I was shaking so bad that I could hardly keep still and my palms were sweating so bad that I had to keep rubbing them on my pants. I continuously looked from Ethan, to my shaking hands, to the room, and back to Ethan. I could see the curiosity and concern in his eyes but all I could think of was the result of my confession. I took a deep breath, looked into those beautiful green eyes, and spoke as well as I could.
"Ethan, um...w-what I needed to tell you was that...I-I...I'm positive." I didn't need to say anymore, he knew what I meant. I stared at him while he processed what I had just told him.
He took a deep breath and sighed before getting up and pacing back and forth. He rubbed his head and looked back and forth between me and the room. I couldn't help but say something, if just to keep him from getting angry.
"Ethan...I-I-I'm sorry if I lead you on, but...I mean...I didn't mean to hurt you or anything like that." I spoke to him in the softest voice I could manage in order to keep him calm. He walked back over to the couch and sat beside me, which made me tense up at his approach.
"Erin...you don't have to be scared...I'm fine. I'm a little shocked...no, i'm really shocked. I mean...I understand why you've been so...odd around me. Hey...don't get so upset...I'm not mad at you. You hear me, sweet boy?" Ethan grabbed my chin, lifted my head, and looked into my eyes.
I couldn't manage to do anything but fell into Ethan's arms and bawl. Ethan just held me in his arms and consoled me during by breakdown; Before I knew it, Ethan and I were staring into each other's eyes again. In a split second, he pressed his lips to mine and we started kissing deeply. He shoved his tongue into my mouth while cradling my head in his hands. We pulled our heads apart and we just stared into each other's eyes before he spoke again.
"Erin...I don't care about that. I really like you, you're my sweet boy! You know...I'm pretty sweet too. You wanna taste?" Ethan looked at me with sweltering lust in his eyes.