Corporate Training

Corporate Training

Authors Note: For Chapter Two and following chapters, it is important to state the story is set in the early1990's during the formative years of the world wide web and instant information search capabilities. A lifelong heterosexual male is discovering that he enjoys man with man sex and is trying to rationalize his bisexuality. In this story he continues his journey of discovery after the first sexual experience with two men at a rest area on an Interstate Highway. The characters in this story are complete fiction and are over the age of 20.

From Chapter One:

One thing I knew for sure, the best course of action in the short term was to get the hell out of this rest area and continue my drive to the training site. With all of these thoughts swirling in my head I moved away from the picnic table savoring the strong musky taste of cum in my mouth as I walked back to my car. I realized that I liked that taste and wanted more.

Chapter Two

As I got to my car in the rest area parking lot, the only thing I could think of was the fact that I had just performed oral sex with two men. I could still feel the cocks pulsing in my mouth and taste of cum while starting my car and driving back on to the Interstate highway headed north towards my destination.

I had another three-hour drive to my home for the next eight weeks. It helped that the traffic was light because I was driving as if in a dream. My thoughts focused on the conflict of doing something that I believed was morally wrong and the reality after having done the act, I wanted to do it again. My focus was entirely on the fact that I had sucked tow men's cocks to completion and how I felt afterward.

I stopped at each rest area going into the men's room exchanging quick glances with the few men there hoping to repeat the events earlier in the evening. Unfortunately, I did not have a clue how to go about cruising a rest area or even any insight to the reality of cruising for sex that many men pursue each day.

I arrived at the hotel at 2:00 AM Sunday morning, checked in and was settled in a ground floor room by 2:30. The room was your standard hotel room with a mini-fridge, television, DVD player, the ever-present alarm clock and terrible computer WIFI connectivity. Training check-in was not until Monday morning, after a hot shower all I wanted was to get a good night's sleep. Home sweet home for the next eight weeks.

Fortunately, I came up a day early, after the adventures of the trip I had trouble falling asleep. I kept fantasizing about sucking cocks and wondering if I was totally gay or not. After masturbating I finally fell asleep around 4 or 4:30 in the morning and slept late on Sunday morning waking up in time to enjoy the hotel restaurant's Sunday morning brunch.

After eating, I drove around town for a couple of hours getting the familiar with the town, an idea of the amenities in the area and of course looking for interesting places to eat. While I was driving around, I was not able to find anything that resembled an adult book store where I could get some xxx-rated videos to watch at the hotel.

After dinner, I laid out my suit for the next day and made sure I had all the required materials I would need for the start of training in the morning. Throughout the day on Sunday, I would recall sucking two cocks on the trip up and start to get hard. Shortly after going to bed, I started tossing and turning again. All it took was for me to masturbate like last night, I was able to relax a little and get some rest Sunday night.

The next morning, I was up early, dressed and ready to start my training. I walked into the corporate training facility well before the 9 AM check-in time. For the past 24 hours I was preoccupied with thoughts about the events at the rest area. How easy it was to connect with another man and with a few words exchanged perform oral sex and left wanting more.

Once I was in the training facility my conflicting thoughts ceased and fortunately work became my focus of attention. This separation of work identity and sexual identity was the beginning of a long-term effort to compartmentalize my sexual preferences from my everyday life. While I was in this training session there could be no lapses in my focus or else I could face dismissal from the company if my off-work activity became common knowledge.

It seemed very easy to respond to the demands of the training program without distractions. The afternoon passed quickly with briefings and team building activities. I made several new acquaintances and was looking forward to the Icebreaker social event held in the evening of the second day of training.

After dinner with a few new friends from the company, I returned to the hotel where the thoughts of the drive up came back. The events at the rest area seemed like a fantasy come true and later in the evening I masturbated several times, eating my cum for the first time. I fell asleep that night and dreamed about how it would be next time.

The second day of training ended with an early evening Icebreaker Reception to provide the opportunity for employees/students socialize and get to know each other better. The food and wine at the reception were excellent and it was an enjoyable time. I got to know some of my new friends better and developed a connection with a coworker named Erin.

Erin was a petite 5'4" lady about the same age as I was with nice breasts (looked like 32 C or 34 B cup to me) and a perfectly shaped ass. Fortunately, while I was at the reception, neither the sexy Erin nor the thoughts of my latest sexual activities aroused me enough to get hard. It would have been embarrassing to walk around the reception with a boner, even though I was now wondering if it was possible to have sex with Erin in addition to sex with another man.

