***Warning: this story includes incest and non-consensual sexual activity. I always welcome comments.
My older brother still sleepwalks apparently. Yep. He's standing at the foot of my bed in his tighty-whities with his right testicle peeking out.
Has that dazed, sleepwalking look on his face, as light from the motel parking lot shines through the curtains.
I haven't witnessed him sleepwalking in years. Holy shit.
I know what I'm supposed to do. Have done it a ton of times. Gently guide him safely to bed, trying not to wake him up - since, waking sleepwalkers is hard to do and it can freak them out. Returning to bed prevents them from picking up things, pissing in the corner, searching for food. Or going outside, heaven forbid.
But I'm still buzzing from our night of drinking and catching up. Laying here with an erection, staring at the bulge in my brother's underwear. Delaying action.
Thinking about leaning over to sniff his crotch, even. And maybe lick that peeping testicle.
What the fuck?
This is your brother, man. He's straight. He's married. And he would feel so freakin' pissed and betrayed if he ever found out you fondled him while he was sleepwalking. Don't be an impulsive perv.
But.
Sigh.
I can see the hairs sprouting out of his testicle. And the head of his penis shaping a ridge in the cloth.
I can see the hairs beneath the band of his briefs climbing up to his belly button.
I notice his manly hands hanging at his side, arm covered in tattoos. I spot a train, a wolf, some kind of bird, and an old ship.
I can see his barbell nipple piercing and dark armpit hair.
The light spread of chest hair amidst a constellation of freckles.
His stubbled adam's apple and slightly open lips.
That long hair resting on his shoulders.
Ay caramba.
Just gently guide him back to bed and go to sleep! You have a big hike tomorrow, anyway.
Do the right thing.
But.
But...
His penis.
It's so close to me. It's just sittin there on top of his balls. All soft and quiet. Saying 'hello'. Can't I say 'hello' back? In my own special way?
He wouldn't know.
There's no harm in just sniffing it, right? Like, he's just standing there. It'd be over in two seconds!
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I'm still tipsy, I realize.
We had a really good time today. Ya see, he lives out of state, so we do an outdoorsy vacation together once a year. This year we're at Joshua Tree National Park and are staying at some mom-and-pop motel right off the freeway. We hiked all day and relaxed into the evening with some beer and good conversation.
We were both sitting on our separate beds, updating each other on how the year's been going with rock music playing from his phone.
He got up to go piss and I heard his loud stream of urine pour into the toilet as a new song began.
"Dude," he shouted, "I now have a few gray pubes."
He flushed and walked out.
"Really? You're, like, 32."
"I know!"
He didn't wash his hands, which pleased me, because those hands were touching his dick.
Unexpectedly, he tugged down his sweatpants a little to show a glimpse of his bush.
"See?"
Whoa, there. My bro's pubes. I leaned in to get a look, acting nonchalant.
"Oh shit, yeah."
He then hid it away.
"I'm cool with a couple, bro, but I'm not ready to go full blown gray, ya know."
I liked that he felt comfortable enough to show me his bush. Even though he knows that I'm bi and enjoy men sometimes.
We're brothers. We both have penises, so it's no big deal.
He sat back down and swigged some beer.
"How's married life going," I asked.
"Umm... me and Blair are doin' pretty good. She's doing well at her new job, which is cool. Been fixing up the backyard 'n stuff together."
"Nice."
He took another sip.
"Not having as much sex as I'd like, but...."
"Oh, yeah?"
"I mean, I don't have to, like, have as much sex as I did when I was 22, though, right?"
"Sure."
"And, like, we get down, of course. But... I just have to jerk off a lot in between." He laughed.
"Nothin' wrong with that. We're guys. We jerk off."
I glanced at his groin instinctively, and then met his eyes. Damn, he noticed.
I mentally return to the present moment, staring at my brother standing there in the dark. I know what my options are.
And I make my choice.
I lean to the edge of the bed and bend over to smell his crotch, as close to his flashing testicle as possible.
A smirk curls on my lips.
It's pretty ripe, in all honesty, because he didn't shower after the hike.
But I like the smell of a man's genitals after he's been active.
I could stop here, of course.
But I linger near his waist.
I lean in closer for another whiff, letting the tip of my nose poke his bulge. My nose slides across his underwear and finds the exposed testicle. And gently presses into his scrotum.
He doesn't stir.