I've tried to make this a good read and it's just as much about the experience of being in a sauna for the first time as it is about the sex but if you want to skip to that it starts at the mention of a massage about halfway through.
Enjoy!
For pretty much my entire adult life I've had an obsession with the idea of gloryholes, the idea of seeing an anonymous rock-hard cock sliding into view. Pulsing with pre cum and excitement as I reach out to pleasure the random man on the other side of the wall, nothing gets me harder than fantasising about that.
Sadly very few places still have them here in the UK, especially in actual public toilets. During one of my many horned-up online searches for them, I found that my local gay sauna only 5 minutes away had some. I'd heard of gay saunas/bathhouses before but never really given them much thought before. Honestly, I've always struggled with the idea of random hook-ups or chatting up in general. I've always been shy and barring a one-time experience through Grindr, my only sexual encounters were with people I've dated long term.
Everything I read about the sauna sounded like it wasn't great.
It was dated and falling apart at the edges.
The price of admission was too much.
The crowd were older and not so hot, which honestly was a plus for me as while I think I'm decent looking the Adonises on the ads for other places were intimidating.
Unlike any other place I could find online however, it had Gloryholes.
After a month or so (I did say I'm shy) of building up the courage I finally set my mind to go. I spent much of my day getting ready, douching and grooming myself, till I was as appealing as I could be. I took my dose of PReP (can never be too careful) and headed out. My nerves were going crazy but I quickly found the discreet entrance, slipped in and paid my the fee.
I asked the attendant if there were any ground rules I should know seeing as it was my first time. He just smiled and nodded in the direction of the lockers so I just followed his gaze and went to change. Instantly I regretted not bringing a pair of sliders or flip-flops, the floor felt like it was begging for a clean.
As I began to undress an old heavy West Asian man in a towel strolled in and sat a few feet away, eyes glued to me as I stripped. I nervously smiled at him thinking maybe he was interested but his expressionless face simply stared as I peeled down my boxers revealing my cock, semi-hard from being watched, before wrapping the all-too-small towel around my tall bulky frame and headed into the facilities proper.
I didn't know what I fully expected but I was pretty quickly disappointed to see how empty the place was. It was midweek, days before Christmas, so maybe everyone was too busy spending time with family to be in a place like this. I gave myself a quick tour of the facilities.
The sauna and steam room looked good if a touch small and the jacuzzi was large but hard to get comfortably relaxed in, too deep to sit but too shallow to stand.