I had remained friends with both Mike and Danny over the years. I would have considered Mike to be my best friend, but I spent time with both he and his brother often. Eventually Danny got married and started his own life. I saw him much less after he and Tonya had their first child. We grew apart - that happens all too often in life.
Although I had met a girl and got married myself, the thoughts of that summer night long ago never left the back of my mind. The first time I tasted a cock was a cherished memory. The musty scent and the bitter sweet taste made my mouth water. I had a craving that would never go away. I had an insatiable appetite for cum.
I had met several men since my first time and enjoyed my secret escapades. My wife had no clue what I was doing when I would randomly go out fishing or for drinks with a friend. She trusted me and I exploited that trust. It came in waves with a year or two in between at some points, but it always returned: My desire to suck dick wasn't going away. I couldn't resist the way it made me feel to control a man with my mouth.
I was asked to be best man at Mike's wedding and I was honored to accept that role. I didn't see it coming because I expected he would choose his brother. At any rate, I was happy to play that part - it had probably been at least a year since I last saw Danny or the rest of his family. I was excited to see them. They were like family to me growing up.
I sat at the head table at the wedding. My wife sat toward the back with some friends she had just made. I found myself drinking beer after beer with the occasional shot of whiskey - it wouldn't be pretty the next morning, but I was having a good time tonight.
I looked over to Danny as he was sitting beside me. I thought about bringing up the night I sucked his cock, but I was afraid. We had never discussed it. Never. It was one of those unspeakable events that happened; however, I was finally ready to talk about it. The flashback had made me hard and my mouth began to water. I brought it up because I wanted to do it again.
I said, "Do you remember that night...?"
He cut me off as he shook his head no, but said yes with his eyes. I smiled. He changed the subject quickly. We probably talked about hockey for a few minutes before I joined my wife for a dance. I felt ashamed when I looked over at him, still sitting at the table with Tonya in my seat. Why did I have to bring it up and ruin something that happened so long ago? I should have just let it remain in the past.