Does everybody have somebody they've met that for whatever reason they just don't' get along with? There's nothing you can pin down exactly. It's not even really spoken. You just know they don't like you.
That's how it felt with Ken. I met him through my wife's circle of friends that she had made in the town we moved to. Ken was married to Sue and she and my wife Peggy were part of a group of five or six young Moms that got together for lunch, tennis, golf, girls nights out, etc. Some were local girls and some like Peggy (and I) had moved into town for the nice homes, good schools, country clubs, and the other benefits of the quintessential suburban lifestyle.
From time to time the girls would plan a couple's event. It might be a night out, dinner at a couple's home, a day at the beach, whatever. For the most part these were generally pleasant affairs. I get along well with just about everybody, girls and guys. I have other circles of friends from work, college, golf course, etc. Initially this group was mostly casual acquaintances to me, although over time Peggy and I would socialize as a couple with a few of them. I even hung out a little more often with a couple of the guys, playing golf or watching football.
But I just couldn't connect with Ken. It really shouldn't have been a big deal. It wasn't with anybody else. I don't even think Ken gave it much thought. Although I know that when asked about me he would usually give a negative answer. I had no idea what I did or didn't do that pissed him off. At first I didn't think too much of it. I have plenty of friends and I figured eventually he'd come around. He didn't. Then I started trying too hard. That was a big mistake. It made me look pathetic. It was so obvious that even my wife began to notice. I'm sure Ken did too. Peggy told me I looked like a little puppy dog begging for his master's attention. He was the alpha male, the leader of the pack and I wanted his approval. That woke me up and I made conscious effort to tone it down. I know longer eagerly sought to please Ken. Eventually, my interactions with him settled into a point where he politely tolerated my presence and I accepted it. But deep in my subconscious an urgent need was building.
Peggy and I have two kids and are pretty well settled into the life of the young thirty-something family. Peggy was college soccer player and is still in great shape with strong legs, a perfect ass, and nice breasts. If you can, picture Mia Hamm. I'm not bad looking, about 6' tall and 185 pounds. But I married up.
Peggy and I have a good sex life. We're very comfortable sharing fantasies including me with other girls, her with other girls, her with other guys. There is nothing crazy about that. Most of the time we would talk about guys or girls from our past. We didn't usually talk about people in our present day circle.
But I think Peggy sensed that Ken had struck a nerve with me. He is very good looking. He is probably about 6' 2" tall with dark hair and very broad shoulders. He has classically handsome chiseled face and is in great shape both from his job and working out. He is a man's man but the type that ladies fall over for.
If she was feeling a little feisty she liked to bring his name up while we played out our fantasies. She'd talk about how good looking and strong he was. How she'd love to fuck him, how big she thought his cock was, and how great it would be to have his dick inside her. There were even times in real life when I would see her casually flirting with him. Nothing outrageous but I could see that both Ken and Peggy knew what they were doing and knew that I could see them. I would feel a small degree of embarrassment or even humiliation. I don't think it was intended by Peggy but I'm not sure about Ken.
Later when we went to bed Peggy would tell me that Ken would tell her how hot she was and ask why she was with a guy like me, did she ever wonder what it would be like to fuck a real man. It was never clear if this was actually ever said or part of her fantasy role playing but either way, for whatever reason, it turned us both on. I think my wife enjoyed the teasing. She knew I liked to fantasize about watching her getting fucked. Which, I did. But what she didn't know was that in this scenario my fantasy jumped into another realm. I was now an active participant. I was aiding Ken in fucking my wife, aiding by holding his warm hard cock and sliding it into my wife's pussy. Then I would watch as he drilled her to a shattering orgasm. And when they were finished on his orders I would lick his cock clean and suck his cum from my wife's pussy. Peggy had no idea that I fantasized about that. She had no idea that I had begun to obsess about Ken in a very physical and sexual way.
Ken wasn't the first guy I had fantasized about. This is my secret. I had several experiences in college with other guys that I had enjoyed. My job for the last several years requires me from time to time to travel out of state and every five or six months I would find a nice cock to suck and maybe even get fucked. I almost always took the submissive or bottom role. But this was very private. It was a part of my life that I kept compartmentalized. Nobody in my close circle knew about my bisexuality, especially Peggy.