After a while I felt comfortable mingling with my coworkers and was able to completely set aside my sexual identity crisis for the first time since driving to the training. That said, it was no surprise my fantasies returned as soon as I returned to the hotel room that evening.

Just thinking about the stop at the rest area and my new female acquaintance at work got my imagination was going wild. The rest of the evening was consumed with thoughts of how could I find another consenting adult that wanted his dick sucked and would let me do it.

Training the first week was difficult and took up most of my time leaving little time to think about sex. I would attend class in the day time and study for most of the late afternoon evening hours. Even though my schedule and training demands were extensive, I did spend a lot of time thinking about my sexual identity and of course the daily masturbation.

I realized the week was nearly over and I still had not found any where I could purchase some XXX rated DVDs. I took care of the lubrication at a local drug store and was using it for masturbation. On Friday evening of the first week as I was driving back to the hotel after dinner at a steak house just outside town, my search ended when I saw the sign "Midnight Erotica" above the door of what had to be an adult book store.

Pulling in to the parking lot I saw the notice informing me that the store was closed due to repair work and would reopen tomorrow, Saturday 11AM-Midnight. It was my intentions to come to the store early on Saturday afternoon. The rest of the evening was I anxious to check out the adult book store, I had not been to one for over ten years when I was 19 or 20 years old. It was like waiting for Christmas morning as a child, the time seemed to pass very slowly that night.

I walked through the doors of Midnight Erotica at 1PM on Saturday. The book store had two levels, the upper level contained an extensive selection of DVDs. The lower level displayed a small section of erotic magazines/books with most of the space devoted to all the pleasure products that one could ever want or imagine.

The variety in the store was amazing, I had not been in an establishment of this type for many years and the changes were remarkable. Instead of row after row of books, magazines and phallic shaped vibrators found in the old adult book stores, here the DVDs and most of the store layout had a wide variety of interesting and erotic sex toys.

On one side of the first level, the shelves contained many sex aids from penis pumps to sucking pussy shaped sleeves/vibrators including a vibrating cock ring. All the articles on that side promised to provide heightened sensuality during intercourse or even a vagina shaped stroker providing a fucking sensation during masturbation.

Dildos, phallic shaped vibrators and butt plugs/anal toys were all displayed on the other side of the store. The entire wall on this side contained a wide selection of vibrators of all sizes. The anal toys and dildos of all types were on the display shelves.

The back of the store had all the intimate apparel, sexy lingerie, edible panties and most any other intimate clothing imaginable. I spent most of my time checking out the sex toys of all types and did not check out the apparel section very closely.

After extensive browsing through the toy area, I selected two toys and then went upstairs to find some erotic videos. As expected, there was a large variety of DVDs covering every imaginable combination of sexual acts. I looked at the video covers for about 45 minutes before making my selection.

After purchasing three DVDs, a silicone vagina stroker (yes, I knew that lots of masturbation was in my future) and a vibrating cock ring. I started walking towards the exit, when I stopped and looked around the store.

I was so absorbed in the toys and videos earlier, that I did not look around the store and see the customers. There were several men walking around glancing at the merchandise as well as checking out the other men in the store. I thought, had they been looking at me the same way? Then I realized that I my cock was hard as a rock., looking at the sex toys and videos had gotten me aroused. In fact, a few men were checking the bulge in my shorts and I never noticed any of them until just now.

I glanced to the back of the store where the intimate apparel was displayed and decided to take a quick look there. Even though I did not want to purchase any sexy lingerie, I wanted to extend my time in the store. The fact that other men were still looking at my erection excited me and kept me hard as a rock.

As I browsed past the shelves, I noticed a door marked "Video Arcade, minimum $5 token purchase required for entrance". I did not know what was behind the door, but wanted to find out.

It only took a few minutes to take my purchases and put them in the trunk of my car and return to the store. I stopped at the counter and asked about the cost to enter the video arcade. The clerk explained to me that a minimum of $5 of tokens was required for entry. The arcade contained pay for play video booths and required token to play any one of a selection of videos. Each token would buy a limited amount of video time and I was free to select any of the 45 channels playing a variety of videos.

Expecting to spend some time in the arcade, I purchased $10 of tokens and made my way to the arcade entrance in the back of the store. Excitement pulsed through my body as I opened the door and walked into a world far different from any I had ever experienced. My senses were all stimulated as I entered the arcade and the overall impression I got when entering could be summed up in one word, SEX.

