My name is Andrew and I am currently accepting the fact that I am probably going to graduate from university a virgin. Do not start imagining me as a total loser, nerd or someone who would obviously still be a virgin. I am the captain of the football team and I am pretty tall, around 1.90cm. I am not a must-have-a-six-pack guy, but my body is well built, and I have literally seen girls drool over my biceps. My thighs are also quite big which comes as no surprise given the fact that I have been playing football all my life. I also have blonde hair and blue eyes, which everyone finds extremely charming. In conclusion, you could say that I am a big charming sexy guy who should not have any problems finding a girlfriend. And I do not have any problems finding a girlfriend. The problems come when I try to sleep with one.
I have had many girls through the years, but not a single one of them has made me hard. I am not impotent; I have the ability to get hard and I and my hand do a really good job every now and then when I need to release some pressure. However, when I am with a girl and she either touches me or goes down on me, I get soft and cannot get it up whatever she does, which is not much. I do not know why most girls think that just shoving their boobs in my face will be enough to seduce me. I need more, I need to get intoxicated, I need someone to make me lose control and want to have sex with them. Unfortunately, I do not think I will ever meet someone like that. At least that is what I thought before going to my last "Let's get drunk and forget about the beginning of the semester" party.
Peter Doose was our goalkeeper and it was his last year at university as well, so he wanted the party to be extra special this year, hence, he decided to host it. His parents were quite rich and let him do all the partying he wanted as long as his grades at the end of the semester were good. Pretty good deal I would say. Peter hired a huge house on the outskirts of the city for three days, in case anyone got super drunk and needed a day or two to sober up. Being the good teammates we were, we helped him with the preparations. The house did not have a lot of furniture. There were two couches in the living room, which was enormous, a table and a few chairs in the kitchen and a bed in each room on the second floor. Apparently, the owners knew people hired the house mostly for partying and had taken all the unnecessary furniture away.
"Andrew, would you mind getting us some ice?"
"Sure, how many bags do you want?"
"The more the merrier."
Peter chuckled and gave me some money. I got to my good old truck and drove to the nearest store. On my way there I kept thinking how tiring this night was going to be. I was expected to hit on some girl, get her in one of the rooms upstairs and have sex with her, while my teammates are either doing the same in some of the other rooms or listening through the door for some free porn sounds. No one knew I was a virgin, of course. I had told them that I had had many girls in high school and the last one was so good that I could not get it up for any other girl, and every holiday I got back home I had sex with her because she was just that good. I felt terrible lying to them like that, but they had some expectations from me as their captain and if one of them was me being a sex god, then who am I to ruin their fantasies.
I got to the store and looked around to find where the freezers could be. I could not see them from the entrance so I started walking, assuming they would be somewhere in the back. On my way there, lost in my own thoughts about the upcoming party, I bumped into a guy, who was stocking dog food. He lost his balance, pushed a pile of boxes, and the next thing I knew was that we were both on the ground -- he underneath me and me protecting him from the dog food with my body. Our eyes met, and I felt something I had never felt before. His body was small, but he seemed strong. His skin was pale, and his eyes were the most beautiful golden-brown eyes I had ever seen. His hair was long, but he was wearing it in a loose bun. A few locks of his hair had fallen on his face and he tucked them behind his year. His fingers looked as if an ancient Greek sculptor spent his entire life trying to create them. He bit his lip and looked down and the trance I had fallen into ended.
"Oh my God, are you both okay?!"
I turned around and saw a woman running towards us. She was wearing the same uniform as him, so I assumed she was his colleague.
"Yes. I am sorry, it is my fault. I was not looking and bumped into him", I got up and scratched my neck. "I can pay for the dog food, do not take it from his salary."
"Do not worry, honey. It was an accident. I am glad you are both okay and I can see that the dog food is okay too", she laughed. Then she handed her hand to the boy and helped him get up. "Mike, you can go home for today. I heard there was a party tonight for the beginning of the new semester. You have the afternoon shift tomorrow, go have some fun."
"I think I will pass."
He smiled at her and started walking towards a door, which had a sign saying "Staff only". My body moved on its own and I followed him. I grabbed his hand just before he entered the room. He turned around and frowned his eyebrows at me.
"I am sorry for bumping into you" was all I could say.
"It is okay. No one got hurt. Thank you for shielding me with your body" he smirked.
"Um, yeah, no problem."
He turned around and was about to enter the room, but I stopped him again.
"A friend of mine is hosting the party tonight. Are you a student at the university? You should come."
"I am a student, but I do not think so."
"What are you studying?"
"Second-year engineering."
"Well, I am a fourth-year engineering and as your senior, I am telling you to have fun now, because what awaits you in the next three years is a nightmare."
He laughed at my stupid joke and I could swear there was a dragon flapping its wings in my stomach.
"I may come."
He smiled and went inside the room.
On my way back from the store I went through a roller coaster of emotions. At first, I was shocked that I could even think of liking another guy, let alone someone I just met and denied everything. There was no way that I had felt something towards this guy, Then, I got angry at myself for shielding him with my own body and apologizing so much. I was a customer and it was his fault for putting these boxes there. I cannot be the first person to bump into someone while they are stocking dog food. This store should prepare their workers better. After that, I felt bad for him. I did not even know what could happen to him. That woman had said that they would not cut his salary, but what if she had just been polite to a customer? For all I knew, he could lose his job because of me. Then I remembered his eyes and him biting his lip. I wanted to bite his lips. I wanted to tuck these locks of hair behind his year. I wanted to kiss his beautiful fingers. By the time I got back to the house, I had come to the conclusion that all the evidence (the dick in my pants hardening just from me thinking about his lips and fingers) leads to the fact that I am at least physically attracted to this guy. Mike. I did not care that Mike was a guy. Who was I to judge? I had never had sex. I could be gay. Or I could be gay just for Mike. There was only one way to find out and I hoped that he would come so I could figure it out.
* * * * *
Three hours after the party started Mike was nowhere to be found. I was leaning on the wall near the front door and was drinking my fifth cup of beer. Who the hell did this kid think he was? And why was I waiting for him like that? I was tipsy and irritated. Damn, I wanted to kiss this guy. I wanted to put my fingers through his hair and kiss him on his little red lips. I started imagining various scenarios including me and Mike naked and I felt my dick hardening. I could have any girl on this party sucking my dick right now, but I knew that as long she touched it, it would go soft.
"Are you thinking about something naughty?" I heard a voice in my ear. My eyes widened when I saw Mike. There was something different about him. In the store earlier he seemed kind of shy and cute. Now the look in his eyes was hiding something more, something dangerous.
I leaned and spoke into his year.
"Maybe."
He put his hand around my neck and pulled my head towards him.
"Are you thinking about me?"
He licked my ear and a moan escaped my lips. The music was too loud for anyone to hear me, but I knew he heard me. He smirked and started walking towards the exit. I followed him. He looked around the cars that were parked on the street and started walking towards mine.
"Give me your keys," he said.
"Why?"