She watched him through the peep hole as he sat quietly at the end of the bench, fear and uncertainty in his eyes, and yet his desire painted upon his face.
She could almost imagine the short anxious breathes he was drawing as he sat in the room battling hard against the urge to flee.
Charlotte smiled to herself at what was to come. She had seen many young men broken this way. The poor little things, they tried so hard their whole short lives to be straight, wanted so hard for life to be simple... but there was no escaping their private thoughts or the carnal visions that filled their dreams at night when the lights when out and they were alone.
They were all just like the frightened young man in front of her when the urgency of their need overwhelmed them as it always threatened to do. That's when they would finally find the courage to knock on the door of the club.
She watched him alone in the room, already half erect now, terrified to move either to flee or to touch himself.
But there is always that small moment that starts the rush ...and so it was with Daniel.
Daniel, who could barely speak his own name above a whisper when she let him in. Daniel who couldn't even say the words when she asked him which band he wanted to wear (blue for straight, red for bi). Charlotte knew immediately what he wanted from the embarrassment on his face when she held up the rainbow band for him.
She had smiled kindly, taken him by the hand and lead him to the showers. There she told him carefully and in detail how to clean himself and make himself ready.
Then she had given him the mask and lead him to a room, and told him to wait.
Now as she watched, his hand moved to his hairless belly and traced a line across to his nipple. His eyes closed as he pinched himself and his mouth opened a little as if in silent exclamation.