This all started many years ago when I first began having bi-sexual thoughts. For years I have denied the thoughts and they'd vanish for a while, then return. The initial thoughts were fantasizing about what it'd be like to stroke another cock, to see it cum. The thoughts escalated to the point of mutual blow jobs. Fast forward several years later I have finally accepted my curiosities and I am so willing and ready to explore them, but how?
As most, I'm assuming, I began scouring the internet, looking for different web sites to meet a like minded guy. The majority of what I found were guys looking for a quick hook up and I know that is way outside my comfort level. If I'm going to do this, I'm going at my pace, be comfortable and hopefully love the experience.
Sadly I realized the web sites may not be my way to explore my curiosities. Then I came upon a site talking about "cruising" which I have never heard of prior to this. I looked around the site and found you can search areas by state, city and zip code.
I entered my information and was happy to see several returns on my search with in a 30 to 45 minute radius of my home town. There were several adult book stores listed, a few rest areas along local interstates and several parks, one being just a few miles from my home.
Over the next few days I toyed with the idea of going to the park just to see if this is for real. After lunch and a few mid day beers I worked up the nerve to go check out the park. I brought my dog along thinking it would look less suspicious if I were just by myself hanging out. On this visit we walked a couple of the trails, saw a few other guys here and there, nothing stood out that made ne believe this "cruising" is an actual thing. The whole time we were there was uneventful.
On the ride home I was wondering if having the dog was a deterrent or just no one found me interesting enough to strike up a conversation. Anyway, I decided I would give this thing a few more chances since it seemed to be my only option.
Over the next two weeks I had returned to the park, all uneventful until this past Friday. As we finished our walk and were heading back to the parking area, I noticed a man sitting in his car, we made eye contact and said hello. As I was about to pass his car he said "excuse me, can I ask you about your dog?"
I walked over towards his car and he began asking several questions about name, breed, temperament, etc. etc. We made small talk for several minutes and as I was getting ready to head to my car he said "one more question, what do you think of this?" As he asked the question he leaned back in his seat pulling up the bottom of his hoodie exposing his hard cock. I was honestly shocked, even though this is basically what I was in the park for in the first place.
I stared dumbfounded for who knows how long as he just stroked his cock in front of me. After what felt like several minutes (I'm sure it was several seconds in reality) I just said "uh umm it looks nice." I just stood, staring as he kept stroking his cock fir me. He told me I can move closer if I'd like a better view, so I did. I'm guessing he had about a 6 or 7 inch cock, looked about the same size as mine, but a bit thicker.
As I stood watching he asked "do you like my cock?" I nodded yes. Then he asked if I came here often for this, I explained and was honest. When he realized I had zero experience I saw a smile creep across his lips and he said "I'd love to help you out." He again told me to move closer, I was now leaning on the window sill of his car, his cock just a foot or so from me. I have never been this close to another man in this type of situation. My mind was racing, but one thing I did know is I was liking what I was seeing, I could feel my own cock getting stiff.
I watched as he let his hand slip from his cock, I was now seeing his full cock and I have to admit, it was just beautiful. it looked to be very hard and solid, smooth, a beautiful head. He then encouraged me to stroke him, he had to ask a few times before I saw my hand reaching for his cock.
I nervously reached my hand into his car, hesitantly wrapping my fingers around another man's cock for the first time, my stomach was knotting with nerves. The feeling of his cock was much different from my own, it was definitely thicker, more solid. My hand closed around his cock and my hand began to instinctively slide up and down his shaft, going slow as I watched, mesmerized by the site if me stroking this beautiful cock.
With in just a few minutes Mark, as I learned later what his name was, began moaning a little telling me what a great job I was doing and saying how he was surprised it was my first time doing this to another man.
His words were encouraging, his moaning was approval making me want to keep going. I was savoring every feeling of his cock, it really felt good stroking him, having his cock in my hand. In my mind I was thinking how I can't wait to see him cum.