Perfection Personified

I cannot help the way I am.

Philip was criticising me on my 'wayward ways' but I told him he ought to let his hair down and then maybe, he may just discover his real self.

"I bet you have your secret fantasies don't you Phil? Just because I am brave enough to vent them you are jealous."

He looked at me with so much hurt. Okay he was my brother and I'd just told him I have come out with my brand new lover, Glen. I told him because he was asking personal questions about Glen and me.

He had his fantasies alright and no mistake, brother's know these things about each other . He has no right to pass judgment on me; when I know just what makes him tick beneath that mask of his.

You see I have seen his hidden DVD's and they are enough to tell me he is into the most bizarre sexual exploits - then why does he not come out and admit his secret fantasies?. I told him he would feel so much better for it, That it was damn right criminal to keep all those pent up feelings inside.

At least I must have hit a soft spot because he shut up pretty quickly and never said another word in judgment.

Well I told him that I had seen what he is really into and not to judge me simply because I had found myself a lovely new guy with whom I want to spend lots of time with.

I said I really think Glen may be the one I could spend the rest of my life with.

Although he was obviously embarrassed because I had discovered and watched his kinky DVD's he did begin to talk to me about gay sex and how it felt to be with another guy 'that way' - I said it was the most wonderful thing, more especially when it was blended with passion and love, it is perfection personified.

"Do you mean you actually love him as in a guy loves a girl?" Phil asked like he was surprised.

"I mean" I affirmed; "that I love Glen as a guy loves another. It does not matter one iota whether that person is male of female, so long as he or she turns you on and draws your deep-seated passion and lust and everything else partaking to a wonderful warm loving relationship."

"Wow!" he said. "I never thought it could be like that, not with two guys anyway, I thought it was just for the sex."

"Well it can be" I said like I was an expert, which really I wasn't. I was still learning, and learning with Glen was out of this world.

"Lots of guys enjoy a one night stand or just a quickie in a quiet place but, for me anyway, I want the whole package else it doesn't do much for me other than a quick fix to gratify a need. Been there, done that and it just didn't work. I felt incomplete and confused, even dirty after some of the things I let the other guy do to me."

"That happened to me Alex "Phil said. He was coming out of himself and I welcomed that. He is my brother and I want him to be happy. He carried on telling me all about how this guy pushed him into a toilet cubicle and sucked him off.

"The odd thing is, although I was horrified, I actually enjoyed it, the sucking anyway and the feeling is gave me. But what he did afterwards was gross and put me right off. He pee'd all over me and I felt like the lowest thing on earth, when all he could do was laugh and leave me there all wet and smelling of his urine. It was horrible."

"At least you have told me and got it out of your system. Now ask yourself who you really are and which way you want to go. Meaning; are you interested in girls or boys and take it from there?"

He replied that he needed to work on it and from what he said I thought he was probably bisexual.

But our discussions brought out a whole new set of questions. He wanted to know how we accomplished a sexual compatibility and what was it like, and did we indulge in oral sex. Well I did tell him to be bold and ask what he wanted to ask. If it was going to help him make up his mind about his sexual leanings I was glad to give him brotherly advice.

"Well dear brother mine. One of the most delightful things I love to do with Glen is to feel the utter warmth and durability of his firm cock inside my mouth. Sometimes it isn't firm, it is limp but I love to feel it grow and nourish my taste buds whilst I so love to ball him up with my fingertips. I guess cock sucking is always and always will be a delightful intimate adventure."

Philip just sat there quietly. I saw blush in his face. Now he was beginning to learn all about me.

"That does sound really nice" he said after a long silence. "I guess to do that with someone you really like it wonderfully. I can understand that."

"There is nothing wrong in oral sharing, Philip. We do it all the time. Sometimes mutually -depending on the mood. But I can tell you it creates a deep sensual sensation that is the perfect foreplay leading to a really sound and gratifying fucking."

"Does Glen fuck you or you him, Alex?"

