Cullen made the trip back to his apartment. He sat in his car for about a minute before getting out. He didn't know why, but for some reason he just didn't want to go back inside. He looked over his living room where he had just given a complete stranger a blowjob. He collected the empty beer cans and cleaned up the weed. He had noticed the TV was still on. The DVD had stopped playing and was now on the main menu. He found the remote and changed it to regular TV. He was able to catch the last few minutes of the evening news. He ejected the DVD and put it with the rest of his "straight porn collection." He found his binder of gay porn. He quickly opened it up and flipped through it. He had forgotten most of them were high priced DVDs. He must have spent over $40 on each, at least $50 on five or six of them. He liked to have a good collection of movies and not just junk from the bargain bins. A lot of older gay men he'd been with had the bargain DVD collection. A few even had VHS tapes from the 70s and 80s. He put his binders away and turned the TV off.
"Shit," he said to himself.
He walked to the bathroom and shut the door. He lifted the toilet seat up and unzipped his pants. He looked at his penis for a few seconds before the urine began to leave his body. He let out a sigh as he emptied his bladder. It wasn't a long piss but it felt good. He wiped up the urine that had splashed onto the bowl. He shut the lid and flushed the toilet. He washed his hands and dried them. He looked at himself in the mirror.
"I'm not gay," he whispered to his reflection.
He kept staring at himself.
"Yes you are," he whispered, "you need help."
He walked out of the bathroom and back into the living room. He turned the TV back on and looked through his DVR. Nothing good stood out. It had been a while since he actually recorded anything. He flipped though the channels and noticed nothing good was on. Saturday TV is pretty boring. He went to his computer and started watching gay porn instead. He opened another tab and went to craigslist. He looked through the personals. Nothing really stood out to him. Random guys looking for random things, yet at the same time he was a random guy who wanted random things. He responded to a few ads. He wasn't for sure how many he had sent out. But whoever was the first to reply would be the first he would meet.
"Here we go again," Cullen whispered to himself.
He unzipped his pants and watched some porn online. He didn't find anything he really liked. He ended up ordering a pizza online. It would take about 30 minutes. He checked his e-mail and noticed a new e-mail from one of the ads he replied to. It read: 22 gay bottom. Can't host, down for whatever. Call or text me 909-555-1732. Ty
"Nice," Cullen said to himself as he opened the attachment.
Cullen found his phone and called the number.
"Hello," the voice on the other end said.
"Ty," Cullen asked.
"Yes," Cullen shot back, "it's Cullen from craigslist. Just got your e-mail."
"Thanks," Ty replied, "got your pic too, you're cute."
"Thanks," Cullen laughed.
"Did you want to come over," Cullen asked.
"Yeah," Ty replied.
"What time," Cullen asked.
"In like an hour or so," Ty replied.
"Cool," Cullen said, "want me to text you my address?"
"Yes," Ty replied.
"Good," Cullen laughed, "can't wait to see you."
"Same here," Ty said, "see you soon."
They both hung up around the same time. Cullen wrote the text quickly and waited for a reply. Ty sent a reply saying that he got the address.
"Can't wait," Cullen laughed.
The pizza showed up on time. He paid online but gave him a cash tip. The pizza guy was Cullen's type. But then again all men were type. He opened the box and ate a slice before placing it on the kitchen table. He opened a beer and sat down. He ate two more slices before putting it in the oven. He pulled out two beers from the fridge after polishing of the one he was drinking. He put them both on the table. He felt his phone vibrate in his pocket.
"Hello," Cullen said as he answered his phone.
"I'm outside," Ty said.
"I'll meet you out there," Cullen shot back.
"Okay," Ty replied.
Cullen walked outside and looked in both directions. He could faintly see a man on a cell phone walking towards him.
"Think I see you," Cullen said.
"Same here," Ty replied.
Cullen waved his arm and saw the figure do the same.
"See you in a minute," Cullen laughed as he ended the call on his phone.
Ty hung up his phone and walked briskly to Cullen.
"Hey," Ty said as he stood next to Cullen.
"Hey." Cullen replied.
They quickly hugged under the streetlight and Cullen invited him inside. Ty took his shoes off and sat down on the couch. Cullen followed suit. He looked over his new friend. He was a bit shorter than he was and thin. He had short hair and his clothes looked very masculine. His jeans were a bit too tight. Cullen thought he might be in the military. He wrapped his arm around Ty and turned the TV on.
"Have a beer if you want," Cullen said as he motioned to the two unopened bottles on the table.
"Thanks boo," Ty said as he reached for the bottle.
"You're welcome," Cullen replied as Ty twisted off the cap.
They watched the god awful show on HBO. Cullen thought it would be better, but it was terrible. He couldn't believe that they gave such ugly women any time on TV. Ty seemed to be enjoying it.
"Gonna get comfortable," Cullen laughed.
"Cool," Ty replied as he took a sip of his beer.
Cullen stood up and quickly took off all his clothes. Ty looked up at him and smiled. His erection was at face level. Instead of reaching forward with his mouth Ty quickly grabbed it and stroked it for a few seconds. Cullen sat back down on the couch. He wrapped his arm back around Ty and continued to watch TV. Ty reached over and began to stroke Cullen's penis. Cullen leaned his head back as Ty worked his penis.
"So big," Ty laughed as he spit in his hand and stroked it more and more.
"Thanks," Cullen exhaled as Ty stroked it with more intensity.
Cullen quickly stood up and slinked over Ty. He worked his way down his thin body. He felt Ty's abs. They were tight and felt good. He worked his way down his body and felt his belt. He quickly bit down on Ty's erect penis. He unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. He wasn't wearing any underwear. Cullen pulled out his erect penis and balls in one shot.
"Nice," Cullen smiled.
He was completely shaved and Cullen felt the minor stubble that had formed around his genitals. It felt good; it had been a long time since Cullen had felt that strange stubble feeling. He looked up at Ty and he pulled his shirt off. Cullen saw a large tattoo on Ty's right arm. He looked over it for a second; he could barely see it in the dark.
"What's your tattoo of," Cullen asked.
"It's two male symbols," Ty replied as he looked towards it.
"Ah," Cullen smiled.
"I'm gay and I'm proud," Ty replied.
"I see," Cullen said in a strange voice, "still having problems coming out."
"You'll find a way," Ty smiled.
Cullen licked the tattoo and made his way down Ty's tight body. He rubbed Ty's toned abs.