubt that she understood all too well and was getting a different message than what he wanted. Her anxiety subsided as she watched Josh try to dig his way out of a hole, but she still found pleasure at looking at that tight t-shirt. "He might be a jerk, but he's a well built one," she thought to herself. Out loud she continued, "And that makes it okay for you to call me nigger and demand I leave the party?"
"No, no," he said hastily. "You're not a nigger like those other guys. There's a difference between niggers and black people." For several minutes, he continued along that vein, throwing in stories about niggers that wronged him and colored people (like her) who he liked and respected. As he spoke, her eyes settled on his lips--moving, articulating, kissable lips. She tuned him out as started thinking about how they would taste, how they would feel grazing her neck, how the tongue would feel on a bare nipple, how her stomach would quiver as those lips grazed by on their way down...
Breaking the spell of watching his lips and tired of his senseless rambling, she responded. "It's alright. I've forgotten it. We're good."
He blinked unbelieving. She didn't look like she had forgiven and forgotten. He looked at her. "You sure we're okay?"
"Yeah."
Josh felt some of the tenseness leave his body. He again gazed at her and remembered the effect of her hand touching his just a few minutes ago. She was devastating in that dress. Again, he could swear that she felt sexually attracted to him. He watched her chest rise and fall with her breathing. He wanted to feel those breasts against him. Each breath she took was calling to him. "How about a hug as a gesture of forgiveness?" he said hopefully as he opened his arms.
Shay hesitated. She had a mental flash of the rapes she had read about. Regardless of that thought (or perhaps because of that thought), she felt sexually excited as her gaze passed those promising lips to his pecs. She wanted to feel that hard body against hers. Suppressing her anxiety, she nodded and hesitantly stepped closer to him. His arms circled her and pulled her close. She felt her breasts press against his chest and her arms circled him.
Josh was getting hard just looking at Shay. Maybe Josh just imagined it, but she seemed to radiate sexual energy. The pressure of her breasts against him was enough to bring him to full erection. He hadn't intended for the hug to be anything more than a simple hug, but suddenly he wanted to feel her body press on his cock. He arched slightly and lifted her off her feet in an unsuccessful attempt to get her body to press against his groin. A little embarrassed, he put her down. "Are you sure you're okay?" he asked again, more to hide the fact that perhaps he went too far with the hug than his having a real interest that she was all right. He was still reluctant to release her from his embrace.
Shay trembled slightly as she tried to cope with the emotions running through her. Her mind whirled as her body responded on its own to the effect the embrace by someone she was both attracted to and repulsed by. She could feel his breathing when he hugged her until he lifted her off her feet. Once off her feet, she felt helpless in his grip. A wave of sensual surrender washed over her. Even when he put her down, she clung to their embrace, her body wanting what her mind was trying to deny. Afraid to speak, she nodded her head in response to his question.
They heard footsteps on the stairway and backed away from each other before Josh's friend came in. "Hey Josh," his friend said in a teasing and taunting voice. "You enjoying yourself here alone with this chick?"
"Um... we've come to terms," Josh replied quickly. Turning to Shay, he continued. "Thanks for listening to me. I'm sorry about my outburst," he apologized for the umteenth time as he turned and followed his friend back up the stairs.
Shay stood in the basement for a couple of minutes regaining her composure. She tried to reconcile the response of her body to the cold facts of reality. She finally took a deep breath, straightened her dress and returned to the party.
The party was unremarkable. Most everyone drank too much, said things they didn't mean, danced as close as possible, tooted horns at midnight, and either left or sprawled out somewhere to enjoy (or endure) the effects of the alcohol. Josh and Shay kept their distance. The party goers who were aware of the Josh/Shay conflict did their best to assure the two would remain separated. Though Josh always had a beer in his hand, he only sipped a bit and never refilled. He couldn't get his mind off Shay and felt a small but pervasive thrill every time he got a glimpse of her. Even if all he saw was the back of her head, it reminded him of the image of her in the basement--and of the feel of her body pressed close to his--and her subtle but distinct scent. He didn't feel much loss when the red-headed cheerleader that he had the hots for left the party with another guy.
Shay too drank little. She mostly stayed on the sidelines, danced a bit but without enthusiasm. She didn't know many people there, her girlfriend was preoccupied with Chris, and she didn't feel any empathy with the party-goers. As the party wound down, she retired to the basement. There were a few people already there, scattered around the room and feeling the effects of drinking too much. There was a large U-shaped sectional sofa and she grabbed a small lap blanket, took off her boots, and stretched out on the large mid section. Soon Katie and Chris came down and reclined on one of the end sections. A few minutes later, a couple of Josh's friends came down with a girl and they settled on the other end still leaving Shay alone on the large center section. Someone turned out the main light leaving the room dimly lit by a couple of corner lamps. Josh came in and sat by his friends, who mumbled a bit about being crowded. Shay sat up which opened some space so Josh could slide over to her sectional. She then rolled away from him and closed her eyes.
Josh didn't move for several minutes. He watched Shay and watched the slight rhythmic movement of her body as she breathed. His cock stirred and became more rigid with every breath she took. He rolled over on his side closer to her. He tentatively reached his hand to touch Shay's ass cheek. His cock throbbed. Seeing no reaction, he became bolder, the touch became a caress and his hand came to rest on her hip. He felt her stir and he closed his eyes to slits as he feigned sleep. He saw her twist and look at him. Her figure was silhouetted in the dim light, and oh, he so wanted to cup those breasts in his hands. She settled back. Josh noted that she did not remove his hand from her hip.
Shay barely admitted to herself that she hoped Josh would find his way to the sectional. She smiled to herself when he did settle and she was eager--too eager--to make a place for him. She felt a bit smug when he touched her ass and rested his left hand on her hip. "Eat your heart out, bigot," she thought to herself. She grinned to herself when she turned and saw him pretending to sleep. Though his eyes looked like they might be shut, she could almost feel his gaze on her body. She arched, displaying the form of her breasts as she turned to feign sleep herself. She thought about his cock--how it must be straining to touch her. Her own excitement caused her to think about what his hard shaft would feel like pressed against her ass cheeks. That thought morphed into a desire to find out. She stretched as if still asleep and shifted so her ass was almost touching Josh's groin.
She wasn't wrong about the state of Josh's cock. After Shay had shifted, he could almost feel the heat on his needy shaft. After a few long seconds, he too shifted slightly, bringing his cock in light contact with her. She responded with a slight wiggle "in her sleep" that pressed against his cock. Each knew the other was awake but neither was about to stop the charade. Josh felt a twinge of anger. She was teasing him. Well he would show her a thing or two about tease! He stretched and twisted "in his sleep" so his hand slid across her stomach and his finger tips grazed her breast from the bottom. "Involuntary" finger twitches caused the fingers of one hand to brush over her nipples. He gloated that he was getting to her when he felt her hardened nipples. He discounted the fact that his finger play was doing as much if not more to his arousal than hers.
Shay suppressed a small gasp when his fingers touched her nipple. It was like a small but pleasant shock that emanated from her breast straight to her loins. She needed a man--now. She shook off that feeling and twisted, careful not to dislodge his hand but to pull her ass away from his groin while her right hand found its way to rest on the now accessible hard bulge. She barely suppressed a snort of satisfaction at finding him so hard. "Can't resist the charms of a nigger girl, huh boy?" she thought smugly to herself. She felt him arch involuntarily trying to press into her hand. She didn't quite suppress a triumphant giggle at his reaction before she resumed her "sleep."