Thanks again for your support. I always try to answer any emails and I hope this is as enjoyable as my previous experiences. Life is getting really busy and I found it tough to edit this one, but feedback is always appreciated.
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"Fuuuuck! I love it! So good! Don't stop!" I was lost in the feeling of how natural it felt to take his load. I didn't even care that I hadn't cum. I could feel his cock pulsing in my ass and that meant I got my reward. I loved it and let Sam know, "Oh Sam! Oh fuuuuck! Keep cumming man!" I tried to keep squeezing my hole, milking his cock and keep him in me and not lose a drop.
"Unnnnhhh... unnhhh... unhhhh!" I could feel Sam flexing his cock in me, pushing more of his seed into me, deeper. We continued to kiss and Sam's weight slowly melted onto me. We lay there, locked in an embrace, his cock still hard and our breathing slowly returning to normal.
My head was buried in his neck and my hands were still on his ass pulling him into me, not letting him out.
I turned my head to look at Sam. "I want more of that. A lot more of that."
We spent the rest of the night draining ourselves.
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In the coming weeks, Sam and I continued to fuck like crazy whenever possible. Our results came in and they were perfectly clear. Being able to bareback opened us up to a more intense world as the intimacy seemed to increase. I would occasionally wake up to feel his hard dick digging into me during the night, whereupon I would open myself up to him and enjoy a sleepy fuck that felt like part dream and part porno. I would lie on my side, pushing back into Sam's hot cock, his precum our only lube sometimes, until he gushed his load into my willing ass. Arms wrapped around me, head buried in my neck, legs twisted with mine, a slow passionate fuck that became a fantasy of mine without even knowing it. I was becoming more submissive and while I was still looking at women, my sex life became consumed by cock - Sam's cock. We still maintained a balance of being FWB but the reality was that we often put sex with each other over sex with others... that's not to say we didn't have others in our bed's...
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A few weeks after going full bareback, during another hot sex session, Sam started to tell me how he wanted to see me take another cock. He was bent over me, giving it to me from behind and whispered into my ear, "Don't you wish you had a cock to suck on, right now?" I moaned loudly and it was obvious that I did and Sam knew about my previous experiences.
"Wouldn't it be so hot, to hold a cock in your hand and have another in your mouth as I fuck you like the slut you are? Is that what you want?"
"Unnnnh yesssss daddy. Anything for you." The thought turned me on so much and I tried to push my hole back on to his cock more.
"No," Sam replied, "I know you'll do anything for me. I want you, to want it for you; I want to see how slutty you are, how bad you need it."
I breathed out, "I want it bad. I love cock. I want to be used."
Sam leaned back, "Fucking right you do!" he exclaimed. "That's fucking hot." He started to pump my ass hard and the sound of him slamming his cock into me filled the room.
Now it was my turn to give it back to him, "I want cock! Lots of cock! Filling me, while you watch me take it!"
Sam grabbed my hips even harder and started power fucking me, pulling his cock all the way to where just his head stayed in me and then slamming it as hard into me as possible. It hurt but in a good way. "You like that? You want to be used? You want to be my fuck toy? Used by my friends? Become a gay toy?"
I moaned loud, "Oooohhh god yes!" and my cock got rock hard again after going down a bit from him slamming my ass.
Sam pulled his cock all the way out and told me to flip over, "I want to see you tell me that's what you want."
I flipped over and pulled my knees back and Sam played with his cock at my hole, teasing me.
He grabbed my cock which was leaking and played with it, "Wow! You are really turned on by this idea aren't you?"
I nodded, "Yes! I'd love another threesome!"
Sam pinned my legs back as far as they could go, exposing me and opening me up even more. He then drove his cock into me in one easy push.
I wrapped my legs around him, "I want your friends to fuck me."
Sam leaned down and kissed me aggressively to which I responded in turn while pulling him into me.
"Is that what you want?" Sam asked as he continued to fill me, kissing me between words. "You want more cock?"
"Yes! Set it up babe! I want it!"
Sam started to have an urgency in his thrusts when he heard me say it.
"Yesssss! Fucking! So! Hot!" Sam started to moan and I could feel him get harder and his breathing quicken.
"Breed me daddy! Cum in me! Make me ready for other guys!" I 100% wanted other cock and with Sam's cock in me, I couldn't wait to have more.
