This story is based upon my life with many of the core facts being true and many of the details being fictionalized. No character in this story represents any one person or is based on any one experience.
Since we started playing football together in first grade, Jenks Thompson and I had started every play together when I slammed the ball into his open hands pushing his knuckles against my sac. All I knew in those early years was that I wanted to be Jenks best friend. It was to ensure that closeness that I loudly volunteered to play center on the first day of peewee football because we all we all knew Jenks would be my QB.
Thirteen years later, on the first day of college football practice, I stood beside Jenks. He and every other person on the field assumed that we would be a working team during the preseason and most likely for the next four years. Jenks was favored to be the starting QB.
Standing there I realized that I did not want Jenks hands between my legs. So, when the QB coach asked if anyone wanted to start the season hiking for Grinder, the assumed backup QB, I quickly stepped forward to offer my services. How did we get here?
I grew up in a southern coastal state on a farm 5 miles from the crossroads that qualified as our hometown. The intersection had two grocery stores, a bank, a jeweler, a few clothing stores, a dime store, two car dealerships, a hardware store, and a few other other local businesses.
We had one school served by two buildings. I followed three older brothers in school. Of the little over 60 kids in my grade two were first cousins and I could most likely include half of my classmates as blood relatives. As I grew older and started thinking about dating it was important to let my parents make sure that there was enough familial distance. As a Cranston, I had one of the most common last names in the community. There were lots of us and rumors of many that may not have been claimed.
On the topic of girlfriends, I never really sought to have one. I usually asked a girl to a party or on a date only after someone told me of her interest in me. For reasons that would become clear later, my eye and urges always pointed elsewhere.
I was older than most kids in my class so I was 18 before my senior year started. Though I was a big guy and masculine enough I did get teased a bit. My first name Kendall was just too easily switched to Kendoll. There were homophobic implications in the teasing, I always suspected my lack of chasing girls was the real cause for the teasing. I chose to ignore the comments not wanting to draw attention to what might be true.
By the 12th grade I had done a good bit of experimenting as we called it with older boys and had learned how to set up the situations where it could happen. My gaydar or horny teenager detector was pretty strong. Overnights, vacations, and group campouts were all seen as another opportunity to experiment. Read experiment at doing gay things without being gay.
As a senior aide in the library, I found ways to research same sex activity. The books I found were technical and not did not calm my fears. One of my library aid tasks was to preview magazines for articles and ads that were "inappropriate for a highschool library." Inappropriate included any articles with pictures that were too revealing. The Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition stayed in the special reserve room. The dick enlargement ads in the European magazines were to be cut out. I did cut them out and saved them for later private review. A Life magazine featuring the gay pride parade of San Francisco was put on a shelf in the librarian's office along with Catcher in the Rye. As an aide I was allowed to read both and both resulted in sperm being left on the bathroom stall wall.
It was while reviewing the magazines one day that I became fixated on a full-page photo of Richard Thomas whom, on many a Thursday night, I had fantasied over as John-Boy Walton. A recent episode included a male character making a pass at John-Boy. The XXX rated version of that episode played in my head for months. I was at a climactic moment of my fantasy when the librarian tapped my shoulder to ask why I was not responding to her. She wanted me to run an errand but the bulge in my pants and the growing earthquake in my balls needed a moment to settle before I stood.
It was on the first day of practice our senior year that that Jenks and I crossed a line that could not be un-crossed. First week, conference rules required no pads, no hitting, just running through the plays. On that no pad day we wore t-shirts and loose gym shorts. Summer for most of us had come with a bump in testosterone levels. Our bodies grew and matured. We were more muscular from working out as instructed but we also had other changes. We became more masculine. Hair grew in new places, sweat had a stronger scent, and for me my already biggest in class dick and balls almost doubled in size.
Before, I never needed a jock strap as everything was already tight against my body. Sure, I wore a strap when in full pads because that is what you do. That day, with larger and looser equipment that hung extra low in the summer heat, being sans jock strap would be different.
Coached whistled and instructed us to get in formation. As Jenks crouched behind my ass and slid his hands between my generous ass cheeks and forward along my twine area his fingers encountered a barrier. Confused at first his fingers searched for freedom when I felt him tense upon realization that he was scratching against my balls and dick. My first thought was oh shit how am I going to snap the ball and not crush my boys? Then my brain rushed to and froze at, Jenks is touching my balls.
This had happened only on those nights when my body decided it needed more relief than my daily jerk off could provided. In those wet dreams Jenks would walk up behind me in me ready position, slap my naked ass, reach down, slide forward pushing his hard cock against my hole and grab my balls. The full load of excess sperm would ooze in to boxers waking me to discover another pair of juicy underwear to stuff between my mattresses.
On the field there was no dick pressed again my ass, nor balls being squeezed. I was thankful for the thin layers of silk provided by gym shorts and boxers. This was the first time anyone but me had touched me privates. There was a sudden tightening of my sac and a rush of blood into my dick. I needed for Jenks to start the cadence and rush along to that third hut so I could give him the football before my growing dick showed everyone what a surge of testosterone had done to my body.
In those quick seconds that seemed way longer I knew there was no way Jenks was unaware of what he had just encountered. Jenks did not retract his hands. Realizing this caused my balls and sac to draw tighter. During the longer than usually silence before the first hut and my planned delivery of the football on the third, Jenks made a quick exploration that resulted in contact with my now chubby dick head that was emerging from my generous foreskin. The touch of my sensitive dick helmet motivated my chubby to show off becoming an instant raging hardon about to leave the confines of my shorts.
On the first hut I hiked the ball and a distracted Jenks fumbled. I quickly picked it up to use as a screen to hide my dick head peeking out for the world to see. A quick reset and a more careful reach and we were back running plays for the next hour. For the past 11 seasons the Jenks/Kendall combo had perfect timing. Today there were fumbles, a QB that seemed to get confused at the beginning of each play, and a center that seemed a rush every hike. When the coaches called for a water break Jenks asked for a quick couple of private snaps to work on our timing. Coaches said, "That's a good idea."
As we walked away from our teammates, I profusely apologized. Jenks shushed me telling me to get into position. As he bent over me, he said, "So you had a growth spurt this summer. I had hoped my own growth would catch up to you, but feels like that did not happen." Crouched close behind me Jenks slide his hands back under me; this time palm up coping a solid feel. I asked if he liked the equipment he was finding. He said, "Let me check closer." quickly withdrawing his top hand a bit to slide it back entering the leg of my boxers to giving my dick a quick stroke before cupping my balls. He whispered, "Yes I do, but I think we need to practice our snaps a bit more tonight while my parents are at the mid-week church service." I agreed
Before releasing my balls Jenks said, "Sorry, but bite your lip" and squeezed hard. My balls retracted deep inside my body and my dick shrunk. Jenks stood and stated that we had resolved the problem that caused the fumbles. For the rest of practice Jenks did not have to worry about contact with low hangers or a chubby dick. Our timing improved but I remained distracted thinking about our plans.
Coach called for last play, a QB sneak. Before letting the play begin Coach gave his longwinded instructions that included a commentary about our new found sexual urges telling us to avoid getting in trouble with girls. Jenks assured him that practice and studies, and college applications were all he had time for this year.