An Awaening for Me

Tommy parked in the driveway, his Mom on the street behind my car, we walked in with her and introduced her to my Mom and Dad. She went in the living room with Dad and Tommy, I got drinks for all, beers for Dad and Tommy white wine for her and Mom and myself. Dad ranted and raved about her Son what a great young man he really is.

I sat on the arm of the chair that Tommy was in, he and I held hands, I got up a few times to see if Mom needed help, she told me she was fine. Mrs. Anderson's phone was pinging over and over, her husband wanted to know where she was, she apologized and sent a message that she was at her Son's boyfriends house.

She shut off her phone and went in the kitchen with Mom, the conversation in the living room had turned into car repair and football. I listened in on the conversation with Mom and Sheila, Tommy's Mom. She asked how she took it when she was told her son was a gay, Mom laughed and told her she always knew, and she bet she suspected the same for her own son.

"So your okay with Tommy living here with your Son in the same bed, kissing and holding hands?"

"The other option is I never see my son ever again, he means to much to me for me to cut him out of our lives. He is one of the kindest souls I know, and your Son is such a fine young man, and he treats my son like gold. Watch them you can see the love between these two, this is not a passing thing, these two are soul mates. They even brought myself and my husband back into each others arms, watching the love they share. If you do not embrace them both you will lose them both forever, I love my Son too much to lose him and I can say I love your Son as well and the positive effect he is having on our family."

Sheila was in tears as Mom told her what she really thought, I went in and started to set the table, Mom was busy stirring pots and making sure it was all ready. Dad called and asked for me to bring in more beer. I grabbed two from the fridge and went in to bring them to them, Sheila was behind me and she saw me kiss her son in front of Dad.

She took a seat and sipped on her wine, Tommy got up and went to pee, I went back in the kitchen and she asked Dad if it bothered him that they kissed in front of him.

"Why would it bother me for my Son and his boyfriend to kiss and show affection for each other, my Son and your Son love each other very much, I am not one to be bothered by them being affectionate with each other."

"I only wish my husband could be the same with our Son." Sheila remarked.

A knock at the door, I called for Tommy to get it, he opened the door to his father, they stood there not sure what to say to each other.

"Dad, why are you here?" Tommy asked.

My Dad got up and told Paul to come in, Sheila gave him the eye when he walked into the living room, I went in and asked if he would like a beer or a wine, he chose a beer. Tommy took his seat and his Dad sat by his wife Sheila, Dad knew Paul from high school, they were not best friends but they knew each other.

"So Dad why are you here? You told me you wanted no contact with me anymore, you did not want to be anywhere near your faggot son as you called me to my face." Tommy emotionally told him.

"Paul you asshole did you really say that to your own Son? You son of a bitch? You always were a prick in high school." Dad stated.

My Dad got up while he told Paul what he had to say, he pointed his finger at him as he told him the rest.

"You can get the fuck out of my house right now if you are going to talk to Tommy or my Son or anyone under my roof like that. I so want to punch you in the face right now." Dad uttered his face red and he was so mad.

"Dad calm down please, no one is punching anyone anytime soon, they all need to talk this out." I tried to calm the mood down in the room.

Paul hung his head and started to cry. Tommy said he had never seen his Dad cry ever.

"No Billy your Dad is right, I am an asshole and a son of a bitch and he really should punch me in the face, slap me on the side of my head, knock some sense into me. Son I am so sorry for all I said to you, I love you, your my son, you can be who you are and be with who you like or love in this case. I am sorry to all of you and especially to my wife who has put up with my crap for so many years."

We all sat and did not know what to say.

"Son can you forgive your stupid father and give him a hug?"

Tommy got up and pulled his Dad to his feet, they hugged and introductions were made, Tommy introduced me as his boyfriend, his Dad shook my hand and then pulled me in for a hug, he thanked me for making us see their Son for who he was and how he should still be loved.

"Son can you move back in? Come home Tommy please."

Tommy's Mom pleaded with him to move back in but he told them he preferred to stay with his boyfriend and his family, but we would visit often. We all sat and had dinner, the conversation flowed really well and Tommy and I smiled at each other. His Dad stared at us as we smiled at each other and he was slowly getting used to his Son and me being a couple. Tommy and I did not kiss in front of him he was not ready for any of that yet.

After dinner we all sat while Mom and I cleared the table, we all had drinks then Dad told Tommy and his Dad to come out to the garage. Before he walked out Tommy leaned in and kissed me, a lingering kiss, I was sure for his Dad's sake. Mom, Sheila and I cleaned up and Dad called for me to bring them out a beer.

They of course had the hood of Tommy's car open, I heard Tommy's Dad Paul say he could simply bring it in to a garage and have the work done professionally and he would pay for it. I smiled at Tommy and of course my Dad piped up and said they got great pleasure from doing the repairs themselves. I knew Bob like myself would never understand any of it, but Dad was in heaven his head under the hood of Tommy's car with his Son in law by his side.

Paul and Sheila decided it was time to go home, they had settled everything and wanted to get back home, Sheila had to go to the hotel to pick up her suitcase and check out. Paul gave her this evil grin of sorts and suggested they just spend the night at the hotel. Tommy and I were having some weird effect on our parents, Dad too could not keep his hands off of my Mom, I caught them a few times in the kitchen groping and kissing each other.

We all hugged and Tommy told them we would be by tomorrow for a visit and dinner, it was getting late and Tommy and I wanted to get to bed, we said our good nights and headed down to our room. Tommy pulled me in and had his head on my shoulder, he was in tears, he thanked me for what I had done to repair the relationship with his parents and for being in his life, and that he loves me very very much.

