Our celebratory night was one to remember. There were four people there but my son Lucas wasn't one of them.
Helena was wearing a red knee-length dress, with a side split that showed off her long hairless legs. She was wearing a padded bra and red high heels.
The gorgeous Helena brought along a younger crossdressing friend, to make up the numbers. Lee wasn't particularly convincing but had a great personality. Around 5'10" in black knee high boots with black tights under a plain beige mini skirt. He wore a blonde wig, with long curly hair but the Adam's apple was prominent.
I was jealous, though I shouldn't have been. It was a time that Alan and I should have been at our closest but like a child, I wanted what someone else appeared to have.
Helena picked up on it but waited until Alan and Lee had gone to the toilet in the gay-friendly bar we'd chosen for our night out.
"You're not sure about what you're doing, are you?"
"No shit, Sherlock!" I sarcastically replied.
"You need to stop it before it's too late then." She urged.
I nodded slowly.
"What do you want, truthfully?" she asked.
That was my opening.
"You, Helena, you."
Alan and Lee returned before we could take my admission further.
My words had an effect on Helena, as she could hardly take her eyes off me for the rest of the evening.
Alan didn't pay any notice as he was getting to know Lee better and was getting the hots for him.
"Fancy doing a bit of swapping?" Alan whispered in my ear.
"What do you have in mind" I asked, hoping for the best.
"I want to fuck Lee, maybe you would be happy with Helena tonight?"
I couldn't believe my luck but tried to appear nonchalant.
"We're meant to be celebrating our 'engagement' and you say you you want to fuck another guy. What is going on?"
"Don't get high and mighty on me, Jack. We agreed we wouldn't, couldn't, be exclusive but as long as we were honest it would be fine."
I must have looked a little angry, although I wasn't, because Alan offered to include me in his session with Lee. of course, I refused. My thoughts were consumed by Helena.
"What am I supposed to tell her? That her boyfriend is away to fuck her friend?"
"One, Lee is not her boyfriend, she just brought him to make up the numbers and two, Helena wants you again, it's obvious."
My heart was leaping and so was my cock.
"Well if you must, I suppose I should thank you for telling me." I said with a touch of sarcasm.
Alan was oblivious to it. "That's the spirit Jack. Think of the stories we can swap tomorrow."
"Where are you going, Lee's place?" I asked.
Alan looked sheepish. "Lee says he's just in a trailer. Maybe I could take him back to Helena's and you could take her back to your place?"
I supposed Lucas wouldn't object. Anyone but Alan in his eyes.
Alan didn't waste any time and the two of them were soon in a cab off to Helena's.
She was now sitting beside me, waiting for my words.
"Alan suggested you could come back to my place, if you fancied it?"
She ran her hand through my hair. "So you want me to see your castle, my lord?" she joked.
"I want you to be my queen."
There I'd said it.
"I'm not ruling it out but it's going to cause so much friction." Helena said.
"What I said earlier, I mean it. Alan opened the door to this lifestyle for me but it's you I want to be with."
"Are you sure I'm not just your latest fancy? Next week it could be the delivery boy."