My story starts a long, long time ago, first grade to be exact. I was the only one in the first grade with a girl friend. Her name was Lindsey and at that time in my life she was everything besides sports. We'd sit on the carpet squares during story time and hold hands while all the other kids just sat there and looked at us weird. We'd chase each other around on the playground and threaten each other with a kiss if we ever got caught. We were even the prince and princess for our class in our elementary's May Day play. But then after first grade we grew apart.
I don't think we talked again until we were in 6th grade. She was going out with one of my best friends so we were kind of forced to talk and it turned out that we were into a lot of the same things at that time. Same taste in clothing, music, and stuff like that. After awhile of talking to her again I started to like her again after all those years but nothing was ever done about it. I had a girlfriend at that time and thought I was in love once again but it turned out she was a real bitch to me almost 95 percent of the time. The kind of girl who gets pissed off at you for even talking to another girl while she wasn't present and sometimes even while she was.
Anyway, a few more years past and we got to know each other even better. We both went through a few more teenage relationships. The kind that you think you've found the love of your life but all it does is tear you apart a little more everyday. We were almost the same person. We liked the same music, clothing, had the same ideas on life's endless ordeals, and would even finish each other's sentences sometimes. We talked about absolutely everything and then it happened. I asked her out and she said yes. We were now a couple once again after so many years of separation. We were a damn cute couple too. At least that's what everyone said. We talked every night about anything on our minds. Went through some hard times and some really great ones. We never really did anything sexual though.
Surprisingly we only ever kissed once and that only lasted for a few seconds because of some dumb ass who just had to butt into our business and interrupt us. The time I remember most about our relationship was our 8th grade chorus trip to an amusement park. It was the closest we'd ever been to each other physically. We spent the whole day walking around the park holding hands and hugging in the lines for the rides. She was the perfect height so that I could stand behind her and put my arms over her shoulders and have them come to rest right in my armpits. It gave me the feeling like we were a perfect match physically and everything else that we'd been through made us a perfect match emotionally.
Then I fucked up. We hadn't talked all summer and I went away to a week long camp. I had a fling with a girl I met at the same camp the year before and the first day I was there we met up again. We got to talking and I forgot about Lindsey. A lot of things were said and I basically dug myself a hole and kept digging it deeper every time I opened my mouth. Nothing really happened but when the camp was over and I met up with Lindsey I was greeted with a "Fuck You." Apparently my best friend who had gone to the camp with me ratted me out and told her everything. So Lindsey and I ended. A week or two later we got back together but we weren't the same. The first time we saw each other after we had gotten back together was at the town carnival and I must say I was greeted with cold arms for she ended it that night once again. She thought we had just become friends again and thought it would be better if we stayed friends. I didn't like her decision but what could I do, she had set her mind to it.
Later I found out that maybe her decision was for the best. We became the best of friends and we still told each other everything no matter what it was about. We asked each other for advice on our relationships and what to do about everything. We pretty much kept absolutely nothing from each other and we never lied to each other. We were basically the perfect couple still we just weren't an actual couple. We did everything that couples do except for the physical stuff and never fought.
A year or two went by and we got to our situation now. I'm in a very loving relationship and I love my girlfriend dearly. Some people may say I'm an asshole for what I did, but I think otherwise. I needed to have some fun and I found the perfect way "to do it."
Lindsey had just broken up with her boyfriend who I had said was a fucking asshole the whole time but she didn't listen to me and ended up paying the price. Although she didn't listen to me I was still there for her in the end when it all happened and that's the way it's always been. After her relationship ended we started to talk more because her boyfriend had hindered that between us. We started to talk about sexual matter and how we felt about each other and finally came up with this deal and then the deal escalated into becoming fuck buddies.
Now I'm not exactly the best looking guy there is but in my own mind I don't think I'm a dog. I'm 6"1', around 200lbs, muscular but not well defined, short blonde hair, light blue eyes, pierced left ear, athletic, not really tanned, and I wear glasses (small plain black frames). She on the other hand in my mind is beautiful. I've always been infatuated with her mind and her body. I could sit for hours and just stare at her. She's 5"1', a petite 94lbs, the most beautiful light blue eyes, size 0 waist, a 32B chest, and she has this erotic hold over me.
Our deal was that one day when I got my license I would pick her up someday after school and we'd go driving. The thing was that during our drive I would pull out my cock and jack off for her. Now I don't have the biggest dick but I'm above average at a little over 6 inches and maybe the size of a 50-cent piece around. Now in return for me jacking off for her she had to finger herself. That was one part of the deal I was specifically excited about because that's one of my biggest turn-ons. Just seeing a woman pump her fingers in and out of her pussy, deep inside herself until she can't go any further. Rubbing her clit at the same time. Her juices flowing to the point where you can hear her fingers pumping into her pussy and pulling out only to thrust themselves back in to the deepest part of her cunt. Watching her head bob around as she moans in pleasure. Playing with her tits every once in awhile when the pleasure between her legs drops below a certain point, pinching her nipples and rolling them between her thumb and her fingers. Seeing a woman do that to herself makes my cock jump to attention as if it were in boot camp and morning revile just sounded.