FOR THE MOST PART. THIS IS A TRUE STORY. IT'S MY FIRST LITEROTICA STORY, SO BE NICE, ENJOY, GIVE ME FEEDBACK. THANKS GUYS.
I am a fiend for masturbation. I like to fuck, but it's hard to find pussy without commitment. I would normally masturbate online in this wonderful digital age. I used to go on yahoo and pretend to be a girl named Jenny who was the biggest slut imaginable. I got so turned on describing to guys in chat rooms how good it felt to suck their dicks and take their cum that I started to get a little curious.
I set up a new ID and made myself a slutty little profile that would turn on a gay guy the same way Jenny did the straight boys. Sexual innuendos and double entendres. I went into the gay chat rooms and started my hunt.
"Hey room, 20/m 5'9 160 brown, brown built, 8 cut" I typed.
I learned from the guys IM-ing Jenny how to put it as concise as possible. I was immediately bombarded by IM's. Dirty ones. From guys of all ages. They were way too detailed and graphic for what I wanted in a first time. I didn't want anal, I just wanted to suck. I mean, anal... if I'm feeling comfortable I might, but I wanted my choice guy not to have high expectations of what he would get so that I could still bitch out if I had to.
The men in the chat rooms sent me such hot offers but I couldn't get myself to do it. I chickened out and jerked off. Every time.
Then one day someone contacted me from searching profiles. His name was 'TopGuy'. His profile said he was 40 and he had a hot picture of his cock sticking straight up.
"Hi." he typed.
"Hi... nice cock" I responded
"Thanks, do you have a picture of yours?" he asked.
I looked around online and found one that looked like mine. No face on the pic. I sent it to him.
"That's a hot cock you got there yourself." He told me.
Even though it wasn't mine, I felt proud. I started jerking off to him immediately.
"Thanks," I told him, "I'm rubbing it right now."
"You should come do that at my place."
I felt my body tremble... I really wanted to do it.
"Are you sure you're content with just stroking one out?" I asked him, "I've never done this before."
"Yeah! Absolutely!"
'GREAT!' I thought, 'he won't push me.' Fear and arousal got the better of me and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I shot a load up across my chest and I signed off immediately.
I was pissed at myself. The first nice guy online at the same time that I was and I blew it. I went a couple days after that looking at pussy shots when I jerked off, but I couldn't stop thinking of TopGuy's dick.
A week later, I had two days off in the middle of the week. Very rare. I went and hung with my friends but came back home cause I was too horny.
It was two thirty in the morning when and pussy wasn't cutting it. I started thinking about his cock again. I hoped I would see him online. I sent him an e-mail.
"Sorry, I came too fast last time. I chickened out and I left. I really wanted to do it too." I wrote.
Ten seconds later I had new mail. He was online right this moment. I was frozen with adrenaline. I didn't have a hard on yet and I decided I wouldn't start stroking yet. Maybe it's time I went to meet him. I opened his e-mail.
"No problem bro, just let me know when you're in the mood again. I can get boned up in a second."