I had turned off all the lights in my apartment except for a few dim night lights and had turned the heat up to 95 degrees. It was uncomfortably hot inside, and I was coated in sweat and was very aroused, thinking about what might happen tonight. Standing nude in my living room I heard two soft knocks on my door. I walked to the entrance of my apartment and quietly knocked back once, then peered through the peephole and saw the surprisingly small eighteen year old boy standing wearily outside. If he was really interested in doing what we had talked about online, he would now have the opportunity to show me.
As the boy stood at my doorstep he put the license up to the peephole showing proof that he was really eighteen and of consenting age. I watched as he pulled down the front of his pants and lifted up his shirt showing his totally smooth and fully shaved body wearing a tight see through pair of girls panties. He pulled his sweats back up, and put his drivers license back in his pocket.
He actually was legal! I knew now that I could bring him inside and use him all I wanted! . He had been telling the truth about his age online, and I wondered if he was telling the truth about his desire for total submission as well. He was very short and thin; about 5 foot 5 with a small frame. I figured he weighed about 125 pounds soaking wet.
He pulled a black winter hat out of his pocket. He pulled the hat over his head, pulling it down over his eyes so that he was unidentifiable and could not see anything, he then bowed his head. That was the signal. I swung open the door and dragged the boy into my apartment.
Earlier tonight I had been surfing some gay chat sites, not really that interested and unwinding after a stressful day. As I was wasting time online I opened a room titled "Younger 4 Older Domination". As I was looking through the list of people in the room an instant message popped up. It was from someone with the screen name "Just18sub4U".
Just18sub4U: Hi
Me: Hello
Just18sub4U: whatcha doin?
Me : nothin, just bored.
Just18sub4U: you r from Michigan?
Me: yup
Just18sub4U: Me too :) what area?
Me: Southfield
Just18sub4U: Cool, u live near me, I'm from Royal Oak
Me: yea that's not far.
Just18sub4U: So tell me about yourself...
Me: u first. Remember that you're the one who started this conversation
Just18sub4U: ok well...
Just18sub4U: I'm white, I just turned 18, I'm kinda short, I'm very shy and quiet. I've got a 13 year old sister and a 20 year old brother. I live at home with my sister and my parents. I'm a high school senior... What else do u wanna know?
Me: Are you really 18? If not it's ok, but you talk like you are really young and I won't talk to you unless you are of legal consenting age.
Just18sub4U: No I am, I just turned a few weeks ago.
Me: Ok, well you're in a chat room titled younger4olderdomination, and you're talking to me. You must be looking for something. Why did you IM me?
Just18sub4U: Promise not to think I'm weird?
Me: sure
Just18sub4U: Well for a few years now I've been getting these really strange thoughts stuck in my head. I've never told anyone about them before,.
Just18sub4U: but they are all that I think about all day every day and I can't help it.
Me: like what?
Just18sub4U: You really promise you won't think I'm a pervert?
Me: Yes, tell me what you think about.
Just18sub4U: Ok, well I know it sounds weird but I've always wanted to be totally used by an older guy for his sexual pleasure. I've been reading online about submission to another man, about being forced to do things....
Me: That's not perverted at all, why would you think that's weird?
Just18sub4U: I guess because guys are supposed to like girls, but I think about other stuff about older men doing really bad things to me. It's pretty much all the time. Like I'll be sitting in school and I'll think about having one of my male teachers blackmail me and make me do nasty things to him...
Me: that's all?
Just18sub4U: or I'll be having dinner with my dad and his friends, and my dick sometimes gets hard because I start thinking about them all using me together... Or like whenever I go into a public bathroom, I always hope some older man will take the urinal next to me and look down at me and see my that my dick is getting hard, and he'll know what I want. He'll take me by the hand and lead me to his car and put me in the trunk, then drive me to his house and make me his little sex slave.
Me: It's called a cock, not a dick. And those are completely normal feelings for a boy your age. I don't think it's weird at all.
Just18sub4U: Really?
Me: Yea, it's completely normal and not weird at all. Every guy thinks about having a dominant gay sexual relationship with an older father figure when they're young. Everyone tries it once at least to tell if it's something they are interested in. Adult straight guys all talk about when they tried it and didn't like it. The pussies are the guys who didn't have the balls to try it. It's something almost every guy tries at least once.
Me: It's a normal part of growing up and being an adult and learning who you are. If you asked your father like most boys do he would say the same thing.
Me: So why haven't you acted on these thoughts?
Just18sub4U: Well it's just that I can't get the courage up to ask anyone in real life...
Just18sub4U: This is actually the first time I've even really talked about any of these feelings to anyone. No one besides you and me even knows about these thoughts at all. It's really turning me on to tell someone about all this. My "cock" is hard :)
Me: :) that's better my boy.
Me: Well I think you should act on these feelings, you'll never know if you actually like doing that stuff otherwise.
Just18sub4U: I do really want to try it, but I'm too shy
Me: well then you don't have to say anything, you can just come to my house and I will take over.
Just18sub4U: I would, but I kind of want my first time to be anonymous. I do want to be used by a man, but I don't want to know what he looks like. How could I come to your house without seeing your face?
Me: Hmmm.....
Me: well, you could bring a winter hat with you and pull it over your eyes and head before you come inside, then you wouldn't be able to see my face at all...
Just18sub4U: That's a good idea!
Me: is that a yes? Are you going to come over to my apartment?
Just18sub4U: I guess it's now or never.
Me: yes or no. Will you come over and let me do whatever I want with you?
Just18sub4U: ......