For a moment after I woke up, I was disoriented. It was quiet. The quiet stillness of early morning, right at dawn. Light filtered lazily through the shades, casting patterns across the wall, somehow accenting the peacefulness in my room. I closed my eyes.
Then I remembered. I remembered the shock of being propositioned by my heretofore straight roommate. And the even greater shock of discovering that I wanted him, too! The feeling of our naked bodies pressed together. The intensity and strength with which he took me.
I felt a shiver streak down my scalp and limbs to my fingertips and toes. Fuck.
How was I supposed to feel about this? I wasn't gay. Was I?
I played through scenes in my head, going back through memories of my past, looking for clues that could possibly explain what had happened the previous night.
From the other side of the bed, to my back, Gabe sighed and shifted positions in his sleep. I turned and looked at his peaceful face and disheveled hair. His bare shoulders peaking out from the covers.
Well, whatever was going on, I knew one thing. No one had ever made me feel the way Gabe did last night. And if that was any indication of how I should feel about this, then I knew I was right where I should be.
I rolled over to face Gabe, trying not to disturb him. I laid my head down on my pillow, mere inches from him, and just watched him sleep. His breaths were long and deep and the sheets over his chest rose and fell.
I'm not sure how long I lay there, soaking up the moment. A few minutes or an hour. But after a while, Gabe's eyes fluttered open. He blinked, getting his bearings, then he looked at me, grinning sleepily.
"Good mooorning!" he said, accented by an arching of his back in a stretch. "God, I can't remember the last time I slept that well! Must have been worn out for some reason." His smile was teasing and confident. He rolled onto his side so he was facing me. "How about you?"
I returned his smile. "Like a dream," I said.
Gabe looked at me for a moment. Kind of like I had looked at him while he had been asleep. Studying. Then he raised his hand and placed it gently on my cheek. "Last night was incredible."
My skin tingled at his touch. I nodded, maintaining eye contact with him. As he leaned forward to kiss me, I closed my eyes and inclined my head, meeting his lips with mine. The kiss was soft, tender. Unlike the hunger and intensity of the night before, but in some way even more sensual. He kissed my top lip, hardly opening his mouth, but pressing his lips into mine. I felt his whiskers scratching my chin. An odd sensation.
His hand slid from my cheek into my hair, and he pulled my face into his, kissing me again, opening his mouth wider to taste more of me. I matched him, willing him to keep going but savoring the thrill of anticipation.
I extended my hand and placed it on Gabe's side under the covers, feeling the warm softness of his skin. I ran my hand along his side, up to his shoulder, then down to his bare hip and then the round curve of his ass. I felt him tense, either involuntarily or for my benefit. We continued to kiss, though somewhat absentmindedly. Both of us were focused on the touch of my exploring hand on Gabe's body.
I eased closer to him, our bodies parallel, facing one another. I wanted to feel him against me. And I did. Before our bodies met, I felt his penis press into my thigh, semi hard, and felt it twitch slightly at contact. I slid closer, pinning his long shaft between our thighs. My own penis, apparently a bit more aroused at the moment, sandwiched between our lower stomachs. I spread my fingers over his toned ass and pulled him forward against me, pushing with my hips and grinding gently. He responded in kind, slowly pushing into my leg. I felt his pulse in his cock, as with each heartbeat it grew harder.
Gabe wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into a tight embrace, pressing me into his muscular chest. I felt his tongue breach my lips and trace the roof of my mouth, sending another chill down my spine. I opened my mouth slightly farther, inviting more. He responded with increased intensity, taking control of my mouth and probing me with his tongue. A metaphor for what he really wanted to do to me, I thought.
For several moments we lay against each other, locked together in restrained urgency. Resisting our urges for more and soaking in anticipation. My hand wandered across Gabe's naked ass, his muscles clenching as he pushed into me. I slid my fingers slowly up and then down the small of his back, tracing the valley at its center, and then down to his ass again, still following the trail and sliding my fingers between his butt cheeks. Gabe moaned against my mouth as my fingers found his asshole. I spread my hand over his ass cheek and squeezed, slightly opening him up.
Gabe pulled away from our kiss and smiled somewhat sheepishly. "Hold up. Maybe take it easy down there this morning. I'm not sure I've recovered from last night yet."
I laughed, acutely aware of the soreness I felt as well. "Hmmm." I mocked disappointment, and then thoughtfulness. "Well, ok. I can be gentle." With a sly smile, I released Gabe and pushed him onto his back. He grinned, wondering what I had in store, and lay back on his pillow, as I straddled him.
As the sheets slid off Gabe's body, a fresh wave of appreciation and admiration washed over me. I soaked up the sight of his bare chest and subtle abs. The strength in his shoulders as his arms extended to touch my naked hips on top of him.
I placed my hands against his chest and slid them over his pecs. His muscles were hard under my touch, and I felt the ridges and valleys they formed on the surface of his skin. His nipples hardened almost instantly in the cool air and pressed against my fingers and palms. Gabe watched my eyes as I studied his body, a smile on his face, obviously enjoying my approving attention.
He ran his hands down from my hips and over my thighs with a gentle squeeze. His eyes roamed down my body to my cock extending out towards him. I felt acutely aware of my nakedness and fought the urge to cover myself. I forced myself to hold still, to allow his eyes to possess me, giving myself to him in a way I had never really considered.
"Fuck." He said, finally. "You have one amazing dick, bro." He laughed, a little awkwardly, and I laughed, too, both of us feeling a little strange at the newness and slight discomfort with our new-found "interests."
I leaned forward, supporting myself on his chest and intentionally angling my hips so my cock pressed into him. "Well, I'm glad you like it. It is yours now, after all. Wouldn't want to leave you unsatisfied." I lowered my mouth to his and kissed him gently, feeling his smile against my lips. Without pausing long, I kissed his cheek, and then his neck. I slid my hips down his body, running my crotch across his skin until I felt his hard cock against mine, our shafts against each other. I pushed forward, grinding my dick into his, gently, as I kissed his neck and jawline. I felt his moan vibrate against my lips, and I moaned back. His hands rose to my hips, feeling them roll against him, urgency rising in both of us.