Breakfast was amazing. Frank was a great cook. Everything tasted insanely good. And I felt better than I had felt in years. I should have been hungover and groggy from the weed. But there was none of that.
Frank didn't seem to be hurting either. He was his usual chatty self. He definitely wasn't acting like he'd gobbled my knob the night before.
Frank interrupted my thoughts. "What do you say we get showered and try our luck at fishing? There are some big bass in that lake and they'd make a tremendous lunch."
"That sounds like a great idea."
As Frank headed off to the shower I couldn't help thinking that I should be angry. I should be absolutely livid that Frank got me drunk and high and sucked my cock.
But I wasn't.
In fact I was ok with it. Did it make me gay now? Was I a faggot? Was Frank? And what would it matter?
The lake was so peaceful. I didn't really care if we caught anything. Just relaxing in that little boat surrounded by tree covered mountains was enough for me.
But the question still remained. What the fuck happened last night?
"Did you suck me off last night?" I blurted out.
A big grin came across Frank's face. "I sure did."
"Dude, what the fuck? I didn't know you were gay."
"Man, I'm not gay. I definitely prefer women. But I also like to do things for people. I like to make people feel good. It makes me happy when people use my cabin or enjoy my food. I feel like my life is better if I make others lives better. Does that make sense?"
"Well, yeah."
"Besides, I like sucking cock. It brings me pleasure to bring pleasure to another guy. I'm sure it had been a while since you got off with the divorce and all, and to be honest, you looked so fucking hot sitting there with your hard cock poking out of your boxers. I couldn't resist."
The visual made me smile.
"Listen, if you're upset we can pack it in and head home. It was kinda unfair of me to take advantage of the situation."
I looked around at the scenery, listened to the birds, the wildlife, smelled the fresh air... "Nah, I don't want to leave."
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz......just then a huge bass took off with Frank's hook.
We ended up catching quite a few fish that Frank had filleted up and on the grill faster than I thought possible.
We washed them down with ice cold beers. Something about this mountain made everything taste better.
By this point we were just in our boxers. It felt so liberating to be without clothes. I've never been much of a nudist but it finally made sense to me. I don't know, it felt like a new life. The torture of the divorce was behind me, the depression and overwhelming sadness was in the past.
I felt great. I had a nice beer buzz going but it wasn't enough. I wanted to let it all go even more. I went into the kitchen and grabbed the big bag of weed out of the drawer.
"Hold on." Frank stopped me. "Listen, I'm going to be honest with you. That weed is a Spanish Fly strain. It's going to make you horny. It's going to make your cock hard. If I smoke that I can't promise what happened last night won't happen again. I have some regular pot in my bag that we can smoke instead."
I looked at Frank. I looked at the big bag of pot and thought about it for a second.
"Nah, this is fine."
Did I just say that?
I felt the familiar relaxation come over me as Frank began mixing drinks. It was probably just past noon and I was already half in the bag.
Frank put on some music and I watched as he danced around, slowly at first but getting more and more into it. It didn't surprise me when he kicked off his boxers, but I was surprised that I couldn't take my eyes off his cock.
He kept himself well trimmed and he had a respectable tool, which was bouncing around as he danced. I giggled a little.
I soon found myself dancing along with him, naked as well. It felt good to get up and move around, burn off a little energy even as my body tingled from the alcohol and THC. I felt silly but I was enjoying it as I realized my cheeks ached from smiling.
I dont know if this makes sense but when I look back at this time in my life I see this moment as a milestone. I had been so unhappy for so long that I had just become accustomed to it. But here I was, totally exposed, dancing around nude with another dude without any burdens of work or relationships weighing me down.
I finally felt free.
I tossed back the rest of my drink and plopped down on the couch, still giggling. Frank scooped up my glass and danced into the kitchen to make me a fresh beverage. He returned with a fresh drink and a full bowl.
A sat there feeling like I was floating and watched Frank continue to dance. Part of me wanted to dance more but I could barely move.
I was reaching the utopia that I had discovered the night before where I could see sound. It was such a heightened state of awareness and sensitivity.
I'm sure I was still grinning ear to ear when Frank started dancing in front of me while facing me. His cock looked almost comical as it danced along with him.
The Spanish Fly pot had a clear effect on him as his shaft was rock hard with a purplish red tip. I had never seen another man's erect penis in person so I found myself unable to look away from it.
I don't know, it was mesmerizing, even as it jumped around.
Frank knelt down between my legs and our cocks touched. He was sort of jumping to the music and moving his shaft against mine.
All I could do was watch in amazement at how great it felt.