First off, I am a 33 year old, orally bi man. I have girlfriend and a pretty good life, but sometimes I have a growing urge to suck off another guy. I push it down and usually just jerk off, but occasionally the urge becomes overwhelming, nd it's while I am overwhelmed that I have found that I have taken very well to a sub role, even if it was not planned.
I was on a gay chat site again that day. My cock was out, I had some straight blowjob porn on the tv and I was just looking around. It had probably been months since I last gave another man head. It seemed like forever. I saw the usual selection of guys online. I've spoken to most of them at one time or another, had only actually ever met up with one. A new profile caught my eyes. It was of a 24 year old kid, obviously in athletic shape from the shirtless picture he had in his profile. I figured I'd see what he was up to so I sent him an email.
Bascially I just told him that I'm a masculine guy, with a girlfriend, and that I tend to get into sucking cock from time to time. I told him if he wanted to chat and maybe hookup to get back at me. I waited a few minutes, continuing to stroke to the facials on screen, then I received a response.
"Masculine men do not suck dick, even if it is from time to time."
It was not the usual response I had received from similiar emails. I wasn't sure what to do. I looked over his profile again, then I re-read the email he had sent. I'm not sure why I thought about saying this, but I wrote back to him.
"I apologize sir, I did not mean to lie to you. I like to think that I am masculine, but I really just want to suck dick and be a good cocksucker to a real masculine man."
I didn't know what I was writing, but there it was, written and sent. I was rock hard. He wrote me back more quickly this time.
"Give me your YIM screename."
I wrote it back to him immediately, without even thinking, then I quickly logged into my YIM. I wasn't logged in for more then a minute when I heard from him.
"So you like sucking cock slut?"
"Yes sir."
"So why did you tell me you have a gf?"
"I do sir."
"Lol. Sure."
"Can I suck your cock sir?"
"Lol, yeah real masculine. I don't let just any mouth on this cock."
"Please sir, I would love to drop to my knees for you."
"I bet you would bitch. Bet your girlfriend would like to know how badly you want my dick. Maybe I should make you tell her before you get my 8" down your throat."