Years passed Daniel and I played often, I sometimes came home to him naked in my kitchen or bedroom, he spent many nights in my arms, my cock lodged deep in his bowels, I must have shot gallons of cum into that boy. Daniel was offered a transfer he would be the head of his division, in a city on the other side of the country, he was both thrilled, and sad at the same time, I was more than sad, I would miss him so much he had become so important to me. He texted me
"Can I come over? spend the night? I need to talk to you, I need some input on this decision I have to make."
"You have a key you can come anytime you want you don't have to ask, this is why I gave you the key babe."
Daniel arrived at six pm I knew before he got there what he wanted to talk about, or so I thought.
"Tom as you know I got this promotion, however I have to move many miles away from you,"
"Yes you told me on the phone, so what do you want to ask me?"
"Should I take the promotion?"
"Daniel you have to you will never get anywhere if you don't."
"But I don't want to leave you behind, Come with me?"
"I can't leave, you know that I have my career here, my house my life is here, I can't pull up stakes and move miles away, starting over, I am not in my twenties anymore."
"Tom I Love you, I can't leave if you don't come with me."
"Daniel you have to move besides I've never said I Love you, your a good piece of ass, nothing more. We are friends with benefits, nothing more than that, you need to go, this is an opportunity of a lifetime for you."
Daniel was in tears, I felt so bad for what I had said to him, of course I loved him, he was so important to me, it would be hell to be away from him, but I could not let him lose this chance at this golden opportunity. I held him as he wept, I looked at the wall, I would never have him in my arms again, he would not stop by, telling me about his day, his eyes lit up as he looked at me with love, Daniel knew I loved him, I never said it aloud, but it was there, when I held him, kissed him, how I never dated anyone, I only had eyes for him, I loved this boy from day one. However, I could not ruin his chance at advancement.
Daniel spent the night but it was not the same, I only held him we did not have sex, I am sure he hardly slept all night, I know I did not get one second of sleep, I kept pulling him closer to me, how would I ever let him go? How? The day came, I drove him to the airport, the tears were flowing from both of us,
"Knock em dead Daniel make me proud to be your friend, take care of yourself, I will truly miss you." Daniel kissed me on the neck, he even gave me a little bite, a reminder of the first time I met him, he did not say goodbye, he turned, never looking back.
I sat in my car for a half hour crying, I could not drive, I could not see, the tears were flowing, when I could finally get myself composed, I opened the window, the fresh air would help, I started the car, and drove home. The house was so empty, Daniel did not officially live with me, but he was in my home most of the time. I stood in the entrance, again I cried, falling to the floor,
"What have I done?"
I stayed there crumpled up on the floor of my entry way, crying. I finally got myself back together, went to the kitchen poured myself a glass of wine, went to take a sip, threw the glass into the sink, shards of glass flew everywhere. I went to bed, how was I going to get thru this? This bed was so empty without Daniel in it, here I was this big tough man wallowing like a baby, this was not like me crying in the car, crying in the entrance, I was stronger than all that.
I got up, cleaned up the glass in the sink, I looked out the window, I could not, I would not, leave this like this , I could not let Daniel think for one second I was not deeply in love with him. I booked a flight, the soonest I could get left on the Friday, I would arrive at seven pm his time, I called Daniel told him I planned to come out to see him on Friday night, my flight and hotel booked. I expected more enthusiasm from Daniel, but I had hurt him so badly, how could I have done that to him.
My flight was on time, the cab ride long and tedious, I could not wait to see Daniel again, I had a surprise for him when he came to my hotel, I got unpacked, called him,
"When can I expect you?
"Not sure I can make it I am not feeling very well."
