I had recently graduated high school when we decided to hang out; I had never thought anything like this would happen to me. Sometimes, things just happen...
We were watching TV in my bedroom and enjoying the beer that we smuggled into my parent's house. There were three of us - my best friend, his brother and myself.
It was an ordinary night - three guys hanging out and enjoying good times. Anyway, we were feeling good and we decided we would pop in some porn (just for fun). We were watching the movie, laughing about what the people were doing, and talking about our previous conquests. I'm not sure how it happened, but eventually we found ourselves sitting in different directions pretending not to notice that we were all stroking under our pants.
What are we doing? Who cares! We knew that we all do it so it didn't matter that we were in the same room. We ended up talking about getting head and the girls who had done it for us. We had never been with the same girls and to be honest we were probably making most of it up. What guy doesn't?
During that very awkward conversation, I started to have a feeling in the pit of my stomach and found that my mouth was watering. That's when I made a very bold statement... If you suck me I will suck you. Mike, my best friend, was a little freaked out by the conversation and decided it was time to go home. I wasn't really talking to him anyway. I thought that I had inadvertently crossed that line; I was feeling very vulnerable. Did I just mess up my friendship?