Disclaimer: names of all people in the story have been changed to protect their identity.
Before I begin the story a little bit about myself. I used to be a straight male but now I'm a bisexual who loves to suck cock. This story is about how I ended up sucking my first dick.
The story begins during the COVID 19 lockdown. My college had closed due to the lockdown and I was at home with lot of free time. Naturally I watched porn a lot to kill time, after a while I started only watching blowjob videos. When I saw those pornstars sucking cocks with such enthusiasm, I started fantasizing sucking cock and swallowing cum. The idea of swallowing cum was so kinky it really turned me on.
I really wanted to suck a cock at this point but I didn't have the guts to go upto someone and suck their cock. So I thought of sucking my own cock, searched the internet for positions that would allow me to do it but it was all in vain, I wasn't flexible enough. Then I thought of swallowing my own cum, but everytime I came I lost interest. Again searched online about swallowing own cum and found that lot of other people were into this and they had some suggestions, I tried most of them. Even tried cumming straight into my mouth but I spat that out. At this point I realised that I can't do this myself, I need to suck someone else's cock.
I thought to myself if I were to suck a cock whose would it be? The first name that came to my mind was Ramesh. Ramesh is my close friend from college. I started fantasizing about sucking his cock and swallowing his cum, but unfortunately due to the lockdown going to him was not an option. After few weeks when the COVID restrictions were loosened the college decided to conduct the last semester exams offline. I was very excited to see Ramesh after such a long time and I couldn't stop thinking of sucking his cock. I really wanted to ask him but all my other classmates were always around and I didn't want anyone else to know about my fantasy so I couldn't ask Ramesh.
After the exams and all Ramesh and me got jobs in two different IT companies but lucky for me both our offices were in Bangalore. We both moved to Bangalore and I lived in a small studio appartment and Ramesh shared a room with a colleague from his office. Now that I was away from home and had lot of freedom I thought this was the perfect opportunity to explore my kinks. I decided I will suck Ramesh's cock but before that I wanted to make sure I was fully prepared so I ordered the most realistic dildo I could find online and started practicing with it. The dildo had a suction cup at is base which I used to attach to the bathroom tile and everyday after I got back from work I would get down on my knees and suck the dildo. Each day I would take more of the dildo into my throat. Two weeks later I was able to deepthroat the entire dildo without gagging. I was finally ready now.