Sam slowed down his thrusts and pressed into me even more deeply as he unleashed his seed into my eager hole. "Unnnnhhhhhh! Fuck yeah babe! Take my load! Take your reward!"
I buried my head in his shoulder as he came and tried to revel in the feeling of him loading my ass up with his sperm. This was my favorite thing in the world because it was so intimate yet taboo. Two people could never be closer than at this moment. I now understood why some of my ex-girlfriends were such cumsluts - I loved it too, now.
I was close to cumming but didn't care as long as Sam had given me his load. At this point in our relationship, Sam would sometimes not allow me to touch my cock until he said I could. Sometimes he wouldn't even allow me to jerk off for days to make me even more willing to have me cum from him fucking me and of course when I did cum, it would be a huge load. If he didn't make me cum from him just fucking me, he might finger my ass and help me out but he might also punish me by not allowing me to unload at all just to show me who was in charge. When I did cum, it was almost exclusively from just prostate stimulation. My loads were huge and my orgasms dizzying. It was worth it not to touch myself for that alone. Sam was trying to train me into just being "a fag that needs cock to cum". It was working.
After that night, we discussed how we would set up our threesome. Sam said he had an acquaintance, Alex, that liked to play and he was sure he would be into having fun with me. They had never hooked up but Sam said they always flirted and Alex had a reputation as a good guy. He emailed him to catch up about how he was doing and drop some "subtle" hints.
"... my new friend is discovering some new things about himself. We should catch up... "
Alex responded that they should indeed get together and Sam and him did meet up for coffee but after that, Sam didn't say much about it except for that Alex was interested but that he had lots of "things" going on and it might be a while before we could all get together. In the while, though, Sam continued to fuck my ass and push my limits, blindfolding and tying me up among other things. I knew I loved sucking dick, but one evening, I got an even better understanding of how much I loved dick.
A few weeks later, Sam and I had met up at his place on a Thursday night with no plans except to get high and fuck. As we passed the dong bong, back and forth, Sam played some bareback porn for us on the computer and he started to talk that talk, "I can't believe what a cocksucker I've turned you into. I bet you've been thinking about this all day, haven't you?"
I took a big rip of the bong, held it and finally exhaled, before smiling at Sam, "Your cock makes me greedy."
A very nice high had fallen upon me, making me even more relaxed and horny. We didn't have to work the next day so I was planning on staying over and letting things happen. Sam kept checking his phone but I didn't really think anything of it. We lay on his bed, making out and playing with each other's cock and my hole. By this point in our relationship, my ass didn't need a lot of warm up - Sam had truly made it his hole. We were down to just our underwear and Sam moved on top of me, stroking my cock lightly, tickling it, and making it hard as an iron spike. "I love seeing how excited you get for me," Sam smirked and then mocked me by saying, "It's so hot for a straight guy."
I squeezed his cock through his underwear and muttered, "I think you fuck the straight out of me a bit more every time."
"Yeah? You like that though, don't you? Getting a bit gayer every time we fuck?" Sam squeezed my cock harder as he emphasized on the word 'fuck'.
"Yesssss... I love getting fucked by a cock. So much... feels so good. So natural." Even after the months of him pounding me full of his cum, our sex talk never stopped and in fact, would often escalate in its degradation and submissiveness.
"It is natural, babe. I love hearing you say that." Sam leaned in to kiss me and I wrapped my legs around him.
"Fuck me babe. I need it!" I begged.
"Fuck! You are even starting to sound gay!" Sam said and mimicked how a fey sounding guy might sound, "Fuck me babe! I neeeed it!"
"Nooo!" I said, looking Sam in the eye. I was partly offended by his comment but my cock hardened and flexed at the thought and my ass tingled.
Sam laughed, "Ha! Look at how hard you are... You want to be gay! You want to be a complete fag and walk around like a twink, swishing that ass!"
I was torn; the idea of being a twink repulsed me but turned me on so much. I knew Sam was just talking dirty to me but this took it to a new level. My ass literally opened up at the thought of being an out of the closet twink who reveled in his gayness. I had never wanted cock more in my life at that moment.
"Fuck me, Sam! Keep making me gay! I want it! I want to be turned, babe! Fuck me! Like a twink!" I rolled my ass up and ripped off my underwear. I think I caught Sam off guard, "Wow" was all he managed to say.