I'm Sam, a fresh-faced adult from Liverpool. I've known I was a submissive bottom beta for years and have always loved servicing men. I didn't expect that one of the men I'd service would be my sixty-year-old godfather, a man close enough to me that he was practically an uncle and let me call him as such. In hindsight, it makes sense he'd fancy a pretty boy like me; smooth and skinny, blue eyes and black hair, small nipples, and a nice bubble butt that was the envy of other twinks.
One night I was staying in his apartment as my parents went on holiday. I had planned on going to Amsterdam with him next week anyway for some weed. I was sitting in his living room watching TV, buzzed from a few hits, when he came in from his home gym upstairs, sweat glistening on his skin and tight clothes. He collapsed in the chair. "Fuck, that was a good workout. I'm pumped but I can't even be arsed to shower."
"That's why I don't exercise," I said.
"You should as you're a skinny cunt," he said.
"I might start when I'm at least half your age."
He laughed. "I look better in my sixties than you do right now at eighteen." In all fairness, he was a real man. Six foot two and plenty of muscles thanks to steroids. He looked on as I was mindlessly channel surfing, taking the remote away from me. I was looking at my phone checking Grindr and Chat Avenue when I saw him scrolling through the porn channel. If he asked me if I wanted to watch anything, I was too distracted to hear.
"You young ones are never off them bastard things," he said.
He settled a BDSM film. This one had a much older man walking a younger blonde girl around like a dog. With only a brief glance, I found myself wishing I was the girl, currently sucking off the man and moaning. She was fully worshipping it but I thought I could do a lot better if given the chance. That's when I looked at my godfather rubbing his crotch. Those tight shorts held the biggest bulge I had ever seen, family or otherwise. I couldn't stop staring, hoping he would just get it out and let me see him stroke it. I tried to hide that fact by looking at my phone but he must have seen me out the corner of his eyes.
"What the fuck you looking at?" he asked.
"N-nothing, I'm on my phone," I said, trying to deny the fact that I was caught.
"You better not be recording me, Sam."
"Why would I?"
"Because I can tell you're looking at me and not the TV," he said.
"The girl's shit. I can probably give better head than her," I said.
He started laughing and realized my intentions. He stopped rubbing his crotch and I still couldn't stop staring at it.
"If you want to put something else on then go ahead," he said. I really wanted to put a gay movie on but I still was in the closet to everyone.
"No uncle, it's okay. It's your place; you're the boss," I said, trying to hide the blush from my cheeks.
"I'm the boss everywhere, Sam." He flexed his huge arms that I desperately wanted to kiss and worship. He changed the channel and found a film with black studs plowing blonde girls. I had a quick glimpse of the TV but I waited for him to get his cock out his shorts. He lit up a joint. I couldn't help but stare as saliva was filling my mouth, dry as it was from the weed.
When he got near the end of his joint he asked if I wanted to finish it. I said yes. He stood up to bring the joint over to me and I could see his bulge even better now. I swear he did that on purpose. He snatched my phone and I panicked as my gay apps were open. I jumped off the couch and tried to grab it back and he effortlessly pushed me back down as he went and sat back in his chair.
"I fucking knew it," he said as he scrolled through each man. He threw the phone at me and called me a faggot. I was too stunned to respond, face completely red in a mixture of shame and arousal.
"I always knew you was a sissy fag, Sam. It doesn't surprise me that you resorted to using Grindr and chatting to random men online, you thirsty bitch. Was that why you were looking at my crotch?" I remained silent when he growled "Look at me when I talk to you, fucking fag!" I stammered an apology as I tried making eye contact.
"I'm so sorry. I couldn't help it," I said.