Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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I look pretty in my mother's clothes, I thought to myself as I stared into the mirror. An old grey skirt of wool was draped over my long legs and an orange top fitted tightly around my flat chest, only sagging where my boobs were supposed to be. I never identified as a woman but something about wearing women's clothing soothed me. My long hairs finally came to full fruition. I looked like a girl. Perhaps I was just a Norman Bates kind of freak, but nothing about this felt odd to me. Just the outside world which I knew thought so. I smiled and wanted to strip down when I heard the door downstairs slam shut.
My heart raced. Was it my mom? What should I do? It couldn't have been my mother, as she had a very distinct ritual of putting her coat on the rack and her bag on the dining room table every time she entered the house. There were multiple voices. My brother and a girl?
I grabbed the old clothes from the attic floor and folded them as quickly as I could back into the dusty drawers I drew them from. More footsteps on another staircase. They were coming up!
My heart drummed against my ribs but my head remained cool. I had to hide somewhere. In the closet. More sniffling and steps. No, the closet was too full and I could never contain myself in that space for too long. Behind the Christmas boxes? Any second, heads would dawn from the staircase and would see a frail boy in his early twenties wearing four decade your old female clothing. I slipped, nay jumped, behind the boxes. Sure I must have made so much noise I would make myself known. Yet, the voices kept going, now clear as day.
"Come on, nobody's home," a high-pitched, teasing girl voice said. I couldn't see her face but she was tall, with black hair dangling down her back onto a firm ass in tight jeans.
"That only means that loser will be home any second, we don't have time Lauren," the deep, monotone voice of my brother proclaimed. By loser he meant me. That hurt, but I never doubted that my nineteen year old jock brother was embarrassed of me. And seeing my current predicament, I couldn't exactly blame him.
Before my thoughts had disappeared I heard a sound I then only previously heard in movies. The suckling of a mouth on... I didn't see anything, luckily or I'd be scarred for life. But yes, there was no mistaking Lauren was now on her knees and her head bobbing up and down while my brother Kevins pants were on his ankles and his head was thrown back.
Something about the way he held her head, and she squatted as if ready for her work, aroused me. She was easily my age, experienced unlike me. Her head turned sideways and her brown eyes looked up at my brother, who whispered something to her before closing his eyes again.
She let go of his dick, which flopped to its default position. A hard, thick rod, in a perfect straight shape, standing firm to attention. I skipped a breath and in my balls I felt a tingling. What the fuck was this.
I had always been a ladies man, ever since I was young. I could talk to them and be their best friend and they would feel safe with me. I had a girlfriend when I was eighteen but that never let to anything. Though very little aroused me in life, I could safely say a woman's body drove me mad with desire. I never looked at porn nor needed it, as my fantasies were enough to satisfy me. In them, I always made sweet, attentive love to the girl of my dreams. A phallus other than my own had never once popped up. And now one did. My brother's. And my first instinct was to suck it.
I closed my eyes and promised to wait out the storm. Surely, this couldn't last long. But as his breathing intensified and her moans grew louder, the slobbering of her saliva over his dick continued, I had to look again. I had to see it again.
He had laid down and she was kneeling over it, and I could see the penetration in its entirety. Her mouth sucking from the tip of his big mushroom head down the symmetrical shaft into a small bush of hairs. Her spit glistened on his skin. His stomach and thigh abs tightened with every suction. He had grown up to such a mature man. Her head increased the rhythm.
My dick was now hard and leaking pre-cum in my mothers skirt. I shouldn't be this horny but I couldn't contain it. Was I going to touch myself? Could I get away with it? I wanted to shoot my load but more than that I wanted Kevin to shoot his load. I wanted him to be satisfied and fill Lauren with his cum. I had to see it. She started using her hand. I had to hear it happen. His moaning intensified. I needed it. Now.
A phone rang. And like she was simply putting a water bottle down, Lauren left my brothers cock to pick up the phone. He cursed but she held her finger up.
"Yes, daddy. No, daddy. Yes, I'm coming right now, daddy." She hung up the phone and my brother, realizing where this was heading, begged for her to finish. She shrugged her shoulders and said she had to go. He didn't want to do it in the first place anyway. Kevin let himself fall on the floor and sigh, before getting up and guiding Lauren downstairs. I didn't dare to move until I heard the door downstairs shut.