"That's right," Anwar said, having discerned my realization that he was taking me more intimately now. "We're there. It's me fucking you now, and you are taking it. We're there. Very little pain, I think, more pleasure, and we've reached the goal. You can relax now. There'll be even less pain if you relax. And breath, breath normally."
He was right. There was very little pain now, and I'd already learned that if I just relaxed and breathed normally, the tension would go out of me. He was bigger and longer than the dildo that had just been inside me, but not by much. He must have shown me the twelve-incher to make the reality more bearable. He was filling me and stretching me, but I no longer felt that he would split me or do permanent damage. So, I just laid back with a sigh and panted and grunted for him, while he pumped me from above. Our eyes remained locked, and I could tell that he was getting a great deal of satisfaction from this fuck. And it gave me more pleasure, realizing that someone like him could want me so badly and could get so much pleasure from my body.
Anwar was pumping me and grunting and straining. I didn't even know he was having any trouble until he slapped me on the butt, withdrew his cock and stood up. "It's no use; I can't get all the way in from this position. You are just too tight; too much of a good thing. Here up on you hands and knees, doggy style."
Can't get all of the way in? I had assumed he had been all of the way in. Oh, lord, I thought, as I turned over and came up on my knees. I could feel the cool lubricant, as Anwar lathered up my hole and his cock again, and then I cried out and grunted as he entered me a second time. I twisted in pain, as I could feel him driving farther into me than he had before, filling and stretching me.
"Ah, that's better," he said after pumping me for several minutes, "But not good enough. Here, I'm going to spin you around."
He did so, turning me onto my back, with my weight on my shoulders and my pelvis supported in the air with his strong hands. He was crouched up above me and driving that ram of his down into me. Long strokes, each one sinking just a bit lower
"Ah, ah, ah-h-h-h," I cried, beating the mat with my fists.
"I'm sorry, does it hurt too much? Should I stop for a while?"
"Yes. No. No, don't stop. Fuck me, fuck me. I've never had it like this. Oh god, yes. Yes! All the way!"
My full surrender seemed to have pleased him. He pumped me with new vigor, although he was now in as deep as he could go. He pumped endlessly, but eventually tired of the crouch and turned me once more, onto my side on the mat, with my right leg held up in the air and pumped me for several minutes more until I felt him tense and then release and then go limp behind me. His arms came around me and one hand took and worked my cock and the other one pressed into my belly. I turned my head and he took my mouth in his for a long, breathless kiss, as he pumped me off to ejaculation.
Some moments later, he broke the kiss and whispered in my ear. "I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry. I had no idea you'd never been fucked before. You were just too good looking and sexy to be a virgin. I'm sorry. You should have started with someone smaller, but I just couldn't help myself." Then he rose and left me. Unlocking the door, he headed for the showers, leaving me panting on the floor, completely and deeply fucked.
When I had regained my strength, I stood up on wobbly legs and went off to the showers myself. I marched right into the shower room and stood there before him, hands on hips, as he was soaping down.
"Look, I said I was sorry." he said. "I'll try to control myself in the future if you come back for the lessons."