A mild bit of editing and combining two chapters. Parallel to real folks but for entertainment purposes only.
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Carey:
I took off during the two hour lunch of the quarterback camp to be by myself and have some time to think. I sat in the corner of LSU's third cafeteria pretending to read but I really wasn't. 'I didn't mean to have it go this far,' I sighed. 'I don't-what are you feeling, Carey? You can't be having actual feelings for them. Pray, pray and maybe it'll become a bit clearer.' Truth was, I doubted it would for the first time in my life but my faith in God was too absolute to not try.
I was mid way through asking God's forgiveness for laying with another man when I heard footsteps and opened an eye. "Well, can't sneak up on you, can I?" Edward Collins said and gestured at the seat opposite of me. "Taken?"
"No, no Mr. Collins, go ahead," I offered, forcing myself not to wince or otherwise make it apparent I was not in the mood to talk. 'Accept all, just like you accept Christ in your heart,' I reminded myself but honestly, it was hard. After putting his foot in my rear end 45-10 during the playoffs, he tried to appear gracious but came off instead as, "Atta boy, maybe next time kid" and I didn't appreciate it. I'd never say anything out loud to anyone but I didn't like that in the least. I was an adult, maybe not as good as Ed, maybe never will be but as I man I was his equal. He didn't treat me like that.
"Thanks," he said, sliding in and re-tying his hair up into a pony tail. "Mighty hot out there."
"There's a heatwave all over. I think only Seattle is safe," I said, attempting to smile, toying with my water. "Is there something I can do for you?"
The look on Ed's face was similar to Richard's but more...dark. I couldn't place it exactly but it made me uncomfortable. "Oh, just wondering how you were doing. We'll be seeing each other a fair bit now," he reminded me. "Which I feel you should know about the Games we play. It's only right for me to tell you."
I wouldn't lie but I feigned ignorance by tilting my head like a confused dog which made him grin. "You telling me Richard sent you out of Denver without letting you know? He's getting sloppy in his old age," Ed snickered.
I frowned. I didn't like the way he said that but what could I do about it? 'Maybe they have some history but I'm not going to sit here and let him talk about Richard like that.'
"Mr. Williams did inform me of...a Game. Handed me a book with the Rules which I read and signed," I said carefully. "My name is in the Non-Members column and I don't start. I'm not eligible for betting." It's true, it was. I had invoked Trust and therefore only had David, Richard, and the conflict between them and my Faith to worry about. So I wasn't lying, I was just omitting a vital piece of information.
Ed didn't stop smiling. "You know, last year the East was the only division that every quarterback participated. If your first string Mark happens to go down or he just is quite frankly awful...you would break that," he said almost nonchalantly.
I bit down on my anger, swallowing. "I have other obligations to powers bigger than some game or the league," I said firmly and he shrugged.
"What's your faith worth? Four games against myself?" Ed offered quietly. "I just happen to have four of the worst games of my life against you, what would that do for you, your image?"
"I wouldn't have earned it so nothing tangible. Look, I appreciate-I think-the offer but I can't," I said, standing. "If you can't understand it, can you at least respect it?" For a second, Ed looked like I hit a nerve but the smugness was back almost instantly like an armor. He stood and leaned in close, smelling like cologne and to the outside world it probably looked like he was telling me a secret. I knew he intended the movement to seduce but all it did was make me more angry.
"Respect is earned, not given. I'll see you around, Carey. Sooner than you think, actually," Ed muttered and I walked past him, not responding to the comment. I didn't intend to bait him and I wasn't scared of him. I was only scared of the fallout that could and more than likely would happen.
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Richard:
When David finished his camp, I flew to New York under the pretense of a foundation fund raiser so I had at least four days to give the receivers a break from me and me a break from football. I scared some of the younger ones with my...intensity but I expected nothing but the best because I gave nothing but the best. Terrible habit.
I had to break some of them out of calling me "sir" though-I was intense but I wasn't a geriatric. Sadly, I had some rust, unacceptable amounts of rust, and I practiced so hard that my trainers were worried I might tear something or mess with the surgeries I had but I couldn't stop.
Carey and David sat upstairs, talking in what looked like a serious conversation and I started to back up to give them some time when David saw me. "Richard, what's up?" he said and I walked in, scratching the back of my head.
"I don't want to interrupt anything," I said softly. Carey looked a bit confused, my brother mildly panicked and I got the jist immediately. 'So he went there. Poor kid. Not kid, adult. He's a grown man,' I mused sadly, sitting on a stool at the bar. The thought crossed my mind that this might happen but I didn't think it actually would.
The backup quarterback appeared strong in his faith but I knew then we were eroding parts of it every time we had an encounter. I felt a bit bad at that but his relationship was God was just that: his relationship. It wasn't my place to tell him what he should and shouldn't do. I always gave him an out and I meant it every time; if he said "stop", my hands and lips would not touch him.
"No, it's cool, everything ok?" David asked, standing but not before giving Carey a pat on the shoulder, walking to the fridge.
I slouched against the counter, a posture I had been warned against due to my neck but it was another habit I knew I wasn't going to give up soon. "Yeah, got in twenty minutes ago. How was camp? Learned a lot, you two?"