I was so excited. At nineteen, totally gay but still a virgin in all practical respects, I was about to meet the man of my dreams who would change my status. I was going to be fucked!
I'd known since an early age that I was different from the other guys I knew. They talked about girls and cunts all the time whereas I could only think about men with gigantic cocks and how it would feel to have one locked deep inside me. I had acquired a good-sized dildo and more often than not, had it inserted in my arse hole as far up as it would reach whenever I jacked off, which was frequently.
I loved looking at gay porn on my computer and then I found I could chat on line with guys with similar interests. One in particular, Sandy, really turned me on and we started a regular exchange of hot sexy chat.
Sandy told me he was 24, single and a 'top' which I took to mean that he liked to fuck but didn't take it up the arse himself. He sent me a photo and he looked to be everything I'd ever wanted in a lover. At my request he also sent me a photo of his cock, two in fact. Both showed an erect cock with a ruler alongside showing it to be just over seven inches long. It curved up sexily the thickness at the base thinning out giving it a dart-like look.
The first photo showed Sandy's cock head partly covered by a tightly stretched foreskin, the second the head standing proud, a much deeper shade of red than in the first shot. Sandy said he had a very tight foreskin and if he didn't peel it back before he got hard, he had to leave it partly covering his knob. When he skinned it back before he got hard the skin band under his cock head was so tight the head turned purple.
Sandy asked 'Which one would you like to be fucked with?' I quickly replied 'Both!'
Sandy and I exchanged fuck-messages for nearly two months and I was getting increasingly frustrated as he failed to respond to my pleas to get together. Finally I told him if he didn't agree to meet me I wasn't going to chat with him any more.
He quickly replied saying that he loved our exchange of fuck-messages and really did want to be with me but it was difficult for him to get away. He said however that he had some holidays coming up and had arranged to book a room at a motel not too far from where I lived. He gave me the name of the motel and said he'd text me on my mobile with the room number after he checked in.
The day Sandy had nominated came and I waited impatiently for his call. I'd bathed carefully and shaved my arse hole and my balls (Sandy had told me he loved smooth skin). I left untouched the quite heavy growth of pubic hair around the base of my cock hoping that he'd like the contrast between the dark hair and my fair skin. I hadn't jerked off for two days and was 'primed and ready'.
When the call came I sped off on my motorbike and soon arrived at the designated motel. I quickly found the room Sandy had indicated and knocked on the door.
The door opened and there stood a big guy who I reckoned to be about 50, certainly a lot older than my 24 year old Sandy.
I mumbled a 'Sorry I must have the wrong room" and made a move to leave.
'You're Danny aren't you?' said the stranger.
'Yes. How did you know?'
'Sandy sent me to apologise for not being able to make it today. He also asked me to tell you he'd told me all about you. Why don't you come in? I'm Tom by the way.'
I stood there not knowing how to react. I felt such disappointment that Sandy wasn't standing in the doorway but rather intrigued by the stranger who called himself Tom. Although much older his manner was very pleasant and his smile broad. His hair was greying a little at the sides and he seemed to be carrying a few extra pounds but altogether not unattractive.
As I hesitated Tom said 'You're here now so you may as well come in and chat for a while. Don't worry, I won't bite.'
Tom stood to one side and it seemed natural to move into the room moving to sit on a chair he directed me to. Tom moved to sit on the bed facing me.
Leaning back on his elbows Tom said. 'Sandy has told me about your exchange of hot messages. He says you're a very sexy guy. Now I see you I believe he got that right. Is it true you're a virgin?'
'Sandy shouldn't have told you that. It was between us only. But yes it's true.'
'And you want to stop being a virgin right?'
'With the right guy, yes.'
'By which you mean I suppose someone a lot younger than me.'
I didn't reply but that indeed was the thought running through my head.'
Tom continued. 'Have you thought that an older man might be best for your first fuck. After all he's likely to have a lot more experience than someone nearer your own age. And of course it's really his cock that's important, not his age. Wouldn't you agree?'
I remained silent for a while and then asked. 'Are you offering to have sex with me? Is that what you want?'
'Well it would be a pleasure and a privilege to be the first to enjoy your virgin hole but it's up to you and nobody else to decide who takes your cherry.'
Tom's words and logic helped calm my doubts about where this was going but I still wasn't prepared to make the first move. Tom spoke again.
'Sandy tells me you like to kiss. So do I. Why don't we lie down on the bed together and see if we enjoy each other's lips. If we do we can take it from there. No pressure. You stop whenever you want. OK?'
Tom reached out his hand and after a moment's hesitation I reached out and took it. Tom pulled me slowly to the bed and soon we were lying together face to face. Gently Tom drew my face to him and our lips met in a light, soft kiss. I pulled back and looked at Tom and for the first time realised that I liked what I saw very much.