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The end of chapter 33:
Allie placed his hand on the back of Joseph's head placing it on his broad shoulder as he pulled him closer his lips brushed Joseph's ear and kissing it he whispered, "I know being alone in this big house can be overpowering, would you like me to stay the night with you?"
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"Allie, I'm speechless. I really don't know what to say!" Joseph said. "My brain should be telling me to ask you to leave right now before this goes any further, but to tell the truth, I can not deny that your offer is very enticing... "
That was the last word he was able to utter as Allie silenced his further protests by quickly moving his mouth and lips from Joseph's ear and placing them over his lips. There he imprisoned Joseph's mouth sucking on his lips with a passion that Joseph had never expected. The kiss literally took his breath away and left him drained. Allie softly ran his tongue over the soldier's lips probing, seeking and testing for the slightest opening. Finding none he murmured, "Just say the word. You know the word. I know that you want and need this as much as I do. I can see the lust in your eyes."
But the soldier continued to struggle and in order to stop him from pulling away his attacker tried to hold his head steady by entwining his fingers in the short hairs of Joseph's military haircut. This proved impossible to do, so instead he moved his strong fingers to the back of Joseph's head and there he attempted to hold Joseph's head steady while he again tried to insert his wiggling tongue between the tightly closed lips.
But Joseph continued to struggle and was soon able to free his head a little. Turning his face away he asked, "Damn it! How can I say a word if you won't let me talk?"
"What's there to talk about?" Allie questioned him. "You just admitted that you were enticed by my offer."
"But why? I never guessed that you were attracted to me in any way!"
"You must be joking. I thought you knew that I have always liked you and now that Fazzi is gone..."
"No I did not know that. How could I know that?" Joseph asked and said, "Both Fazzi and I had the impression that you hated me. We thought it was because of my outspoken political opinions and my unwillingness to submit to Islam. Fazzi was disappointed, as he always wanted us to be friends.
"By Allah, I was certain that you knew, I thought it was so obvious. I was attracted to you and I wanted you from the moment that first evening when Fazzi introduced you to Hassan and me. I knew from that very first instant that there was something going on between you and him. And it wasn't that father-in-law-son-in-law shit. I saw the look on your face when you looked at Fazzi. There were sparks of passion that flowed between the two of you. I could see your devotion and lust for him and I became jealous. I wanted that. Hassan Segour may have hated you but not me. Oh no! Not me! Right then, that night, I wanted to pick you up and sling you over my shoulder and carry you home with me. That evening and every evening thereafter, when I put my head on my pillow I fantasized about you. You have no idea how many times I lay in bed at night unable to sleep. Images of the two of you making love together began eating away at me. Thoughts of him kissing you and the image of that bastard's cock penetrating your love hole made me insane with lust. It drove me to the point where I wanted to kill him for even putting his filthy hands on the one I loved. I wanted you and I didn't care what I had to do to have you." He smirked as he recalled his fixation and then said. "About this time I came upon an old black and white movie called "King Kong". Have you ever seen it?"
"Oh Yes! I'm a big fan of early films and it's one of the classics." Joseph said. "Let's see that would be the 1933 version I think."
"Yes that's the one. I watched that movie over and over again. I pictured myself as Kong, the primeval beast, untying your struggling near nude body from that 'Bridal Altar'. Then roaring and beating my bare chest, I lifted you up and carried you off into the jungle where I protected you from all those beasts that tried to steal you from me. In my fantasy, I was your ultimate champion. I protected you and I killed everyone that came to rescue you. Then, with you screaming and kicking I slung your naked body over my hairy shoulders and carried you off to my den high on a hilltop. There, while I could have raped you, I chose not to take you by force. No, instead I took possession of you. I made passionate love to you and you learned to trust me, to need me and to love me."
Joseph almost laughed out loud at this, and then trying to contain himself he said, "I have to ask you this. You didn't kill Fazzi, did you?"
Allie trying to recoup and shocked at the accusation said, "No! How could I? How could you even ask such a question? Look if I wanted you as my lover, my partner and a true friend, do you think I would do anything to harm you or those you loved? And Fazzi's death would and did hurt you. No Yussef, Fazzi was an old friend and killing him was out of the question."
Joseph replied quickly, "I was joking. I knew you wouldn't do something so evil, but Allie, if I don't tell you something now, I'm afraid that it is going to be me that will hurt you. And I don't want to do that." Joseph said trying to quickly think of a new plan that would at least give him some room to maneuver.
Now it was Allie's turn to snicker. "Hurt me? How? Look at me! I'm a strong guy and while you are no weakling, I think I could still hold my own with you."
"I was not referring to physical hurt. I think that before we go any further, there are a few things that you should know about me. The first is that while I was in deeply in love with Fazzi, he never possessed me. He never entered me. Until the last time before he left for Syria, I never really allowed or wanted it. Don't get me wrong, we had wonderful sex-but he never fucked me. He was my bottom. Perhaps in time as our relationship grew, I may have allowed him to take my ass, but he was killed before we had a chance to do it."
"You mean to tell me that all the time you were living in this house, sleeping in the same bed and making love together - Fazzi never entered your ___. You have never had anything up there!" Allie said, at first not believing him.
Blushing, Joseph said, "I never said that. We were planning on doing it. Fazzi and I had even purchased a dildo for me and we were planning to open me up. But he never got the chance to, how do you say it for lack of a better expression, breed me."
"No wonder you are so skittish." Allie smiled. "Now I understand. I see what the problem is and I know how to fix it. We will go very, very slow and we will take our time. We will start again from the beginning. I promise I will be patient, even if it takes a long time. You know in fact I think I will enjoy it even more this way. It will be like taking a young virgin. I will appreciate your final surrender more this way. I want you badly, but more important than that-I want you to tell me that you want me to take your body and really possess it. Just like in my fantasy, I want you to want me to teach and make love to you. I have had my fill of raping and being raped. What I saw between you and Fazzi was new to me. It is that love that I want for the rest of my life. Look, as much as I like my job and working for you, I would give it up if you asked me to-as long as I could have you. I don't care-anything you want. Just let me make love to you. Let me be your teacher." Allie pleaded. "Please, I can not leave you now. Not like this. Both of us are so hard that our balls are going to fall off it we do not do something to help each other. What have you got to loose? It's not like either of us is a total virgin.