My New Neighbor 07

My day was difficult. I had a hard time getting into my normal routine. I was extremely distracted by the morning sex. I wanted to get some relief really badly. I knew I couldn't and also that I couldn't ask. Jim had made that perfectly clear. The next couple of months followed the same pattern. We worked out together every other day and Jim would finish our routine by getting a blowjob. Often it was very forceful and demanding. Or he would pose in front of his mirror while I was on my knees trying to keep his cock in my mouth while he flexed. We would have dinner a time or two each week and usually finish with us on the couch with a more languid session of sucking his cock. He didn't invite me to stay over again though. One Sunday morning we were having coffee and relaxing after a workout and blowjob and Jim looked at me.

"Tell me, how are you doing with all this," Jim asked.

I looked a little confused.

"How do you feel about our relationship and the sex and all of that," he said.

I had to pause for a moment. I hadn't expected this conversation.

"Ok, I guess. I mean I feel comfortable and am enjoying our time together. I really want that to continue. I haven't thought much about what it means. I want it to continue."

"What about the sex?" he asked.

I was flustered. Somehow I hadn't really been thinking about "what" we did. It was just this peculiar experiment I was in. It felt really confusing to talk about.

"I guess I really like some of it," I lamely replied.

"What does that mean?" he asked sharply.

"Am I free to talk about anything?" I asked.

"Yes."

I took a deep breath.

"I really love sucking your cock. I like making you cum, I like when you are demanding and use my mouth. I love when you lose control during orgasm."

"It sounds like there is a "but" in there," Jim said.

I nodded.

"but I hate this cage. I haven't been out of it in months. I can't get hard, I can't cum. I don't get any pleasure. Some nights I toss and turn for hours. It's not as bad as it was at first, but it's really difficult to be locked up all the time."

Jim smiled.

"I know. That makes me so hard to hear that."

I didn't know what to say to that.

"Locking you up and controlling you is a big turn on for me. Knowing that you are so frustrated and uncomfortable is what I like."

Jim opened his robe and I could see him get hard again. It had been maybe half an hour since he came in my mouth but he was getting another erection. He closed his robe again.

"The way to handle your frustration is to suck my cock more often," he said.

"How does that help me," I asked.

"Eventually my orgasm will become your pleasure. Your body rhythm with sync with mine and you'll learn to be satisfied."

I couldn't believe what he was saying. It must have showed on my face.

"I've seen it happen," Jim said.

We were both silent for a bit. I refilled our coffee cups and we moved to the couch.

"There are two things I want to talk about with you," Jim said.

I waited.

"There are things I want to do, but they cross your boundaries. I want to discuss them and see if you want to try them."

"What do you want?" I asked.

"First, you said you wanted this to be just between us. A private experiment for you."

I nodded.

"I have to travel for work next week. I'll be gone Tuesday to Friday. I finish in Minneapolis. I have some friends there who I haven't seen in a while. I thought you could pick me up at the convention center in the afternoon and we could visit my friends for the weekend."

"Do you mean as a couple?" I asked.

"Yes."

My initial response was "hell no". But I didn't say that. I thought about it. Jim and I had been doing whatever this was for most of the winter. Maybe visiting people would clarify to me what I was doing.

"Do I have to answer right now?" I asked.

"No. But soon. I need to finalize my travel."

I nodded.

"What's the other thing?" I asked.

"I want to fuck you," Jim said.

I shook my head vigorously. I couldn't imagine him doing that. I was scared of the idea.

"I know that is your boundary," Jim said. "When we started this, I know I said I mostly prefer oral. And that is true. But sometimes I need to fuck someone. I need to bend someone over and fuck their ass hard. I'm at that point. I need to fuck someone soon. I'd prefer it to be you, honestly. But if you can't do it then I need to find someone who can."

"Do you mean you want to stop what we are doing?" I asked. I was scared of that.

"No. I want to continue. But I need a piece of ass. You've been with women in your life. You must know what I mean. Blowjobs are awesome, but sometimes you need to take someone. You need to get on top of someone and dominate them. You need to take what you want. I need that. I need to fuck someone. I want to fuck you, but I understand if you can't."

"I don't want you to fuck someone else," I whispered.

Jim seemed to soften a little.

"I know this is a boundary and you are clearly struggling with it. I don't need an answer right away but within a couple weeks."

I nodded.

"How are you feeling right now," he asked.

"I'm okay. It's a lot to think about."

Jim pulled me close on the couch and gave me a long hug. I looked up at him and he kissed me gently. Then he opened his robe again and I looked down and he was really hard.

"Suck my cock, boy."

I got on my knees in front of him. I started by kissing his balls and was slowly working my way up his shaft with kisses and licks when he grabbed my head with one hand and his cock with the other and shoved it into my mouth.

"Suck me, bitch," he growled.

Jim let go of my head and leaned back.

"Show me what you've learned. Make me cum you fucking cocksucker."

I had never seen Jim like this before. He was usually demanding and forceful, but not like this. I decided to go hard and fast on the blowjob. I bobbed up and down and quickly as I could. I sucked as hard as I could. I squeezed his balls and pumped his shaft with my hands while I sucked the head. I did everything I knew he liked. Jim talked throughout the blowjob. His head was back on the head rest and his hands were resting by his thighs. He kept talking about how much he wanted to fuck me and how good my mouth felt on his cock. I could feel his excitement building. Soon he sat up and grabbed my head with both hands. He stopped me from going up and down.

"Look at me," he said in a guttural voice.

I rolled my eyes up so I could look at him.

We kept eye contact and he held my head like it was in a vice. He was barely moving his cock at all. Just tiny little movements. He was gasping for breath. He was keeping himself right on the edge of coming.

"I want to fuck you.....watching your ass naked all the time keeps me hard....."

I could taste precum.

"I need to fuck you hard......."

Jim stopped for a moment. He had almost cum but he stopped. I could see in his eyes how hard it was for him. He was so close but he wasn't letting himself. His breathing slowed a little and he started moving his cock slowly again. He was deep in my mouth and his head was bumping against my throat. It was a struggle for me not to gag or pull away. And it was obviously a struggle for him not to cum.

"I want to cum in your ass......."

"I want to take your virginity......"

"God I love your mouth......"

Again Jim had to stop. I really wasn't doing anything anymore. I couldn't move my head. Jim's hands kept me from moving at all. Jim was barely moving except for his cock. He kept talking about how much he wanted to fuck my ass and bend me over and things like that. He said I was never getting out the cage and that I better get used to being a cocksucker. Finally he couldn't take it anymore his body convulsed. He came what seemed like forever and just collapsed back onto the couch. As soon as he released my head I leaned back and took deep breaths. He had edged himself for a long time and I was cramping all over. It was also my second blowjob in maybe two hours. My jaw was sore, the back of my throat was sore, my knees were sore and emotionally I was a bit wrung out. Jim took a long time to recover too. Finally he sat up and pulled me up onto the couch.

"Let's go take a nap,' he said.

We snoozed for an hour or so. It was getting late in the afternoon and Jim had some calls to make. I went home and thought about the day. I was nervous about both things he had asked me and I was also a little freaked out about how intense he was in the second blowjob. If I agreed, would he be that overwhelming? It was scary, but also exciting. And what about never being released from the cage? I definitely didn't like that idea, but I wanted to continue with Jim. Finally, at bed time I texted Jim and said I would meet him in Minneapolis on Friday. I was nervous about that but thought it would be okay. After all, it was a town 4 hours away. I didn't think I would see anyone I knew there.