We got into bed and we did not have sex tonight, Tommy needed to be on me holding me close, appreciating me for all I was doing for him. I gently ran my hands over his back and he smiled at me.

"Billy you know that makes me fall asleep don't you?"

"Yes I just might know that, I love having you on me asleep. I love you Tommy."

"Love you too Billy."

He and I soon fast asleep, he mumbled a few times in his sleep, but he also smiled as well as he did mumble whatever he was saying. We both woke to the alarm, he and I still not ready to get up but I forced myself to go up and get us both a coffee. He got up to pee and brush, I went in the bathroom and stood beside him. I had to have one of the most handsome men on this planet, he truly was gorgeous, he smiled at me and asked.

"What?"

I told him if I did tell him what I was thinking it would go straight to his head, he pulled me in to his body and smiled.

"So are you going to tell me or do I have to get it out of you by force?"

"Force wow I like the sounds of that one, will you press me to the wall and spit in my face and call me your little bitch?"

He laughed uncontrollably.

"No Billy I thought maybe I could start by kissing you then abruptly stop, suck your cock for a second then stop, Play with your ass then yet again stop, maybe even spank you."

"I like the idea of spanking me but my parents are right above us so till we are on our own, there will be no spanking Mister."

We showered and went to school, prom was this weekend Tommy and I would go get our suits for the occasion. After school he and I went to get them and we ended up picking the same suits, he looked so amazing in his suit. We got ready on the night of and came up to my parents both smiling at us both, of course Mom had to take a hundred pictures of us both.

I got them in the pic with Tommy, then some with all four of us, we would go by his parents house before we went to prom. His Mom had the door wide open and invited us in, we had a glass of wine, Tommy and his Dad a beer. We again took a hundred pics, then we were on our way, his Mom made a comment before we left and told me to tell my Mom that she too saw it in us both and that she would know what she was talking about.

We had an amazing night, Tommy visited with his friends for a bit, while I visited with my friends, he came and got me to slow dance with him. He took me to the middle of the floor and pulled me in for a kiss, then he pulled me in tight to his body. We danced most of the night away, they did the crowning of the king and queen. It was Jessica and Jimmy, and no Tommy and I were not even considered, but many said we should be.

Our grad was amazing Tommy and I would be in the same university, we would rent a small one bedroom apartment, our parents helping us out. Tommy's relationship with his Mom and Dad now so much stronger than ever before, and they both welcomed me with open arms. He and I would finish university at the same time and both find awesome careers in both our fields.

Tommy would ask me to marry him after a few months out of university, we would have a small wedding, and we decided to have two children. A boy and a girl, he and I never strayed, I had him why would I look elsewhere? He still lays on me at night and I feel weird when he is not in bed with me at night now. Tommy became a respected family physician, I would work in finance, I would become the stay at home Daddy.

I love him more today than I did yesterday, he can make me smile by the least little thing, life for us both is amazing. Our proud grandparents on both sides tend to overly spoil our children, but they are allowed. Tommy fathered our son Michael, and I fathered our daughter Michelle. We saw our kids graduate and marry.

His Mom pass away and my Dad died of cancer, Dad was so cute he had to have Tommy and his wife at his side. Dad loved both of our kids but he favored Mikey as he called him, he and Tommy still in the garage when we went for dinner. I was still called to bring them beer, the one time I did bring them beer, Tommy always kissed me but this time Dad pulled me in and held me tight, he told me he loved me very very much and he was very proud of me.

I of course cried, Tommy pulled me in and held me as me and my Dad hugged it out, Mom and Tommy's Dad spent a lot of time with us both, they loved to be with their grandkids and they both were lonely without their better halves. They started to go out on a few dates but felt it was weird or wrong, Tommy and I told them both to enjoy each other, they just were not allowed to marry each other, cause then it would be really awkward situation.

Tommy and I and our two kids enjoyed life with each other, our kids grew up way to quickly, they both attended university, married and both had grandchildren for us to spoil. As we both get older I still see him like the young man that had me pinned to the locker in high school his hands laced into mine, his eyes locked into my own, he and I can lock eyes with each other and get lost in the moment.

This drove our kids crazy, but they too saw the love between us, he really is an incredible man, he still talks of the time he spent with my Dad under the hood of that Camaro. It always brings back the memories of Dad telling me to get back in the house with my mother. Mom passed away one night in her sleep, Paul was at her side, they had moved in with each other, Mom sold her house and moved in with Paul.

A few months later Paul passed away as well, he would pass in the hospital with us holding his hands, he told Tommy he loved him very much as he did for me as well. Tommy and I travelled once our house was empty and it was just us two, most days now that we both retired we lay in bed and he gets on top of me and lays his head on my chest and I gently rub his back and head.

This is the thing I miss the most now that Tommy has passed on, our kids keep in close contact with me, but I miss my man so much. I will sign out for now, telling you about Tommy and I takes a lot out of me, so many times I had to stop writing to cry. Looking at my man's pictures, pictures of our parents, and of Tommy and my Dad under the hood of that car makes me cry every time.

Looking at the pictures of us in our suits for prom, the pictures of us dancing at prom brings it all back like it was yesterday. I wake up many times remembering how he always slept on my chest, I hold a pillow to my chest but it is not the same. His looks at me and his kiss is what I miss so much, I am ready to go, but I wait till it is my time.

I love you Tommy very very much, I miss you Babe.

Love Billy.