I like having someone in my life but the problem is that most guys are the jealous types. I would find a bad boy type with a thick dick and try to be with him only. Never worked. Then fight about cheating etc. It was a revolving door of boyfriends like that for years.
In 1995 I met the man who had it all figured out. He was my mentor and friend. We didn't even have sex till 2001. He was my captain when I was a paramedic with the fire department. There was a lot of dicks there. Jim really pushed me to be better and stop sucking off my co-workers on evenings and overnights. He taught me about me. How love and sex are different and some people figure it out and some don't. After 2001 I went to nursing school and we dated each other on and off for years. Then one day I was at the supermarket and he came around the corner and our eyes met and he walked over wrapping his arms around me gave me the kiss of a lifetime. So passionate, so meaningful, so special I melted in his arms. He broke the kiss and looked into my eyes and told me that he loved me, that he had for years. I had tears in my eyes and I told him the same. It's been a fun ride since. We have talked marriage many times. When I'm drunk I will sometimes plan our wedding. So who knows, but a piece of paper isn't going to change my sexual desiresπ
He is also the guy that started my spoon kink. The first time we fucked. He shot a load that went from my sloppy holes to my face and hair with volume and accuracy. I was taken aback by how much cum there was. As I laid there I scooped up a dollop and sucked it off my finger and told him how good he tasted. He eats lots of mangos yummm. He picked up a spoon from his desk and started scooping the cum off of me and feeding it to me. I was hooked on the spoon feeding. I now keep a spoon in my purse. It was so nasty and hot. So I have done that for thousands of guys now and still get the same reaction. Dropped jaw and dicks getting hard again.
He is the only guy I can tell anything too and there is no prejudice. I share everything with him. If I get dick he knows it. When I am traveling and get dicks, I FaceTime him so he can see and he knows I am safe. I know he has a few women he fucks when I am gone. A few we have shared. Sex is just fun. I love him, I play with random cocks because it is fun. He knows I am a flirt and when I am really manic he takes me out and challenges me. Not just to suck someone off in the Sheetz parking lot, but he bets me a $1 that I won't have carnal relations with our waiter at the restaurant during our meal. Or he bet me a $1 I won't flirt with a group of college boys and offer them bj's. Best bet ever was in Las Vegas. We left the room with me doing a cum walk and he bet me a $1 that I could not have carnal relations with 10 guys before midnight. Game was on!!! I won a $1. Just fun stuff. We have a saying. "First in the morning last at night. Everything else is just for fun".
I will go out with Melissa and get fucked or suck guys off at a bar etc I get home with cum dripping out of me and end up getting a good fucking by him while I tell him about my night.
Example: I left my car at the hospital and went out with another nurse named Mary. We changed at work. I had a tight top and a normal mini skirt and boots. Not a tiny mini skirt like I would wear if my BF was taking me out trolling for dick or if I was stopping at a gloryhole.
We hooked up with a few guys who were in town for a conference. We ended up in one of their rooms at a hotel out by the Airport. Mary got cold feet and left, unbeknownst to me, while I was in the bathroom. Two of the guys had followed me in there. I peed while they watched me and I asked them what they wanted. The one said they both want to fuck me. I got on my knees and helped the get their pants off and started suck each of them. One of the guys sat on the toilet seat and I pulled up my skirt and mounted him and his buddy slid into my ass DPing me. Nothing special. Normal sized dicks 5-6 inches. DP felt great after a 12 hour shift. They both dumped their loads into me.
We left the bathroom to find the other two guys sitting on the bed and Mary gone. Well fuck. My car isn't here. I told them I would fuck both of them but had to call for a ride. I called my BF told him what was up and where I was. All he said was "have fun I'll be there in 45 min to an hour. Text you when I am there."
I pulled off my shirt and slid out of my skirt, climbed onto the bed and told the guys to get their pants off. They were so confused about my BF. I told them no worries get your dicks out. It is amazing what a tongue on an asshole while stroking their cock does to relieve any anxiety about fucking me. I'm pretty sure everyone fucked one of my holes at least twice and I had a few good facials. I had them take pictures of me while we were fucking that I was texting to my BF.
I don't mind being videoed or have pictures taken of me. Most are going to show their friend the hot redhead slut they had and jerk off to the videos or pictures for years.