Content/trigger warning: This series contains bullying, homophobic language, and non-consensual sexual acts, but they are integral to the plot and character development so please take them in context.
JESSE
"What the fuck??"
My revenge seemed to be going to plan more or less, with that asshole getting my piss straight in his face just like he did to me. But instead of trying to fight against it he... seemed to be enjoying it? What the hell?? Was he actually drinking it on purpose?? No way. No fucking way.
I'm so shocked at what I think just happened that I've stopped pissing mid-stream and have completely forgotten about the knife I was supposed to be threatening him with, and I watch dumbly as the prick makes a grab for his swim trunks and rushes into the water. I watch for a second, but he's already gone and my piss needs to get out, so with a sigh of relief I turn back and empty the rest of my bladder onto the ground where that prick was kneeling in front of me just moments ago.
What the fuck? What the fucking fuckity fuck?? My thoughts are racing around like they're being pulverized in a blender as I try to remember the expression on that prick's face that I'd only caught for a split second. I must have imagined it. Drinking my piss on purpose? And there's no way he had hard-on when he was running to the water, is there? No possible way.
I'm literally shaking my head in disbelief when I suddenly think to check the video I was recording on my phone. I pull up my shorts and trot over to it, and with hands that are still shaking a little from adrenaline I replay it. My phone is pretty shitty, but the video actually turned out pretty decently. You can definitely see me and the prick pretty clearly, and you can definitely see by his body language that he's surprised when the piss first hits him in the face. It looks like gets some into his mouth, and then it looks like more gets in his mouth and he swallows it, but in the video you can't see closely enough to tell if it was on purpose or if it was just because he was trying to breathe or something. But why didn't he just try to move out of the way at that point? Why did he let it get into his mouth like that the second time? Was he too surprised to move? Was he really scared of my knife that much?
I try again to remember the exact expression on his handsome face. The moment was so rushed and I was so amped up that it's hard to picture it in my mind exactly, but the feeling of it... it was like he'd forgotten where he was, which sounds crazy. It was like he was... thirsty for it.
No way. There's absolutely no way in hell. I must have been imagining it.
I watch the last part of the video again. You can't really see his dick when he runs for the water because the motion makes it blurry, so I can't tell if he was actually hard or not or if I imagined that part too. I back it up a bit and watch him rushing for the water again. His dick does look pretty big and it doesn't really look flaccid like last time, but he's pretty hung in general anyway...
Fuck. I'm getting hard... My dumb body is betraying me. Well, as much of an asshole as he is, there's no denying the prick has a great body. I never thought I'd ever see him naked, though. The thought had never ever, like not in a million years not ever even crossed my mind, and of course it wouldn't. That's the last thing you'd be thinking about the guy who's beat up on you for three years.
Of course we can't afford Internet at home and with a limited data plan on my phone I haven't had a whole lot of experience with porn. So you can't really blame me if I can't help watching the video again, even though I'm feeling really conflicted and to be honest kind of queasy about the whole thing. This guy is a grade A asshole who's beaten up on you for years, fucking gave you a bloody nose and pissed on you just a week ago, this guy who you hate more than anyone else in the world. Why do you want to check out his body? I wrestle with myself but finally teenage boy horniness wins out. I may be on the nerdier side, but I'm definitely horny all the time and jack off to thoughts about hot guys pretty much every day, either in the shower or late at night after the little 'uns have gone to bed, or oftentimes both or even more than just twice in one day. I convince myself that I'll just watch it once more, enjoy my triumph over him, and see if I can't figure out what was up with his reaction and then figure out what to do next.
I start the video from the beginning, watch me sneaking up on him, showing him the knife, watch him going along with my commands, strip off his trunks, and then I pause the video to take a good look at that asshole's body again. Damn. He is definitely in prime physical shape. He could definitely be a Calvin Klein underwear model, with his good 'ol Southern boy good looks, tanned body, perfectly chiselled muscles, short blonde hair, blue eyes. I'd honestly never really thought about his looks at all, but looking at him now objectively speaking he's a hot piece of meat for sure. If only he weren't a supreme asshole, the fucking bully who made my life hell.
