***Warning: this story includes incest and non-consensual sexual activity. I always welcome comments.
My older brother still sleepwalks apparently. Yep. He's standing at the foot of my bed in his tighty-whities with his right testicle peeking out.
Has that dazed, sleepwalking look on his face, as light from the motel parking lot shines through the curtains.
I haven't witnessed him sleepwalking in years. Holy shit.
I know what I'm supposed to do. Have done it a ton of times. Gently guide him safely to bed, trying not to wake him up - since, waking sleepwalkers is hard to do and it can freak them out. Returning to bed prevents them from picking up things, pissing in the corner, searching for food. Or going outside, heaven forbid.
But I'm still buzzing from our night of drinking and catching up. Laying here with an erection, staring at the bulge in my brother's underwear. Delaying action.
Thinking about leaning over to sniff his crotch, even. And maybe lick that peeping testicle.
What the fuck?
This is your brother, man. He's straight. He's married. And he would feel so freakin' pissed and betrayed if he ever found out you fondled him while he was sleepwalking. Don't be an impulsive perv.
But.
Sigh.
I can see the hairs sprouting out of his testicle. And the head of his penis shaping a ridge in the cloth.
I can see the hairs beneath the band of his briefs climbing up to his belly button.
I notice his manly hands hanging at his side, arm covered in tattoos. I spot a train, a wolf, some kind of bird, and an old ship.
I can see his barbell nipple piercing and dark armpit hair.
The light spread of chest hair amidst a constellation of freckles.
His stubbled adam's apple and slightly open lips.
That long hair resting on his shoulders.
Ay caramba.
Just gently guide him back to bed and go to sleep! You have a big hike tomorrow, anyway.
Do the right thing.
But.
But...
His penis.
It's so close to me. It's just sittin there on top of his balls. All soft and quiet. Saying 'hello'. Can't I say 'hello' back? In my own special way?
He wouldn't know.
There's no harm in just sniffing it, right? Like, he's just standing there. It'd be over in two seconds!
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I'm still tipsy, I realize.
We had a really good time today. Ya see, he lives out of state, so we do an outdoorsy vacation together once a year. This year we're at Joshua Tree National Park and are staying at some mom-and-pop motel right off the freeway. We hiked all day and relaxed into the evening with some beer and good conversation.
We were both sitting on our separate beds, updating each other on how the year's been going with rock music playing from his phone.
He got up to go piss and I heard his loud stream of urine pour into the toilet as a new song began.
"Dude," he shouted, "I now have a few gray pubes."
He flushed and walked out.
"Really? You're, like, 32."
"I know!"
He didn't wash his hands, which pleased me, because those hands were touching his dick.
Unexpectedly, he tugged down his sweatpants a little to show a glimpse of his bush.
"See?"
Whoa, there. My bro's pubes. I leaned in to get a look, acting nonchalant.
"Oh shit, yeah."
He then hid it away.
"I'm cool with a couple, bro, but I'm not ready to go full blown gray, ya know."
I liked that he felt comfortable enough to show me his bush. Even though he knows that I'm bi and enjoy men sometimes.
We're brothers. We both have penises, so it's no big deal.
He sat back down and swigged some beer.
"How's married life going," I asked.
"Umm... me and Blair are doin' pretty good. She's doing well at her new job, which is cool. Been fixing up the backyard 'n stuff together."
"Nice."
He took another sip.
"Not having as much sex as I'd like, but...."
"Oh, yeah?"
"I mean, I don't have to, like, have as much sex as I did when I was 22, though, right?"
"Sure."
"And, like, we get down, of course. But... I just have to jerk off a lot in between." He laughed.
"Nothin' wrong with that. We're guys. We jerk off."
I glanced at his groin instinctively, and then met his eyes. Damn, he noticed.
I mentally return to the present moment, staring at my brother standing there in the dark. I know what my options are.
And I make my choice.
I lean to the edge of the bed and bend over to smell his crotch, as close to his flashing testicle as possible.
A smirk curls on my lips.
It's pretty ripe, in all honesty, because he didn't shower after the hike.
But I like the smell of a man's genitals after he's been active.
I could stop here, of course.
But I linger near his waist.
I lean in closer for another whiff, letting the tip of my nose poke his bulge. My nose slides across his underwear and finds the exposed testicle. And gently presses into his scrotum.
He doesn't stir.
Still sleeping.
"Dan," I quietly ask. "You awake?"
No response.
Phew.
My brother's an attractive guy. I came to really appreciate this when he was in college, drumming in a local alt-rock band. We shared the basement for almost a year and got pretty close. I played video games a lot, while he practiced playing drums. Or smoked cigarettes and talked to me about music, politics, girls. Whatever.
Sometimes when he woke up and headed upstairs to get ready for classes, I'd be lying in bed with my eyes half-closed and would see his morning wood bulging from his boxers. And would think that was kinda hot. Hoping one day it'd slip out of the fly of his undies. But I never got to see his meat.
One time when he was out late one night I spied around his corner of the basement. Snooping for nothing in particular. Underneath the bed I spotted a used condom. Bright green. With a wad of his semen clustered at the tip. I just stared at it.
At the glove that held my bro's dick while he moved in and out of a woman's vagina. His creamy seed was just sittin' there.
One might think it's kinda gross, but I picked it up and held it up to my face to look at it more closely. Feeling the slipperiness of the latex.
I pinched the tip and felt his cum slush around. His potent, snotty cum.
Whoa.
Once I realized I had a stiffy, I stretched the used condom onto my shaft and started masturbating with it. Jerking myself off as my brother's cold semen spread across my erection.
It felt so good.
And naughty.
Just tugging at myself thinking of his morning boner.
Thinking of him in his sleeveless Metallica T-shirt. Playing drums with his legs spread apart.
Mmm, yeah. Danny, Danny, Danny.
I came pretty quickly after I started. Shot my own seed rapidly into the condom, mixing it with his.
I wrung out as much of my cum as I could into his condom, and noticed how much fuller it looked.
Then gently returned it to where I found it on the ground.
So that when he eventually found it to throw away, he'd be holding both of our semen together.
Maybe he'd take note of how much jizz was inside it. Maybe he wouldn't. Who cares.
All I know is that it made me feel even more connected to my brother.
It's this memory that I'm recalling now as my nose is poking into my brother's underwear during tonight's sleepwalking episode.
I look closely at his testicle and take a soft lick of its wrinkly flesh. And get a taste of his body. My tongue feels its warmth and takes another lick - this time longer, smooshing across a few ball hairs. Ending with a soft kiss.
Damn, that was nice.
I could stop here, of course.
Yeah. That thought does cross my mind.
But.
I can't seem to, you see.
He's sleepwalking and has no idea any of this is happening.
So, I quietly get out of bed, get on my knees, and slowly pull his underwear down.
Releasing his flaccid cock and big balls.