Disclaimer: Some readers are going to be surprised that there will be some oral sex involving a curious older male and a curious younger male! If you don't understand the nature of sexual curiosity please don't read any further. If, on the other hand you do and want to offer constructive criticism, please do. I welcome any and all comments that will help me be a better writer or to better understand the curious male.
CURIOUS WM, 30 looking for first time oral experience from another man. All calls answered. 4257
You've seen the ads. Maybe you even thought about answering one. Maybe you did. I saw this ad and was drawn to it. It was so simple. A curious guy wants to find someone to satisfy his need to know what it would be like to have a man give him head. He may have had oral sex from a woman but he wants a man to go down on him. He didn't say "with" which would imply reciprocity, it seems that he just needs to find a cock sucker.
But it's not so simple is it? First there is the danger of trusting a complete stranger. You won't tell your closest friends and relatives what you want to try but you'll admit to a stranger that you want him to pleasure you orally! How nuts is that? What if he's sick? What if he's a sicko? What if he's a gay basher looking for a victim. All kinds of bad things could go wrong. But still you try. Maybe there is someone out there willing to give you your first time oral experience.
It takes guts to answer this ad too. There are many game players out there looking for lonely men to take advantage of. It could be a set-up. Lots of things could go wrong. If you are married you could loose your wife and family. You could catch AIDS or another disease. Why would you risk it?
To find out. To answer the nagging question, "what does it feel like to go down on your knees and willingly take another man's manhood into your mouth and pleasure him?" For years you have wondered, for years you've had a recurring masturbation fantasy. You've had wet dreams about it; you can't shake the need to find out.
So you call the number, you enter the code, you answer the questions and then you wait!
One day passes, then two, you feel foolish. You tell yourself it was just a shot in the dark, nothing ventured, nothing gained. By the weekend you are almost glad that there has been no response. Saturday morning you tell your wife you are going to the barber. She asks you to pick up a half gallon of milk and some Danish pastry for Sunday brunch with your mother.
As you leave the drive the cell phone you so judiciously obtained just for this purpose vibrates. It can only be one person, CURIOUS WM 30.
"Hello."
"Hello, Karl. Is that you?"
"Who?"
"Is Karl there? I'm returning his call."
You forgot your pseudonym. "I'm sorry, I miss-heard you. This is he. Who is this?"
"This is CURIOUS, Karl. Have I called at a bad time? I don't mind calling back later." He seems very unsure of himself, courteous and apologetic, sorry to be imposing.
"No, please, this is perfect. I'm alone now; we can talk for a few minutes."
"I read your response to my ad, Karl, and quite frankly I'm only calling to be polite. I promised to answer all calls but I'm afraid that you don't really fit the profile I'm looking for. But thanks for responding, that took some courage on your part and I respect that. I hope you'll understand. Maybe you'll have better luck next timeβ¦"
My mind raced after I heard "to be polite." I needed to keep CURIOUS on the line. "I'm not sure I understand, CURIOUS, would you take a moment and help me?"
"I will if I can."
"What were the things that disqualified me in your opinion?" I couldn't believe I was asking this man to tell me why I couldn't suck his cock. Just the fact that I'd do it at all should have made him want me to do the job!
"The first thing was your age, Karl. I don't think a man over twice my age is a good fit really."
"Would you rather I lied and said I was fifty or better yet forty-nine. You would find out soon enough if I lied. Besides, I've been thinking about doing this as long as you've been alive."
"That's the second thing, Karl. You admit you have no experience. I think I want someone who knows what they are doing to guide me."
"Think again, CURIOUS, do you want to be guided or do you want to take control. I've never done it it's true but I don't have any bad habits. You can tell me were to lick and when, where to kiss and when, where to suck and when, how long, how hard. You can have the blow job you've always dreamed of because I'll let you tell me how to do it." I was trying to sell myself as a blow job trainee, I couldn't believe my ears!
"Get real, Karl. I need some one who will follow through, swallow if you will. I don't need a beginner who will gag and quit.
I can't guarantee that I'll swallow or even finish the job until I learn more about you, CURIOUS, but neither can anyone else who has contacted you. These cell phone calls are expensive, why don't we meet and discuss this over breakfast?
"I don't think so, Karl."
"There's a diner on Main near 77, do you know it?"
"I've eaten there!" CURIOUS seemed surprised that we had the same breakfast place in common. So was I really.