He remained deaf and mute to any attempt the others made to get him to talk about it and reconsider. Within 10 minutes, the entire camp knew he had broken up with Mouse. Except for Ty who was delirious on his sick bed, everyone came.
"Mouse is crying, what did you say to him?"
"What's going on? What are you and Karl now?"
"I've never thought you were cruel, Francesco."
"You should go talk to him, now."
The voices blended together. Not once he raised his head to talk back. There was nothing left in the world, except his fixation on how he could save Mouse. It didn't matter if Mouse didn't believe it. No one cared that he hurt, too, hurt so fucking much knowing that he would never be able to talk to the one he loved, or kiss him, or hold him in his arms.
Mouse suffered, yes, but he'd get over it. He'd be free and have his life ahead of him. How could any of them understand that nothing compared to that?
Eventually, they left, seeing how they couldn't reason with him. They had to care for Ty, and see what they could prepare for dinner, and how to stay healthy in that weather. It was all for the best if everyone just saw about their fucking business for a change.
He could tell the evening was setting in. He removed all his clothes that were wet and muddy anyway and lay on one side. Karl had told him to be ready upon his return, and he was.
"Aren't you coming to eat something?" That was Ollie's voice, seemingly the most relentless of the bunch.
"No. I'm not hungry," he replied.
He could tell without looking that Ollie was still there, but he ignored him.
"Be careful, Francesco. Karl... He's mad about you. Maybe he loves you a bit too much."
Francesco continued to stare at nothing as Ollie walked away. He was counting on that, on Karl loving him a bit too much or whatever his twisted feelings were about. That would make the fucker crazy enough to ask his very important dad to spare a boy a life sentence for killing someone.
***
It was late in the night when he sensed movement inside the hut.
"Did you bring medicine for Ty?" he asked.
Karl said nothing. Francesco felt the movement and how the makeshift bed dipped when the other sat down and removed his boots.
"Did you?" he insisted.
"Why aren't you asking me if I arranged for your boyfriend to leave the island along with us?"
It was hard to read Karl's voice. It was low and dangerous, yes, but it was too calm to announce anything good.
"Okay. Did you? And he's not my boyfriend, not anymore," he added quickly.
"You did it?"
"Yes. As you said. Ties cut. Forever." Each word was a stab through the heart.