I had just turned eighteen and I'd been watching more than my fair share of pornography. I began to realize that while watching a man and a woman together I'd often get myself off to the idea of being the woman.
I wasn't sure if it was the submissive aspect of it all or just wanting to experience things from the other end of the spectrum because i'd never found myself even remotely attracted to other males before. The idea of being with another man didn't disgust me but it delight me either.
One night I went to the local video store and rented a copy of a gang bang video about a girl that gives oral sex to twenty men in one sitting. The entire time I watched her suck cock my mouth watered. I watched the video until the very end; orgasm after orgasm and I couldn't stop thinking about being the young lady in the video; pleasuring all of those big dicks one after the other.
Over the next couple of days it became all I could think about, even while my girlfriend gave me a blowjob I couldn't stop thinking about how lucky she was to have that meat in her mouth. I've never had a craving or desire like this. I was growing obsessed with the idea of orally pleasuring men.
I knew a few gay guys from school but the thought of someone my own age just didn't work for me. I needed an older, mature man who would appreciate my young mouth and the satisfaction and pleasure I was offering him but how do I find an older gentleman willing to let me give my first blowjob?
I've known my friends uncle to be gay but how do I approach him about this?
"Hi, I heard you're a faggot. Can I suck your dick?" is it going to be that easy?
Well, That's how easy I'm going to make it.
Saturday evening I went out for a few drinks to get some liquid courage and once the alcohol and extreme craving for cock began to take hold I left the bar for his place.
What am I doing? I'm going to someone I barely knows house and offering them oral sex and what if I get rejected? There are a million things that could go wrong with this plan but the idea of that man meat in my mouth kept me salivating.
I knocked on his door and he answered.
"Dwayne, I was just walking by and I was wondering if I could use your washroom." I said with butterflies filling my stomach.