"I must learn to control myself" Thwack! The straps of the flogger cut into my bloodied back through my thin linen shirt. The cutting sting reminded me of her age, true she had just turned eighteen, but still too young . She had played hostess at her father's dinner party. Talking so calmly with everyone, even that prig of banker. She wore a marine blue velvet bodice and matching satin skirt. The color was glorious on her complimenting her ginger hair and fair skin. The bodice fitted snuggly over her slender waist and well formed chest. Her hard nipples straining the velvet which screamed for me to touch them. Whack! The straps hit again and again.
"Oh, Mother Goddess!" The voice broke my stupor. I must of passed out. A large firm hand touched my back. Pain seared through my being.
"What have you done?" asked my first mate, Mr. Martenes, as he took the flogger from my hand. His had rested at my back shoulder. I winced at the aching, but missing the blissful pain. "Sir, you are bleed..." his voice faltered with sorrow.
I groaned and tried to push myself up from the floor. I did not need his pity. He grabbed me around the waist. "Get off." I tried to push him away. I did not need his help. He held firm and placed me in the hard chair across from my desk desk which was for any unwanted visitors. Martenes lifted my shirt off my back opening some of the slashes which had dried bloody.
"Hold still." he said from across my cabin. He gathered water and cloths to bring back to me, He knelt beside me. I was laying across my lap. Martenes wet one of the cloths and started to gently clean my back. I didn't have the strength to object. "Sir, why?"
"She's beautiful, but she is a child." I said into my knees.
"Who, sir?" He asked as hetouched my back woth a wet cloth.
"Nell." I groaned into my knees.
"Miss Nell, sir?"
"Is there another?" I could see her in her small herb garden bobbing up and down as worked with a hoe. Sunlight drawing out the light freckles across bridge of her nose. My cock stretched beneath my stomach. "Give me the the flogger" I demanded from Martenes.
"No, sir," he said flatly as he brushed my hair away from my face. "You don't have to do this. Miss Nell is young, sir, but she is not a child. You have sailors on board who are the same age as Miss Nell and not half as grown. I looked at him and saw something I hadn't seen in the three years I had been in command of the Liberty Rose. Lust. I reached for a strap on my bed. I'd whip him senseless.
"Sir!" He slapped me across the face, "Stop it! This is not you, it's anger, not my captain." He held my hands firmly and stroked the cheek he had just assaulted. I realized I had been hitting myself again. The lust I had seen wasn't for Nell. It was for me. "Sir, if you need to beat someone, beat me." He leaned in for a light tentative kiss to my lips. Waiting for my reaction, but with none apparent he ran a hand over my crotch, fingering my stiffening cock through my breeches. "If you need to fuck someone, fuck me."
I stared at him. My first mate, the term made me chuckle. Well, maybe not my first, but I needed release. I closed my eye and nodded. He undid my buttons and drew my love member out. I felt as his hands explored the shape followed by his tongue. I tried to relax by leaning back enjoy what was coming, but the rough wood bit into my tender back. I sat forward in pain. Martenes stopped. "Careful," he said in a whisper, "Should I get some pillows for your back?" I shook my head and shifted off the chair to lean on my desk. My arms supported me and my cock stood for further attention. He stood and stroked my cock with long smooth rhythm. He kissed me and I allowed his tongue into my mouth for a duel.