I am 100% gay. I have never had sex with a woman -I just couldn't do it. I think they're pretty, but I am just not attracted to them. Some people say the reality is that there are many shades of bisexuality among most people and very few people are completely gay or straight. I thought that was ridiculous until I met Derek.
I first met Derek at a friend's weekend party. My friend had invited half a dozen of us out to the country for the weekend. I generally knew everyone...well, until Derek showed up.
It was a cool night and there was a small bonfire burning. Four of us guys, all gay, were around a fire talking when Karen, my friend, walked up to introduce Derek. The guys, including me, almost choked on our beers. Derek was absolutely gorgeous.
Derek was well over six feet tall. He was broad-shouldered and square-jawed. His hair was perfectly messy and his face covered in scruff - on most of us it was a look that people would complain about as unkempt or slovenly, but on Derek it was sporty and rustic like a cowboy in a cologne advertisement.
Someone yelled for Karen and she rushed off. Derek sat down in a chair, saying he'd join us if we didn't mind. The boys were all over him. I sat back sipping on my beer, while the other thirsty queens kept fawning over him. I just sat there and watched him smile and fight them off with his charm. Every once in awhile, he would look in my direction and smile as I stared at him. I tried acting nonchalant, tipping my beer at him.
This thirstiness went on until finally Derek finished his beer and said he was going to get another. The trio of horny guys began to fight with each other and ran off telling Derek they would get him one, shoving and pushing each other like a trio of mad tomcats.
Once they were out of earshot, Derek set his empty bottle in the grass, entwined his fingers and rested his forearms on his leg.
"So are they always like that?" he asked me, smiling.
"No...well, except maybe in the bars," I told him, my heart racing from his smile. "You're the fresh meat tonight and they're starving."
"So I'm the fresh meat?"
"Or a big glass of sweet tea to those thirsty queens...whatever. Enjoy having a trio of fawning servants ready at your beck and call tonight," I joked.
"So why aren't you fawning all over me?" he asked me as he leaned back and folded his arms against his chest. You could've gone and got me a beer yourself," he said, winking at me.
"Maybe I'm not one of your fans," I said with a laugh.
Derek shifted in his chair and the light from the flames highlighted the long fat bulge in his tight jeans. That's where I made my mistake as my eyes darted downward to gaze upon the mound of flesh snaking down his thigh.
"Oh, I think we both know that's a lie," he said with a laugh, laying a hand beside the bulge and rubbing a finger lightly over it.
I blushed and took a sip of beer as Derek laughed.
"What's so funny?" asked Karen as she walked up to us and handed Derek a beer.
"Nothing, baby," Derek told her, leaning up to kiss her in the mouth deeply. "Just joking around with Cliff here." He gave me a wink, then licked seductively around his lips.
Karen had missed that last part, turning away and saying she had to go back to the lake house before the other queens demolished her kitchen trying to make shots for everyone. Derek was sprawled out in his chair, and gave her an air-kiss and a wink as she left. He looked back at me with a big grin.