Quick recap: my first gay sex was getting gangbanged in an adult bookstore during spring break. My second time was a one on one with a guy I met through a glory hole the day I got back up to school. Here's the thing...
So I'd been curious about sucking dick and getting fucked for a while and when I finally did it (and loved it) I went to the extreme. I ended up getting totally aroused by the idea of myself as the cum-slut. I gave in completely to the fantasy and ended up on the floor of an adult bookstore, completely naked, getting gangbanged from both ends by a long line of men. The thing that got me off was the idea of being the human fuck-toy, the slutty little girl who's only goal is to please the men who are kind enough to feed their cocks to her.
The weird thing was that back up at school, going one on one with another guy in the privacy of his apartment, I was just as turned on. What got me so hot the second time was completely different. That time it was the idea that I wasn't a nasty, depraved, cum-slut, but a normal guy going to a good college in the real world. A guy with a lot of good friends and a family and a job. I was a totally well adjusted normal guy. And I was naked in another guy's room, kissing him, licking him, sucking him, fucking him, savoring the taste of his cum.
The idea that I could be me, not some secret Halloween costume fantasy world alter ego, but myself, the normal college guy, AND be into sex with men (for a guy who's always been straight, it's quite a realization) was just as big a turn on as the idea of being a nasty disgusting cum-slut. It was the best of both worlds.
So anyway, back to the story. Ed and I had figured out that we both had the same hour off for lunch on Tuesdays and Thursdays. We had decided to meet on those days in the library at 12:15 so we could hit the stalls and suck each other off. This was perfect for the first week because I could not have made it through the whole week without sucking him, but my back-to-school obligations with my friends kept me pretty busy and I had little free time.
Ed had one roommate who had a girlfriend at another college about an hour away. His roommate spent many weekends at her school leaving Ed alone in his apartment for the whole weekend. The second weekend after we got back, his roommate left and we made plans to have a wild night. I, of course, already had plans with my old friends to go get drunk and hit on girls, but secretly I was plotting how to steal away and meet up with Ed. He was doing the same.
That Friday night around one o'clock I wandered, wasted, out of my usual bar, and headed off to Ed's place. My friends were too drunk to notice that I'd left and they'd probably assume that I left with a girl (which was my alibi). I showed up at Ed's just after he'd gotten home. He was only slightly less drunk than I was. We went into his room and immediately began kissing and taking off each otherβs clothes.