This is the second part of 'The Edinburgh Festival' story and follows on seamlessly. I have arrived home from work to find a package from FedEx waiting for me.
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I stood on my neighbour's doorstep, clutching the FedEx package. It can only be from Alec, I don't know anyone else in America. I sniffed the package, wondering if I could detect his scent. My neighbour stood staring at me, wondering if I was going to stand there all day. She slammed the door shut, reducing a little of the racket she makes playing her music too loud.
I walked back to my flat, placing the package down on the table. I was almost over my feelings towards Alec. I hadn't heard a word since he left Edinburgh Airport a fortnight ago. His number seemed to be disconnected and he never replied to my emails. I loved that man, I really fell for him and I'm trying to get my life back to normal again. Two weeks when I was hurting, telling myself it was just a holiday fling, not even that, it was a weekend love affair. I could still picture his face and his cute smile. Now, this package has brought back all the memories. I could still remember, quite vividly, the first time we made love, after the massage from the therapists. I could remember exactly how I felt as he took me in his mouth, God, it was so nice, we were perfect together.
I made a cup of coffee, walking around the kitchen and glancing at the package on the table as I poured hot water into my cup. I sat looking at it, for some reason delaying opening it. This will awaken all the memories of that weekend, two weeks ago. Was I ready for that? I had just got over Alec and here he is, coming back into my life again. I picked the package up, shaking it, studying it, wondering what could be inside it. I took a deep breath and opened it.
The package was indeed from Alec. On top was a photograph of the two of us in our glass bubble capsule on the big wheel in Princes Street Gardens. It was the selfie he took at the top of the wheel on our last night together. I had my arm around him. He looked so handsome. We both looked handsome. We looked like a lovestruck young couple. He was smiling. That cute smile I fell in love with. I remembered staring into his smoky eyes when he spoke. I remembered sitting beside him, on the Edinburgh buses, pointing out all the landmarks as we went on our own personal tour of the city. I kissed the picture.
There was a letter, a lovely hand-written letter folded in two. I picked it up, sniffing the scent of the paper. He was apologising for not contacting me, asking my forgiveness and went on to explain that I had left him so confused and mixed up after we parted at Edinburgh Airport. He had fallen for me, completely unexpectedly and I had come into his life at a challenging time for him after his recent divorce and then realising he was, in fact, gay. He hoped I could forgive him. It was wrong not to reply to my emails and he apologised for that. He went on to write that he was not able to get me out of his system. Even after a fortnight, his feelings for me were still very strong and he desperately wanted to see me.
He had enclosed flight tickets, indirectly, to Logan International Airport. They were open tickets and all I needed to do was phone and book myself on flights that best suit me. I would have to travel to Amsterdam from Edinburgh and then connect to the USA flight. Gosh, they were business class tickets too. Business class? I had never traveled business class but I knew it was considerably more comfortable than economy class.
He had also enclosed a Visa card which was loaded with cash for any expenditure I might have on the journey. He had loaded five thousand dollars onto the card. That's more money than I've ever had at one time. Alec, I've missed you so much. You've rekindled all the emotions I had buried away. A trip to Boston, to see Alec, any date that suits me and all expenses paid. I couldn't accept that, it's too much. I can only imagine the cost of business class travel, and the Visa card, it's too much. I never wanted Alec to think I was only interested in his money, because I wasn't. I can't accept this. I'll need to tell him.
There was also a mobile phone with an American sim card in it. It will work as soon as I land in the States, he wrote. I switched it on and a few moments later, it buzzed with a message. It was from Alec. He told me not to be concerned about accepting this. He hoped I would accept his invitation to Boston and that he was longing to see me again. I melted when I heard his recorded voice. I was uncomfortable with the cost of all this. However, I didn't have the money to go to the States myself, I couldn't do it without his help so if I want to see him again, I would have to accept his help. Gosh, a trip to the USA. I've never been there before. How exciting. I held his photograph against my heart.
He had also enclosed a telephone number to call him when I knew when I would be traveling. He would arrange to meet me at the Lincoln International Airport. He had thought of everything, he really had. All I needed to do was arrange the time off work and pack a suitcase. A day or so later and I would be with him. In his arms again. How exciting. Of course I would go. There won't be a problem getting the time off work. I could google the flight times and book a flight. It was as simple as that.
