My eyes were glued to his body. I imagined I was the sweat gliding down his neck to his chest and over each ripple of his hard abs. I felt my dick throbbing, pressing hard against my jeans. I shook my head and came out of my daze. God, why was I lusting after this boy? He wasn't even my type. Hell, he wasn't even gay.
Damien was fine as hell. No one could deny that. But I wasn't really into yellow pretty boys. Especially one's with dreads. And the worst part was that he was boys with my brother, Ant. All of Ant's friends were assholes. That's why I hated having to pick him up from the park.
Every Saturday they played basketball; shirts against skins. At first it was nice. Watching a bunch of cute, hard bodied guys run up and down the court. Muscles glistening and flexing under the hot sun; hard asses and jiggly asses all bouncing to the beat of the ball, and dicks swinging under basketball shorts. By the third game I knew three of the regular guys had a hard time keeping their little soldiers under control while playing.
But now the guys started to notice me. A lot of them remembered me from high school. I was the quiet, weird little dude that didn't play any sports. But I wasn't exactly a geek. Grades were decent, but not great.
But the thing that got their attention the most was the fact that they never saw me with a girl. Usually when the game ended they'd all talk about some girl from the neighborhood or some chick they met at the club that they wanted to fuck. I didn't get involved with the conversations.
Some of them would tease me while Ant was packing to leave, asking if I even knew what pussy looked like. I usually ignored them.
One time one of the guys said if I couldn't find some pussy he could find some dick for me. I remembered seeing Ant's face. He was ready fight.
I walked up the dude and asked if he was offering his dick to another man. Then I shook my head and called him a 'faggot nigga'. Everyone started laughing before he could say anything.
No one really bothered me since then but I swear Damien started looking at me more since that day. It wasn't a good or bad look; just a look.
Now, I'm not a bad looking guy. Brown skinned, about 5'10" tall and weigh an even 160. I just wasn't used to having anyone look at me. Maybe it was my subconscious, but I noticed that instead of going to the park around the time they finished playing, I would get there earlier and earlier. Got to the point where I would catch at least two if not three of their games.
Maybe I was tripping but it seemed like Damien would make sure he was on the skins team since I started coming. He'd even play harder when I was there. Sometimes I'd watch from across the street at the deli. He didn't play as hard as when I sat in the bleachers. I even thought I caught him staring up at me.
My brother Ant started waving in my direction.
"Yo Jay! You ready to go?"
I nodded. He headed towards the car and I quickly adjusted my dick up to my bellybutton. I stumbled down the stairs of the bleachers as I saw Ant, Damien and some female walking towards my car.
"You going to click this shit open or what?"
I pushed the clicker and watched the three of them get in. I figured Ant had promised them a ride. The asshole in me thought about asking for some gas money. But I just got in the car and pulled out the parking lot.
I looked at the female in my rearview mirror. She was usually right in the bleachers with me watching the games. Maybe Damien was actually looking at her and not me when he looked up in the stands.
It didn't matter; I just wanted to be done with all of them. I headed towards the house but Ant pointed down the street and told me to keep going straight.
"I gotta meet up with this dude to get this weight. You can just drop me off."
At that point I was annoyed. Now I was a taxi dropping Ant off at some drug dealer's place, watching Damien and this random chick make out in the backseat. I got so distracted I almost hit a guy on a bike.
I couldn't stop looking at the two of them. My eyes were glued to the rearview mirror. I watched the girl kiss down his neck and over his collar bone. A car behind me honked because I didn't move when the light turned green.
When I looked back in the mirror Damien was looking straight at me with a grin on his face. Ant just looked at me and shook his head. As soon as we got to the corner of 5th and Monroe, Ant hopped out the car without a word. I turned and looked back at Damien and his piece.
"Where ya'll going?"
"The Days Inn hotel, right down the street."
I nodded and sped down the throughway. I knew how to get there and just wanted them out of my car. I pulled into the circular driveway in front of the hotel but only the girl got out.
"I know you tired of driving, but you mind taking me home, slim?"
"It's not a problem."
Damien told me where he lived and it only took me a couple of minutes to get there. At least I had a chance to enjoy his presence alone. Even if it was in complete silence.
"Come on up so I can give you some gas money."