The lights were dim and it took a few minutes for my eyes to adjust before I walked down a short hall to a T intersection. Looking down each side of the T were entrance doors to video booths. You could hear orgasmic moaning from sound tracks of videos playing in several of the booths.

I looked in a booth and saw a television screen on the wall and a chair in the booth. Below the television was a +/- selector button to change channels and a coin slot to deposit the tokens. I also noticed the doors could be locked from the inside if you wanted some privacy.

Small red lights above the booth doors indicated the video in that booth was playing. When the light went out the video segment timed out and the person in the booth would put in more tokens and the light would come on again as the video continued playing.

There was a unique aroma in the arcade that took a while to identify. My best guess would be a combination of the sweat, the musky odor of cum and body odor from the other men in the arcade. To me, it smelled like pure sex throughout the arcade and it was wonderful.

There were a few men standing around the arcade checking out each newcomer as they walked into the arcade. Many of the men were rubbing their crotch, while some were using their hands to highlight erections. Everyone appeared to be checking everybody else other out, scanning up and down, from the eyes to the crotch of the other men in the arcade.

I walked half way down the aisle and went into an open booth. A weak light came on as I closed the door. I also locked the door but could not remember why. The chair was on one side of the room and a TV behind a plexiglass panel on the other side. The coin slot and channel selector for the video glowed bright red. I inserted a few tokens and the television came on. Speakers on the walls came to life at medium to loud volume adding to the sound of videos from several other booths.

I channel surfed until I found a lesbian video, one of my favorite sex video categories, and started watching as two 20-year-old women were engaged in a hot 69 session by a swimming pool. After only a few seconds the erotic girl-girl action aroused me, I unzipped my pants, took out my dick and started to slowly rub up and down the length.

A few minutes later the video went off and I deposited several tokens to keep the video going. As I sat there stroking and fantasizing about eating pussy, I noticed two fingers reach in to my booth through a hole in the wall. I could not understand why anyone would do that, but I still watched the hole and realized it was just below waist level.

The fingers returned a second time and again caught my attention but I did not know what was going on. I continued to stroke myself for another minute or two before I got surprised by a pair of lips and tongue in the hole in the wall. It was then that I realized the person in the next booth wanted to suck my cock through the hole. Only later was I to learn all about glory holes.

After my experience at the rest area last week, I was willing to try anything. My wife did not enjoy giving me blow jobs, the few times she would go down on me she never sucked me to completion.

Without thinking, I stood up and pulled my pants down, exposing my hard cock to the hole. I felt a warm tongue reach out and lick the precum starting to drip. I was so aroused I could not wait any longer and pushed my cock through the hole into a waiting warm mouth.

The guy on the other side of the wall sucked deep and with enthusiasm. He started moving his head back and forth using his lips and tongue as he sucked. I could feel cum rising quickly. The sensation felt while being sucked took me close to orgasm in a few seconds.

I could not believe the lack of control I had when I felt the lips go over my cock with a sucking action and the feel of the tongue on the sensitive underside of my cockhead. My heartrate skyrocketed up and I was breathing fast. The rising cum erupted so fast and hard that I thought the force of the cum would push the guy's head back.

After taking all of my cum in his mouth, he pulled back from the hole leaving my cock in the air. As I was pulling my cock from the hole back into my booth, I heard the guy say "Thanks, your cum was wonderful."

I looked through the hole as he left and as I realized the position and size of the hole was exclusively for sexual contact between the video booths. I also realized that I may have taken another step in becoming gay. My first thoughts were of my attraction to Erin, my coworker at the training, providing assurance that I was not gay. Again, the only thing I knew for sure is that in addition to my desire to be with a woman, I also wanted to be with another man.

My knees were a little weak as I sat back down in the chair to catch my breath and get my heart rate back to normal. A few minutes later I realized I needed to add some more tokens to the video. As I put in the tokens, I heard someone try to open the door to my booth. The door was locked and whoever was outside did not try a second time.

While watching the video another 10 minutes I heard the doorknob rattle several times but I was so overwhelmed at the impact of my orgasm to understand what was happening. I did not even look at the hole to see if any more fingers appeared. When I used all my tokens and the video stopped playing, I was calm enough to pull up my shorts, unlock the booth door and go into the hall.

After having my cock sucked, it was time to leave and I needed to collect my thoughts. Without looking around, I walked out of the arcade and left the bookstore, got in my car, and drove back to my hotel room.