Cum was still on my face and as I looked round at my friends. It hit me there and then that I had to take this further. Over the next few weeks I had to progress this to giving a blow job, and then work my way to having full anal sex with one or all of these boys. My interest in me being jerked off, sucked off or even giving an ass pounding was nil. My sexual preference regarding men had just been set and it seamed to be 100% bottom. My interests in porno had also changed considerably. No longer did I put my self in the role of the hung stud when fantasizing along with the sex scenes. I was the air headed slut, putting every available cock into her willing body and moaning with pleasure; until with a beaming smile hot streams of cum are pumped on and into her used up body. That's what I wanted. No needed.
The very next day as usual we converged on my bedroom. After my star turn with Scott the day before, Jason was quick to praise me on my effort and spotted how much I had enjoyed beating off another man. He then pretty much told me it was his turn today, in a way that said there is no choice, just do it. Shit! My dream was coming to life on its own. Jason took total charge of me, which made it all the more turn on for me, as I was being treated like the porn starlets in the movies. I was grabbed firmly on the shoulders by Jason and pushed down on to my knees. I looked up to him as he unbuckled his belt and dropped his jeans down to his ankles. He then grabbed my arm and moved my hand to his already ridged member. 'come on Paul jerk that bad boy'. He said looking round too the others with a hint of over confidence in his voice and a touch of evil in his eyes. After about 5 strokes of his astonishingly beautiful penis I stopped and took a deep breath. The urge I had to slip the tip of his dick between my lips had filled me with desire. There was no other option. It had to be done. I couldn't go on without it any more and I think I would have forever hated myself if I didn't do it. I saw the glisten of pre-cum in the eye of his penis and moved in to kiss it off. As my mouth touched Jason's cock I felt his hand slowly sweep round my face to my chin. He gently raised my face to look me in the eyes. I starred back at him with big doe eyes just like the girls in the porno's. He nodded at me and bit his lip with anticipation, knowing I was game for sucking him off. All eyes were now fixed on me and what I was about to do. I wanted it so bad, my whole body yearned for it and I knew this was the true chance of a lifetime to make it happen. I didn't care that 3 other guys were watching me, nor did I care that what I was doing was performing a homosexual act on a friend and was almost certainly going to force this further until my lust for pleasuring men is satisfied if it ever will be.
I broke my eye contact with Jason and opened wide and without any hesitation took him into my mouth and wrapped my lips fully around him. The taste was sublime and it felt so good on my tongue. I moaned with true satisfaction and the highest level of pleasure I had ever felt. Jason placed a hand gently on the back of my head and forced me down onto his shaft until I gagged. Then pulled out of me and softly slapped his spit soaked cock on my cheeks. I looked back up at him with my doe eyed look again, pining for his cock to be slipped back in my mouth. As he slapped his tool over me and rubbed the big purple head around my face he broke the silence that was in the air. 'you like this don't you' he said before pushing as far down my throat as he could the pulling out just as I gagged. This couldn't get better, he was doing me like a porn star and treating me like a slut, and he knew I was getting off on this more than he was. My eyes welled up and tears ran down my face from gagging on his dick, but he could see I was hungry for him. He took his hands away from my head and put them both behind his head and proudly said 'come on bitch make me cum'. I jumped straight to it sucking him as if my life depended on it. My hands reached round him and grabbed his ass as I took great pleasure in blowing him. All looked on in amazement, as he reached boiling point and his body began to jolt. Then it happened. He just let it go in my mouth. I swallowed all I could and any that dribbled from my mouth I quickly scooped back in. I wanted every last drop. If I was going to be treated like a whore porn starlet I was going to act like one. Totally spent Jason fell back on my bed. I turned to Steve and told him he was next and not to be gentle with me, make me feel like a dirty whore. Trust me he did.
After about 3 weeks of giving head to the boys on an almost daily basis and a little practice on myself I progressed into letting them give me full anal. But I will have to save that for my next story, if any one wants to hear it.