Quick recap: my first gay sex was getting gangbanged in an adult bookstore during spring break. My second time was a one on one with a guy I met through a glory hole the day I got back up to school. Here's the thing...
So I'd been curious about sucking dick and getting fucked for a while and when I finally did it (and loved it) I went to the extreme. I ended up getting totally aroused by the idea of myself as the cum-slut. I gave in completely to the fantasy and ended up on the floor of an adult bookstore, completely naked, getting gangbanged from both ends by a long line of men. The thing that got me off was the idea of being the human fuck-toy, the slutty little girl who's only goal is to please the men who are kind enough to feed their cocks to her.
The weird thing was that back up at school, going one on one with another guy in the privacy of his apartment, I was just as turned on. What got me so hot the second time was completely different. That time it was the idea that I wasn't a nasty, depraved, cum-slut, but a normal guy going to a good college in the real world. A guy with a lot of good friends and a family and a job. I was a totally well adjusted normal guy. And I was naked in another guy's room, kissing him, licking him, sucking him, fucking him, savoring the taste of his cum.
The idea that I could be me, not some secret Halloween costume fantasy world alter ego, but myself, the normal college guy, AND be into sex with men (for a guy who's always been straight, it's quite a realization) was just as big a turn on as the idea of being a nasty disgusting cum-slut. It was the best of both worlds.
So anyway, back to the story. Ed and I had figured out that we both had the same hour off for lunch on Tuesdays and Thursdays. We had decided to meet on those days in the library at 12:15 so we could hit the stalls and suck each other off. This was perfect for the first week because I could not have made it through the whole week without sucking him, but my back-to-school obligations with my friends kept me pretty busy and I had little free time.
Ed had one roommate who had a girlfriend at another college about an hour away. His roommate spent many weekends at her school leaving Ed alone in his apartment for the whole weekend. The second weekend after we got back, his roommate left and we made plans to have a wild night. I, of course, already had plans with my old friends to go get drunk and hit on girls, but secretly I was plotting how to steal away and meet up with Ed. He was doing the same.
That Friday night around one o'clock I wandered, wasted, out of my usual bar, and headed off to Ed's place. My friends were too drunk to notice that I'd left and they'd probably assume that I left with a girl (which was my alibi). I showed up at Ed's just after he'd gotten home. He was only slightly less drunk than I was. We went into his room and immediately began kissing and taking off each other’s clothes.
Our tongues entwined and I felt the force of his kiss. He was being very aggressive, kissing me into submission. He forced his tongue deep into my mouth and licked and sucked and completely overcame me until I ended up on my back on his bed. We removed the rest of our clothes and he said that he was going to train me to be a good lover. I meekly gasped, "Okay, I only want to make you happy."
He went to his closet and returned with a jar of lube. "Spread 'em wide," he demanded as he greased up his fingers. I lay back and spread my legs and felt the cool, soft lube sliding around the outside of my asshole and his fingers preparing to enter. He worked in one finger and I was in heaven. In my drunkenness, there was no resistance and no pain, only pleasure. A second, and then a third finger slid in. I contracted my sphincter and squeezed trying to exhaust the muscle so it would loosen up more for my lover. He slid in his pinky and pushed in up to his knuckles. I felt my hole stretching and I tried with all my might to stretch it further for him.
At that point, he pulled out his fingers and stood up. "You're dirty, you little bitch," he said. So I was back to being the bitch. I loved it. "We're gonna have to clean you out." He didn't have any equipment to give me an enema, so he had to invent something. He took a 20-ounce Coke bottle and cut off the bottom, and then he dragged me to the bathroom. I got in the tub and he told me to roll up onto my shoulders with my legs by my head, as if I was trying to suck my own dick. In this position, my ass was totally exposed, straight up in the air.
He took the cut off Coke bottle and put the cap end up my hole. The bottle was to act as a funnel. He then took a glass and filled it with water and poured it into the funnel. I could feel the cold water rush up inside my rectum. Oh God, how good it felt! I wanted to be filled with it. The feeling of a large quantity of liquid filling me up inside was unbelievable. I instantly became rock hard. The water was a bit cold, though, and the apartment was a bit chilly as well, and I started to shiver.