I was 19, frustrated and horny. No credit on my phone meant I couldn't call the girl I'd arranged to meet in the town a 45 minute train ride from home when she didn't show. It was going to be our second date and enough had happened on the first that led me to be confident I'd get some action. So I'd taken extra care of my appearance, including a trim and tidy downstairs. But all for nothing, I sighed despondently as I trudged back to the train station and faced the train ride home to my parent's house.
I got on the train and slid into a seat by the window on the left-hand side, facing the way the train would be heading. There was three seats on each side, separated by a central aisle. I was reminiscing about the first date when the girl and I had fooled around in a quiet park near the station. She'd put my hands on her tits as we kissed, and sighed when I put my hand up her shirt, grinding herself against me and breathing heavily. I was vaguely aware of somebody else getting on the train and it was only when I heard a noise I looked to my right and realised an older guy was sitting by the window on the other side of the aisle. He was opening a broadsheet newspaper and looked in his sixties; very respectable in a tweed suit and checked shirt. Definitely a well-off retired gent returning from a day in the city. Otherwise the train was deserted as I went back to my reverie and gazing out the window without seeing anything.
It was only when we got out of the city and into the darkness that I realised something, because suddenly the pitch darkness outside meant that I had a crystal clear reflected view of the inside of the train and the old guy. He was holding up the big broadsheet in front of his face but with the left side open so I could see inside clearly. I realised he had a porno mag in there. And it was definitely guys on the pages in front of him.
I didn't know what to do. My first reaction was honestly fear, which was ridiculous as I was in my physical prime from competing in middle-distance running. 6ft tall, 75kg and lean. Then I felt angry - I didn't ask for this creepy old dude to be waving gay porn in my face! But then I relaxed a bit as I realised he wasn't any physical threat and he was being pretty subtle about it really. And then he turned to look at me and put the porno and newspaper down.
A kind of jolt went through me. I was still looking at him through the reflection but he was staring at me, no mistake about it. I knew the train was deserted and that there was no cameras or ticket inspectors in those days on a mid-evening quiet regional line like this. That's when I realised that I my jeans were feeling like they were sitting up pretty high and tight: they must have ridden up a bit when I slid down slightly on the fabric seat after getting on the train. I was sitting with my right foot on the floor and my left foot rested on the top of the heater ledge which sat about four inches off the floor. So unintentionally the way I was sat was basically putting my groin area very prominently on display. I glanced down and realised to my horror that my earlier reverie and anticipated action had fluffed up my dick a bit, and there was more than a hint of a bulge there. It was exacerbated by the denim and my cotton boxers underneath riding up and squeezing everything together to make it more pronounced. It didn't help that I have a pretty big and thick uncut cock, which has since been described by more than one lover as "beautiful". Seriously.