Rise, fall; rise, fall. This was usually when inspiration came to meâwhen I was riding a man's cock. It wasn't working today, though. Inspiration wasn't coming. Guido, an Italian-American hunk, even at fifty,
was
coming, however. The coming of Guido was well worth working for. I reclined back, grasping his knees, and continued rising and fall on his shaft as he grasped my waist between his hands, huffed, and with jerks, rhythmic squeezing of his hands on my waist, and low gasps, came again, and again, and yet again, filling out the bulb of the condom.
"Oh, shit; oh, fuck, you come big," I exclaimed at the event, to his pleasure and my own satisfaction.
It would have been more satisfying, of course, if he'd been barebacking me, but our relationship, as close as it was, wasn't that committed. One of us, at least, took it where we could get it. I strongly suspected Guido did as well.
Guido, a stage performance producer, mostly of gay male plays and of an all-male Hell's Kitchen permanent musical revue, Guys and More Guys, was virile and a champion producer of cum. I didn't lie to him about that. What was it, four blasts? I can only imagine how that would have felt if he hadn't been sheathed. It was almost worth the risk to find out.
Some things Italians do best. Fucking is one of those. Guido Coursu, the man I lived with in our West 51st Street Manhattan apartment he paid for, had a very nice cock and he was body beautiful for a half-century man. He'd kept his trim and his hair, not to mention his tanned body and his erection.
When Guido had come, I remained straddling his hips and leaning back, grasping his knees, focusing on him going flaccid inside me with the promise that he'd rise again, while he took my erection in hand and stroked me off. I strained for inspiration. This often was when it came, in a flash of full-imaged imagination. In addition to being a men's fashion model, I was the designer of Guido's Guys and More Guys musical routines, including composing the music. We needed a new review to start rehearsing for our October show. This was usually when we did something weird and wild, something witching, but the inspiration wasn't coming.
He raised his muscular chest, swirls of salt and pepper hair matting his pecs and trailing down his sternum into his pubes; encircled my torso with one arm while keeping his other hand between us, jacking my cock; and brought his full, sensual lips to mine. I thought I wanted to bring myself off, but he wouldn't let me going, holding me in thrall and stroking, stroking, stroking. I accepted that he was going to finish me and, with a sigh and a low moan, gave myself over to his relentless hand. Italians were such passionate people. I dug my fingernails into his shoulders, rocked my pelvis against his stroking hand, and felt him hardening inside me again.
"Oh, shit, Guido. I'm going to blow. Yessss." Releasing, I collapsed in his arms. Then I couldn't help myself. "Do me again," I whimpered. He was, after all, hard inside me again.
Guido was all the lover I could ever want, not that I left it there. He needed me to design a review set for him. I tried to bring music up into my brain, to get inspiration for a review from this fuck, but it wasn't coming. It wasn't just lust. I needed him to be pumping me to pull of the cadence that gave me the beat to construct the reviews on.
He pulled away from my lips and moved them to my right ear.
"You're not done. You have more to give me." He didn't stop pumping my cock with his hand, and his hips were beginning to move again. There would be another fuck.
"You're so nice, Mark," he whispered. "So sexy, so young, such a beautiful body. And you give it all to me."
"Do me, Guido. Pull it out of me," I begged. He needn't know it was inspiration I wanted him to pull out of me more than another ejaculation. With me, coming with a man, with a variety of men, wasn't as important and fulfilling as images of stage productions were. Art was on a higher plane with me than sex was. Having a man's cock inside me had become commonplace.
October. Halloween. Something witchery. Swirling witch boys in the dark forest. Walpurgis Night. No, that's in the spring, I think. But the mood of it. Swirling witchery.
Guido was doing what he liked best, holding me immobile, his cock possessing me and throbbing, me begging for it to move inside me, but Guido holding, because, in the throes of my passion, he wasn't finished with what he wanted to say.
"I wish you didn't have to go to Africa."
"It's the job, Guido. I won't be gone long."
"I wish it wasn't with Jean-Phillipe. He's such a letch."
"I can handle Jean-Phillipe." What I couldn't do was to tell Guido how Jean-Phillipe, the fashion photographer, handled me as he liked. It was what I had to do for him for me to get photo shoots with him, but I would have opened my legs and elevated my pelvis for Jean-Phillipe anyway. I wasn't very good about keeping my legs closed, and Frenchmen were consummate lovers too. And a handsome hunk with a big dick was fine with me. What I needed to do now, though, was to gain inspiration for a stage review for Guido. And I needed to come for him. He had started to slow pump me again. I had been running the edge and was ready to explode.
"Oh, shit, Guido. Oh, fuck. I'm coming again."
He tightened his embrace of me, possessed my lips with his again, forced his tongue in, stroked me more forcefully, and, with a shudder and then another one, I shot another load up between our bellies. He knew me so well. He knew I had another load.