Leaving high school and going to university, I believed I was completely straight. I came from a sheltered middle upper class upbringing, but was raised to be cheap. I dressed poorly, and was starting to become overweight.
My first year of university, I gained weight. I started noticing less girls smiling at me and eventually started working out and going on a vegetable diet. Fast forward to midway through my 2nd year, I had just lost 70 pounds but was still a virgin. I think most girls preferred a guy with more bulk than my lean build. One day at the university library, an older guy noticed I was reading about travel and we got into a conversation. I always wanted to go to brazil. We chatted until the library closed and he walked me out and asked me if I wanted to go for a drink. We got a table at the pub and as we sat down, he put his hand on my leg. I gulped. I had no idea he was gay. He asked me if I was uncomfortable, to which, enjoying the attention, I told him I like it. So we had a couple of drinks, and he asked me back to his place, which was walking distance away.
We held hands all the way there. I started to wonder what was going to happen. I was going to let him lead. I was wondering if he was a top or a bottom.. I was shy because nobody had seen me naked before and here I was planning on going to have sex! I was also nervous as I didn't have condoms.
We got to his apartment and he didn't waste time taking off his clothes. He asked if I would as well, as my eyes were fixated on his big cock. I proceeded to take off my clothes but felt inferior to him as I was certainly less endowed. To hide my cock, yet seem interested in sex, I got down on my knees, face near his cock, hands cradling his balls and asked him "may I please go down on you?" He said yes.
I remember his skin tasting rather bland, which was ok by me. As I sucked, he put his hands on my head and controlled the pace. He was really large. The tip of his penis would hit the back of my throat and to my surprise I didn't gag. To impress him, I pushed my mouth as far down as I could, trying to take the whole thing. His pubes brushed up against my nose, and the entire area became a sloppy mess.