All participants are over 18
I grew up in a catholic family, we attended church every Sunday, I went to a catholic school, I was taught by nuns and the parish Priest took our confession once a month. I spent many days in the church, our priest Father Robert was an elderly man who was ready to retire. The year I finished school they retired Father Robert and Father Paul took over.
He was a young man in his late twenties, he looked so young, being used to Father Robert with his grey hair and wrinkles it was really nice to have a priest who was more our own age. I got the job as accountant because of how good I was with numbers for the church and worked closely with Father Paul on a daily basis. Pretty sure I could say he and I were friends, maybe even best friends.
Father Paul was a handsome man, no facial hair that maybe made him look so young, he was six foot two, well built he worked out in the rectory basement daily. After a month or so I started to work out with him, he and I talked about everything and anything. His views were mostly open minded, but he did have some that I did not agree with.
His views on homosexuality was the biggest one, I was a nineteen year old closeted gay man, I would say fag but I found that so derogatory, like I was somehow lower than other people. Was I attracted to Father Paul it would be a lie if I said no, but I kept my boundaries with him. Even working out with him I never showered at the rectory, I could not get naked in the priests house.
To say I was a tad uptight would be the understatement of the year, I would go home and shower and of course masturbate thinking of some of the things I had seen Father Paul doing while he worked out. I was nineteen, considered attractive by most, well my Mom thought I was pure perfection one of the most handsome men she had ever seen.
Father Paul came in my office the one day and sat back and stared at me, he was such a handsome man with his black clothing and his white collar, I call it a collar cause it looks like a collar to me. He sat there not saying a word and he did this often, like he came into my office to reflect, to be able to think and not be interrupted.
He got up and shut my office door.
"Billy can we talk? I need to ask you some questions, some really personal questions actually."
"Father you know you can ask me anything and I will tell you the truth."
"Not sure you will be totally honest with me on this Billy."
I sat there and stared at him, what could he possibly want to ask me, that I would not be honest about with him.
"Billy there is talk in the church about you actually, some of your previous classmates are saying things about you and wondering why you are working here in the church if it is true."
I knew it could be only one thing, my fellow classmates loved to call me many nasty names and yes they all had to do with my sexual preferences. I hated the names they called me and the taunting grabbing their crotches and asking if I wanted to suck their penises.
"Billy are you a homosexual?"
"Father you know I will not lie to you, yes I believe I am a homosexual, not openly but I am more attracted to the male form than any and all women. I am sorry Father I should have told you before I started working for you."