"Well at first I wasn't sure what part I wanted to be but it sort of happened instinctively. That is the way Glen seemed to want to progress so one thing led to another, he enjoyed rimming me with lots of different lubricants and liked to prime me up with these anal vibrators he bought from Ann Summers; and together, we discovered how best to make it good for us both, so when he went inside me that first time, I was well primed and ready for his length and soon we were fucking like it was standard every time we met

"I simply wanted to be all ass for him, that was the way to go. I knew just how much it turned him on seeing me in tight jeans, feeling him sniff me up in the most is intimate way, and then strip me so he could fully enjoy the attributes of what he calls my perfect tight butt, and he really does enjoy to the limit, and that is so wonderful. I have come to crave for his sucking, his touching and kneading and everything he does with me..

"You see brother mine that is what it is all about, simply finding the partner you adore and just live for each other."

I have to admit, it does sound so good and you are obviously happy to be with Glen" my brother said and I was glad he and I could have e real personal discussion and let it all out.

"How was it the first time you fucked, did it hurt Alex?"

"I have to say Glen is a big guy and is well hung, when he foist showed me his cock I was apprehensive, but it did hurt, when he got it up deep inside, but he yelled to hold on that when the initial breaking in was done it would be nice, and it was and, as said, he did prime me up with the vibrators which was nice in itself. We had lots of fun practicing and working out which was the nearest size to his cock when fully erect. But at the end of the day I told him that nothing could compete with the smell and taste of real live flesh, and for that he gave me a real good helping of spunked cock."

"Spunked cock, how do you mean Alex?"

"Well it was something I was not sure about when he first spunked me. It was all part of the oral stuff, he liked me to wank and suck him off simultaneously with a little bit of fingering into his ass too. That always brought him on with a very strong spurt which was usually directed over my face and into my mouth. The first time it happened I was not sure if I was shocked or what and yet it seemed natural to have my face covered in something I had caused to happen if you know what I mean. It felt hot and tasted of sea salt. I spat it our but Glen was not at all pleased with that and gave me another helping full pelt, this time right into my throat. I felt like I as gagging but the only way was to swallow and I did. And from that time, when I suck him, I swallow too and that somehow enhances our deep relationship. Well he does the same with me and it so nice just to let yourself go and give your lover a part of that which is you.

"We always have a laugh too when he scrunches my balls like a tube of toothpaste to make sure all my spunk is out. He loves to do that before actually licking and sucking my anus which is so divine, especially when he gives me just a light spanking on each cheek as he stretches them apart to get access to my hole. Now dear brother that is real loving!"

"This week I am getting a stud plugged into my tongue for extra sensuality when I am sucking cock."

"Wow! "Was all Phil could say. He seemed lost for words but obviously aroused. I hoped I had given him a new direction to solve his sexuality.

I am pleased to say that he soon came out and found himself a delightful partner and he says, thanks to me, he has found his way.

That is perfection personified!

It is just no good for man or beast to keep all one's deepest emotions inside. I just knew I was gay from way back; I used to have fearsome wet dreams about sucking and fucking ass, with myself usually the taker. Then when Glen came into my life there we were, the two of us in the bathroom, stripping each other and touching and feeling on the way. When I first saw his cock he just said; "well here it is" which seemed like an invitation to me. We somehow got to simply facing each other and rubbing cocks together, just getting the feel of each other and both of us looking intently into each other's eyes. That was really something. Soon I felt his hands press my shoulders, like he wanted me to kneel. When I did my face was dead in line with his full erect cock standing high and so very ready. I took time like he wanted me to, just sniffing and getting the feel of it, and watching it jerk upwards. It looked really lovely, mush more than ever I had envisaged and I knew then I wanted him in every way.

We played with each other and he soon had me stiff and well balled. The teasing between my ass cheeks indicated he wanted my ass, that showed in his deep French kissing too which he wanted just after the first time I sucked him off. But that first time he had me kneel like a servant sort of set the tone of our relationship, that he wanted me to be subservient to him and that was right for me, it would lead to so many wonderful times in role-play and foreplay.

That set a president for future get together and led to Glen wanting me to wear handcuffs when I knelt and sucked him and pressed his fresh spunked briefs into my mouth as he had me over the edge of the bath, my head plunged into the water and me having to hold my breath whilst he deep fucked me. Then he'd take me again, spread over the toilet basin, my feet leaning on his shoulders whilst he plunged a good second helping of hot stiff cock inside me.

With my ass well worked and spanked he'd take me once more sideways on the bed before he had me suck him off deep throat.

After that we were truly done and dusted and sunk into the oblivion of a deep sound gratifying sleep. Until morning when it would start all over!