Though I was not gay, I found myself having more and more tendencies of late. These tendencies involved me looking at cock pics online, checking out guy's crotches in the streets, and I'd even started to explore the world of webcam. I had no idea how many people used stuff like this to get off and to possibly even meet others.
I'm Dan, a 25 year old teacher who has tons of young women as coworkers but they all seem to be engaged, married, or pregnant. So I am forced to do a lot of jerking off when I'm in my apartment and it was during one session a few weeks ago that I first started to notice something. The bigger the guy's cock in the porno, the harder I would get, and also very quickly. I found myself searching for videos that specifically had these guys with huge dicks fucking girls who would gasp and scream out as they got plowed.
I have an average sized cock, thicker than most but not longer than 7 inches. I have also had my share of women in the past, but with no prospects on the horizon and an above average sex drive, I started to get off on these videos as much as I could. Sometimes I would search for guy on guy action as well, anything that involved cock. I would often jerk off until just before I came, and then finish off with a heterosexual video because somewhere in my sick mind, it was less taboo this way.
After a week or two of this, I clicked on a webcam link by accident, and before I could close it, I saw a few of the girls who I could allegedly interact with. I browsed a few pages and then found myself clicking on the guy's cams. I don't know if it was to compare sizes at first or if I really had an interest in following through, but I created a user name and went out to buy a webcam. I felt a little sleazy at the store while buying it, because the 16 year old girl at the counter gave me a fleeting glimpse that made me wonder what ELSE someone could be buying a webcam for. Anyway I hurried home with my dick already hardening in anticipation.
I installed the cam, stripped down to my boxers, and locked my door even though my roommate was not home. I quickly found the gay chat rooms and entered the first one I saw. There were about 10 other people with cams on and right away, a few started to request to view my cam. They told me they would show me theirs if I did. I decided to go for it; this was why I bought the damn thing, and I could position the camera so that it would not show my face. Just the user names of some of these guys was making me hard, as they all referred to their penis size or what they like to do to other cocks.