This is the second in a series of first-person stories of a shy, small town boy discovering his bisexual side later in life. Not all experiences are "sexy" as unexpected emotions and reactions are uncovered during the events that unfold.
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Online personals - my second experience.
Six months after my initial bookstore experience and the memory is still vivid. Despite its awkward beginning, middle and end, my desire to fully experience another man's cock continues to grow. The event plays over and over in my mind and I eventually find courage to try again.
After investigating a few online personals sites I take the leap and post an ad. In addition to the typical stats, I share that I'm inexperienced and open to try new things.
The anticipation and excitement I get from posting and responding to ads is surprising. Each one is a potential fantasy fulfilled.
I wade through a lot of posts, responding to those I think are a good match. I have a few exchanges that fizzle or simply go nowhere but ultimately make a connection.
We exchange a few body photos and finally agree to meet at a local landmark. An hour later my heart is pounding as I arrive and park in the appointed area. I nervously survey my surroundings. Anticipating every vehicle pulling into the parking lot and wondering "is that him".
I see someone approaching on foot and as they get closer I consider that maybe he lives close and is on foot. Before I can finish the thought he is beside the vehicle, opens the passenger door and slides into the seat. The door closes and again my mind starts racing as this suddenly becomes real.
In messaging back and forth we hadn't exchanged face photos, adding to what my mind is already struggling to process. He is slim, around my age but with a few hard miles. As he greets me I notice he is missing a front tooth.