The next morning, at work, I spoke to my boss about taking two weeks off at short notice. I explained that I was meeting a very dear friend and really needed the time off. As expected, there was no problem, I could take any time I liked off work out of my holiday allowance. On my way home from work that night, I stopped off to buy a frame for the photograph Alec had sent. I positioned it at the side of my bed, so I could look at it before going to sleep.
That night I went on the internet, checking times and flights. There was so much to do, or at least it felt like it. In fact, there was very little to do. The tickets have been paid for, all I needed to do was book the flights. It was complicated having to go from Edinburgh to Amsterdam first but that was because there were no direct flights from Edinburgh. Amsterdam to Lincoln was relatively straightforward, just two stops at O'Hare and Denver and a flight time of around seventeen hours. I sipped my whisky as I studied when best to travel. It was Wednesday. I could clear my desk pretty quickly tomorrow, tidy up some loose ends at work on Friday and could leave Edinburgh early Monday morning.
I sat back in my seat, raising a glass to Alec. It won't be long until we are together again. Gosh, I was getting very excited. This was going to be an adventure. I still had issues with Alec paying, in fact with Alec's wealth and me surviving on a bank overdraft. Could it work? We are two people with widely different backgrounds that were thrown together after a failed street robbery. I had only known him a couple of days before he went home. Is Alec inviting me because he wants to see if we have a future together? Well, we'll soon find out because late Tuesday I'm going to be with him. I couldn't wait.
Work passed without incident or drama, I had everything tidied up for going away. The guys at work wished me well, which was good of them. I had told them about the guy I met at the Festival. They were pleased for me. I spent the weekend shopping for clothes. Alec had said to travel light and I could get anything I needed in Boston. It looks like the weather in Boston is pretty much the same as it is in Scotland at this time of year but I couldn't allow him to buy me clothes again, no, I'll get what I think I'll need.
He hadn't mentioned how long I would be staying for. I'm assuming a fortnight but he never actually said. The return tickets were open so I could come back anytime really. Two weeks is a long time to be with someone you have only known for a weekend. What if he finds me boring? Everything was perfect, the weekend we met. Is it realistic to assume we'll get on even better when we meet again? What if we don't? What if we have an argument? Two weeks is a long time if there is a disagreement between us. No, I'm just being negative. It is going to be a fantastic time, I'm sure of it.
Now I knew exactly what my travel itinerary was, I called Alec on the number he had sent me. It took a while before it was answered. It wasn't Alec. He introduced himself as James, Alec's Butler and Driver and explained Alec was away on business but had been expecting me to call. Disappointed I had missed Alec, I left the details of my flights with James who assured me they would be waiting at Lincoln Airport for me on Tuesday.
Early Monday morning, full of excitement, I caught a bus and then a tram to Edinburgh airport. I checked my bags and queued up with everyone else for the early Amsterdam flight. My Kindle was loaded with six books I had bought especially for this trip. It's going to be a long couple of days traveling and I couldn't do it without my Kindle.
There were no significant delays at all on any of the flights on my way to Lincoln airport. The food and comfort of business class was a revelation. I had no idea it was like this. My seat was also a bed and the drinks came in glasses, not plastic like it is downstairs. We even had feather pillows. The food was great and it was served on china plates. I wondered what those in economy were getting. This is the life, I thought, as I reclined in my seat. Of all things, there was a button to make the seat vibrate. I sat back with a huge grin on my face.
I switched Alec's mobile on as I walked towards the arrivals area after we had landed. I waited for my suitcase. It took a good twenty minutes to clear passport control and I followed the signs to the exit. And then I saw him. I recognised Alec immediately. He was smiling and waving at me. I walked quickly through the hall to meet him. He flung his arms around me, kissing me like a long-lost friend. What a lovely welcome. I hugged him tightly, breathing in his scent. It was so good to see him again. I thought I had lost him, during the long two weeks after he left Edinburgh. He clasped my hand as he introduced me to James. I shook his hand and James took my suitcase and we followed him to the car. It was a limousine. I wasn't used to this, I thought as James held the rear door open for me.